*Amrin Pov*

I continue to stare everywhere from the car's seatbelt to the front seat and then to the beads on the clutch. Until getting inside the car, I was ok to get to the business party as a date with him.

However, now it seems all my nerves want to meet me this moment itself, making me wish I just sat inside the flat. I can't even share with him that I am tense otherwise he will state a new rule.

"Are you nervous?" His question startled me and I slowly nodded before turning to stare at him.

"Few photos will be taken, and we will go inside. Just stay beside me and no one will ask anything, which would make you more nervous." He explained assuring me, but it didn't seem like that as hearing the photo itself, I felt like jumping outside the car.

"No... no..." I started waving my hands along with shaking my head.

"I said it will be ok right?" he asked, holding my hands tightly and rubbed my palms while I stared at him in shock.

"I will be there beside you, and you will be fine." He again repeated rubbing my palms with his fingers, and I slowly nodded.

"I am fine!" I said when he continued to rub my palms.

"Ok!" he said, but didn't leave them and just held them in his, and I gave a small smile.

"Just smile at the camera's and do not answer to any questions." he instructed when we both got outside the car.

I tried to give a small smile staring at the cameras without blinking while he pressed his hand, which is around my waist assuring me.

He didn't release even when we walked inside the building, and I didn't ask him to as I felt like I may fall at any second looking at all the people in the hall.

"Do you need anything?" he asked in a whisper.

"Water?" I replied like a question.

"Try some champagne." He said, gesturing me to take a glass from the server passing us.

I followed his suit and took one glass myself hoping that it will calm my nerves at least a little. I walked to wherever he is stepping towards and stood in silence beside him and no one even thought to have a word with me until now.

"You are doing good." he whispered in the middle.

"I am not doing anything." I whispered back, shaking my head and glanced at few people staring at me like I have done something wrong.

I took another sip and saw the man who is talking with Dileep is glancing at me for every second with a creepy look. Doesn't he know that I could be nearly to his daughter or son's age?

I took a peek at Dileep to see that he knows what is happening but is not saying anything. Why would he? I am not his real date right?

Tapping his hand around my waist, I made him release me and walked towards the ladies' room which I saw while entering here. I glanced around to see few looks who were staring at me outside are even here.

"So you are his new affair?" one woman asked.

"Maybe!" I replied with a shrug, not knowing what to even say to her, but looks like my reply has been taken in a wrong way as her mocking look turned into anger one.

"Just tell him that he still didn't deposit the money he said he will otherwise his whole house will be ruined like his bedroom." She spatted and walked away.

She is the one who was with him before me? Then how can he select me after her? I shook my head remembering my need for this proposal and walked outside to see him standing near to the door with a hard look.

"What is it?" I asked him frowning.

"Nothing! Some people don't know how to behave at parties with dignity." he replied in an angry tone.

"Did I do something?" I asked, placing my hand over his.

"No! It is not you. Dinner is being served." He replied and dragged me towards the tables.

Conversations just continued around me regarding so many businesses while I tried to have the food without making anyone's attention turn towards me.

I decided to have another glass of champagne and felt the nerves leaving me, but to my disappointment, the party got over and everyone is bidding their 'bye' to each other.

We both walked outside and saw the car already waiting for us. I got inside it along with him and leaned back when the car started.

"How is your first experience of a party?" He asked when we entered the elevator, and I looked at him, surprised because he didn't utter a single word to me in the car.

"Boring!" I replied, and his lips twitched hearing my answer.

"There was a threat to the house too." I added, and he nodded like he knows about it.

"Are you sure you will be ok for the next many more parties like this?" he asked opening the door to the flat.

"I will survive." I replied little mockingly to his back and turned to close the door.

"Will you now?" He immediately asked with his body pressed to mine and his breath over my shoulder.

"Y...eah!" I replied stuttering while he snaked his arms around my waist and pulled me back to him.

"Will you be able to survive more?" he asked in a whisper pestering the kisses on my neck, and I moved my head to give him more access.

"What?" I asked him little confused trying to come out of the daze, he is inflicting over me.

He turned me around and asked, "Will you be able to survive more today?"

"I guess!" I whispered under his breath over my lips.

"Are you sure?" he asked again while I tried to concentrate on his words and finally nodded with which he pressed his lips to mine.

This time before he could pull away live every time I kissed him back after which he stilled, but continued to kiss me and moved his hands towards my zip.

"You are a virgin right?" he asked releasing me.

"Yeah!" I replied, remembering I never went that far with my ex even after one year of a relationship but here am I ok with it.

"Are you with it?" he asked, kind of repeating the question in my head.

I leaned forward, pressing my head to his shoulder while his hands are still on my back touching the bare skin at the half-opened zipper. I fisted my hands holding his suit and decided my answer before removing his suit.

We stumbled near to the bedroom and stopped at the foot of the bed, staring at each other and then the bed.

"There is no going back after this." He said in a strict tone.

"Will you throw me aside tomorrow morning?" I asked, placing my hand on his bare chest not looking into his eyes.

"No!" he replied, and I nodded before slowly pressing my lips to his.

"I am trusting you." That's all I mumbled and left everything to him.

"Are you fine?" he asked, looking into my eyes, brushing my tears away after sometime.

I nodded after which he moved away and lay beside me. I turned my back to him and stared at the wall thinking about what have I just done.

"It is a good thing that I remembered about the protection at the right time." he mumbled, but I didn't stir not knowing what to even say after sharing something intimate with some man who can be even a stranger.

Am I the bad girl now for not waiting until I fell in love with someone, or until I married someone? But I didn't feel like I had to do this with him as I wanted this to happen.

What should I feel now? That I am not feeling any resentment against myself or should I feel that? I closed my eyes and felt no anger against myself, after which I released the breath I am holding before turning back to look at him.

"I survived!" I whispered in a small tone with a smile, and he glanced at me before laughing.

"You are a good kisser. Do you know that?" he suddenly asked while I snuggled into the blanket not knowing whether I can snuggle with him or not.

"I practiced a lot with my Ex. " I replied, and he nodded frowning.

"Good night!" I whispered closing my eyes and tried to sleep but felt the coldness making me move for a few seconds.

However, the next second when I was about to move he pulled me to him and swept away the coldness. I snuggled more to him, and this time sleep consumed me. 

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i will never be good at writing intimate scenes... so she is not feeling any bad thing after everything but should she feel??? There is so much story to happen by the way...

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