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YAMIEK

It's been two weeks since my overdose and Silas has been at my house almost everyday since then. On top of that his parents were being more aggressive with him recently so he's been fluctuating from my house to Aarons.

I'm not gonna say that it doesn't bother me that he's over there because it really does bother me, I just don't want to start anything. It's just how are you still talking to someone who treated your girlfriend so badly that drove her to relapse. I don't know, I guess that's just me.

5:25 pm

"So you're gonna come over tonight?" Maddy asked me from the other line as we facetimed

I decided I needed to be with my best friend for a minute to get a distraction from everything. "Duh, I miss you hoe annnddd I wanna get drunk tonight" I giggled while currently giving myself a bubble bath in my dad's bathroom since he isn't home and his tub has jets in it.

"Drunk for sure" She laughed agreeing

I watched her do her makeup which is something I do often. I've always adored Maddy... her confidence, her strength, and the way she bounces back from any inconvenience like it never happened.

Those are all things I wish I had or were better at. "So do you want to be just us tonight or do you wanna invite anyone else?" Maddy asked applying gems to her eyes

I crave time with Maddy alone, I really do. Have you ever had a friend that was your bestfriend in your eyes but you weren't their bestfriend? Our friendship was like that

Yes it hurts at times, but there's really nothing I can do about it. It's not like Maddy is a bad friend and leaves me to hang out with Cassie all the time, just the bonds are different

Besides..I don't like trios

Sometimes, I wonder if Kika feels like this with Rue. Before Jules came to town those two were inseparable, even before Rue went to rehab. There was one point in time when Rue basically lived with us.

Kika, Rue, and I would always drive home from school, go upstairs and just smoke our until we greened out. My dad works nights so all of the evidence would be long gone before he got home.

"Just us tonight..if you don't mind," I say playing with the bubbles in the water.

I wanted to tell Maddy what happened because...well like I said she's my best friend.

"That's fine with me, love. My parents are gone for the night so we have the wholeee house to ourselves" She smiled at the camera making me smile too.

"Perfect, perfect, perfect"

"Indeed it is my dear friend"

There was silence after that, not awkward, just quiet. So I decided to break it, "have you talked to Nate since the party or?"

"Shit I didn't tell you"

"You never do" I rolled my eyes playfully

"Stoppp, I know I've been slacking on my friend duties" She apologies, "but basically, he liked called me about that night and I told him I blacked out-"

"Did you really?" I asked not knowing if she was serious or not. I wasn't there that long so I missed everything.

"Yeah, after my sixth shot everything is kinda like a blur, ya know?" She paused to take a sip of water, "so anyways he calls me asking about the night, and when I told him I blacked out he seemed happy?"

I scrunched up my face hearing this, "Happy?"

"Happy" She nodded, "yeah it was like really weird. And so after that he kinda just like.. forgave me?"

"That man is so weird" I shook my head in disgust, "he deadass talked to me on the first day of school and I felt more than uncomfortable."

"Really? What did he say?" She asked giving her full attention to me intrigued by the way the conversation was going

I sighed recalling the event, "I think-..wait....- no yeah, so me and Kika went to go pick Rue and Gia up for the first day of school but a bitch needed some gas so we stopped at the gas station. Everyone went inside to get some snacks while I was at the pump and while I was chillin by the car this nigga Nathaniel
drives up to the pump directly behind me, gets out, and decided to walk over and talk to me"

Maddy laughed at the way I explained the story since she knows I hate Nate and everything he stands for. "He thinks if he's nice to you, you'll put in a good word for him." She explained

I rolled my eyes knowing that shit would never work, "imagine"

Feeling like I've soaked in the tub enough and washed away all of my sins from the past week, I moved my phone to the counter and drain the water in the tub.

Wrapping a towel around my body, I stepped put of the bathtub whilst still talking, "He would never make me like him, EVEN if he bought me a whole petting zoo," I say setting my phone up at the vanity that barely ever gets used.

