JIKIKA

3:20 am

Yami disappeared somewhere and I couldn't find her. One minute she was was with us dancing then the next she was no where to be found.

Rue and I looked everywhere for her and asked around but finally came to the conclusion that Silas came and picked her up for whatever reason. I love Silas like a son, but sometimes he can be a bit overprotective, which is what Yami needs sometimes because her impulsiveness can get out of control. But who am I to talk? I have my own problems too, all of us are a little fucked up in the head.

However, I wasnt gonna let that ruin my night. After one more line Rue and I headed outside and chilled with Fez on the couch. He shared the blunt with me while him and Rue talked about whatever. I wasn't really paying attention to them as I was to what was going on around me.

Maddy made it to the party and wanted to make it known she was there to make Nate jealous. So while Fez and Rue caught up I watched as Maddy made out with the boy in the boy.

Everyone was taking pictures and videos, gossiping to their friends, laughing. I didn't know how maddy did it, I hate being center of attention. I get pissed off if someone looks at me for too long.

"So what's been good with you Ika?" Fez asks me turning my attention to him. Shrugging I said, "Not much same old shit. Party, drugs, makeup, eat"

"Do you ever sleep?" He asks passing me the blunt. "Sometimes, I will admit I sleep more than Yami. That girl runs on monsters and five hour energy" I shake my head hitting the blunt that was handed to me. Poor girl never really slept and if she did she had nightmares. I remember all freshman year she would wake up with panic attacks and i'd have to help her.

"That shit aint good for you" Fez disapprovingly shakes his head. "Says the drug dealer" Rue scoffs

"Gotta make my money some how, come on Rue" Fez told Rue as someone walked up to Fez dapping him up switching his money for a gram of weed.

"Yeah I know man, I'm just fuckin with you" Rue hit his arm playfully.

"Suck my dick!" Maddy yells at Nate causing everyone to 'ooo' and make even more remarks. The three of us turned and watched Nate get heated and storm into the house pissed off from being embarrassed by his ex girlfriend. Plus she was with another guy.

"Well.." Fez says not finishing his sentence because he didn't even know what to say. Rue gets up from the couch, "Well my high wore off so I'm gonna go get a drink, coming Kika?" Rue held her hand out for me to take.

I mean... MIGHT AS WELLLLLL, the party will be over soon anyways. Taking Rue's hand both of us head back inside the house going to the kitchen for one last drink of the night knowing we're leaving soon.

"BACK THE FUCK UP, WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM" a girl yells in the kitchen

Rue and I looked at eachother then ran to the kitchen trying to see what was going on. I peeked over Rue's shoulder trying to see past the crowed.

A blonde haired girl with pale pink tips holding a knife near Nate.

Nate was backed up in the corner of the kitchen visibly distressed trying to get out of the situation as soon as possible. "Just please put the knife down" he begs scared of what the girl could do to him

"YOU WANNA FUCKING HURT ME?"

"It was just a joke-"

The girl raised her arm with the knife yelling, "YOU HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA" before cutting her arm. "Oh shit" I put my hand over my mouth and pull out my phone in case I need to record for Yami to see later.

Everyone watching gasped in surprise at what they just saw. The bitch was crazy thats for sure. "By the way im jules" the girl finally introduces herself, "I just moved here." Then leaves the kitchen going to do god knows what.

Rue turns around to me and looks like she just saw the greatest thing since sliced bread before grabbing my hand and following the new girl jules outside. I really didnt want anything to do with this crazy bitch so as I was being dragged outside I pulled my phone out of my pocket going to my messages.

bro
fez

wussup?

crazy shit happened
yk new girl ?

jules?

yeah mann

yeah what about her?

bitch pulled a knife out on nate
sliced her wrist like a tomato

you lien

on my soul

damn
thats one hell of a first impression

no shit

wya

out front with rue
can you take me home tho
rue tryna leave with jules
and im cool off that

yeah i got you
im done here already

bet

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4:02 am

Rue and Jules left together on her bike. I really didn't see how Rue just dipped like that with someone she truly didn't know but hey Rue is Rue and you can't stop her when she wants to do something.

I'm not really tripping through, Fez and I left together not too long after they did. We were in his car driving around listening to music smoking while he did some plays. I tried to text Yami a few times to see if she was good. If Silas picked her up he was most definitely pissed, that boy got some anger issues and when the two of them argue its like world war 2

"Alright this is my last one, you good? Do you need anything?" Fez asks stoping in front of a house. "Nah im chill" I say laying the seat down.

I checked my phone making sure I didn't miss any important texts, shit was bone dry, I scrolled through instagram liking pictures and sending reels to Rue and Silas.

"WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM" It was a video from the party of Jules yelling at nate in the kitchen. "Damn this bitch already getting posted" I say outloud to myself

"See you bro" Fez says walking out of the house back to the car. He got in and started it driving off. "Here count the money" throwing me a fat stack of money.

"How much is there supposed to be?" I ask picking it up from my lap

"150"

"Sayless"

I wasn't really good at math, but I'm good when it comes to money. Counting it all up it was exactly 150. I folded it back up handing it to him, "You good"

"Thanks" Fez put it in his pocket before saying, "it's late and we already close by my place so do you just wanna crash there?"

Sleeping at Fez's house, I mean it wouldn't be the first time. "Yeah thats cool"

Fez nods taking the route to his house and within five minutes we were there. The two of us got out of the car and headed inside quietly so we dont wake Ash up.

Taking off my shoes I was just about to head to the couch and sleep in what I had on but Fez told me to wait there as he left going down the hall.

I just stood there awkwardly not knowing what he was doing until he came back with some sweatpants, a blanket and pillow.

"Here, I didn't think you really wanted to sleep in some jeans so I brought you a pair of my sweatpants if thats cool with you?" He said handing me them. "Nah, I appreciate it, thank you" I smile taking the pants heading to the bathroom.

As I changed I looked in the mirror and saw how fucked my makeup was, I done sweated out my makeup. My bangs were messed up and my mascara was smeared on one side of my face.

I grabbed one of the face towels from underneath the sink letting it get a little wet before rubbing the makeup off of my face. It's not the best way to get it off but you gotta do what you gotta do. After i was done with all that I threw the towel in the hamper and left the bathroom turning off the light behind me.

Being beyond exhausted my ass was thankful to see Fez had already put out the pillow and blanket for me on the couch. As soon as my head hit the pillow I was out like a light.