"You do love petting zoos" Maddy agreed

I pick out my clothes before I took a bath so I wouldn't have to go upstairs wet. Feet soggy n shit.

A cute slight bummy outfit sat on the toilet seat nicely folded from me before I took a bath. I dried myself off then put on lotion and got dressed.

"The little poniesss- stop don't get me started bitch" I laughed leaving my Dad's bathroom and bedroom to go to mine.

Maddy laughed again before saying," Okay baby girl, Imma hang up now, a hoe gotta clean so you don't think I'm a nasty bitch"

I snickered, "Bye stinkying" before hanging up

After ending the call I threw my phone onto my bed and let out a big breath. "It's time to smoke," I say to myself walking over to the jar of weed on the coffee table. We honestly don't care enough to put our drugs away that much.

Well only the ones that matter

Sitting down on the floor I turned the tv on and changed it from anime to Keeping up The Kardashiansβ€” LISTENNN you can't judge me, I love me some reality tv. The drama fills my soul.

8:00 pm

I woke up from a weed coma. I feel like I slept for years, bro. Looking at the time on my phone I rolled off my bed and started to get ready to go to Maddy's house.

I'm gonna get drunk so I have to look kinda good or Imma look like a fucked up crackhead. Going to Spotify on my phone I start to play my chill playlist while I got ready. Walking to my closet I pulled out a pink tracksuit and some white socks.

Using the lotion that Kika stole from me that she proudly puts on her dresser as a trophy I ten got dressed. I slicked my hair back into a low bun then did my baby hairs, after that I picked up my tote bag from the door knob and took a tank top, shorts, and underwear from my closet.

Remembering to take my charger I unplugged it from the outlet throwing it into my bag then finally my keys before putting on my ugg slippers and heading downstairs.

Maddy and I didn't really live that close to each other, but we didn't really live that far if that makes sense.

Turning on my car I started my journey to my best friend's house. It was a Saturday night so everyone is either already out parting or getting ready to party.

At a stop light, I texted Maddy saying I was on my way since I had forgot to when I was at home. She responded pretty quickly with a 'YAAY' as I continued driving.

Less than fifteen minutes later I pulled up to her house and parked on the side of the street. I grabbed my bag and ran to the front of her house where she was already waiting for me outside.

"YAMSSS" She yells pulling me into a hug like she hasn't seen me in years. I reciprocated the love and hug her tightly, "I've missed you my dear friend" I said smiling like an idiot.

"Come on let's go, I already started so you're two shots behind me" My best friend giggled leading me inside to the kitchen. Of course, her Mexican ass has tequila on the counter with a shot glass right next to it. "Tequila bitch, really?" I laugh grabbing the bottle and pouring some into the shot glass.

"Don't hate Ms. Hennessy" She rolled her eyes handing me a red solo cup that had
whatever chaser inside.

Shot tip: After you take your shot, hold your breath until you drink your chaser.

Downing my shot with ease I take two more to catch up to Maddy. "Atta girl" She cheered me on patting my shoulder, "let's go to my room, just bring the apple juice with you," Maddy said while grabbing the bottle of liquor . She left the shot glass on the counter, and went to her room. I always loved Maddy's room, it was decorated very nicely and smelt good.

Closing the door behind me I took off my shoes and sat on her bed. My friend joined me on the bed and opened her laptop turning on Love Island because just like me, she loves reality tv.

12:49 am

Allah knows how many shots we had, I stopped counting after five. I finished taking my last shot of the night deeming that I'd had enough and laid down on the bed looking up at the ceiling.

"I wish I could feel like this forever" I slurred out my words giggling at the end. Maddy giggled too laying down opposite of me so her head was by my legs, "I wanna try molly" She says playing with her hair.

"I've done it before," I said remembering the first time I ever tried it with Rue and Kika.

"What was it like?" My bestfriend asks

"Wellll" I start thinking the best way my drunk ass can answer this question so it makes sense, "it's like a feel-good drug. Kinda like acid? eh idk probably not- anyways so like you take it in a setting with a lot of people because it makes you super happy and friendly"

"Ohh, don't people take them at like raves and shit?"

"Basically"

"Hm..cool" She said thinking of the effects

I decided to switch the conversation to something else but before I could Maddy does it for me, "How are you and Silas?"

I took a long inhale, "pretty good I guess. He's been super attentive the past month so I'm enjoying it." I didn't want to sound like I was bragging given the circumstances with her and Nate are kinda rocky no asap right now.

"You guys are so cute together it's actually sick" She laughed sitting up, "I mean the way you guys are always there for each other and love each other." Hearing all of this is making me cheese hard as hell while giggling.

"I'm serious Yams" Maddy laughed hitting me with a pillow. "Ouchieee" I said acting like it hurt even though it really didn't. Sitting up to check the time on my phone I saw that my boyfriend texted me. "Speak of the devil," I said showing Maddy that he texted me.

"We probably manifested him," She giggled getting up and ungracfully going to the bathroom. I laughed watching her as she bumped into stuff then read the text from my boyfriend.

"Fuck" I mumbled reading what it said

Immediately I called Silas, the phone seemed like it was ringing forever before he finally picked up. "How did you get kicked out and where are you? I asked sobering up a little bit but not really enough.

"I'll explain later and I'm on the way to Aaron's house," Silas said. I really didn't want him to go over there, I wanted him to be with instead.

Maddy came back from the bathroom at this time and saw me on the phone, she asked what happened and I told her "Silas just got kicked out"

"Oh my god, what the fuck? How? Where is he now??" She asked the same questions as I did. "He said he'll tell me later but he's going to Aaron's house."

Although Maddy didn't know what happened a few weeks ago, she still knows my dislike for Aaron and doesn't like him either or how he treats me. "Uhm NO" She disagreed, "tell him to come over here"

"Are you sure? You wouldn't mind?" I asked really hoping she's not playing. She looked at me like I was stupid, "duh, girl what the hell?"

Hiding my laugh I kissed her on the cheek saying, "Thank you" before picking back up my phone. "Baby?" I asked hoping he's was still on the phone, and not close to Aaron's house yet

"I'm still here, wassup?" Silas asked

"Come to Maddy's house instead tonight, then just stay with me and Kika until things get figured out" I said looking at Maddy putting the phone on speaker so she can hear his answer too. "You sure?" Silas asked skeptically.

"Yes," Maddy and I said at the same time.The line went silent for a second then finally he answers, "Alright I'm on my way"

"YESSSSS" I screamed jumping on the bed with my best friend as we celebrated. "Imma send you the address," I said excitedly. I picked the phone back up that had be thrown on the bed during our mini celebration.

We sat back down and I texted my boyfriend Maddy's address to him whilst kicked my feet waiting for a response. Maddy snickered at my antics as Silas spoke, "Oh damn, it says I'm a minute away. She must live close to Aaron then" he said

Less than five seconds later I hear his loud ass music from outside. "Oh my god," I sighed heavily hanging up the phone in embarrassment.

As I walled to the door and unlocked it,
Maddy went to her laundry room for what I guessed would be to get extra pillows and blankets. I heard his car shut off and saw him walk up to the door.

"Hi baby" My sweet boyfriend comes up to the door pulling me into a hug before kissing me on the head.

"Hi bebe" I smiled into his chest holding him tighter before I finally letting go. "You okay?" I asked grabbing his hand to lead him inside before shutting and locking the door behind us.

"Yeah," Silas sighed, "I'm fine just annoyed" he followed me to Maddy's room but I stopped him at the doorway.

"Shoes off" I pointed down at his feet as I walked into her room. "Hey Sil" Maddy greeted my boyfriend as she walked passed him whilst he took off his shoes.

She threw a black comforter and a pillow at him, "As much as I love you two together, me and Yami still need our girls night. You've been hogging her" My best friend stated rolling her eyes at the last part. She was stealing me for the night.

Hearing this made him laugh, Silas nodded in agreement saying, "Alright, fair enough. Thank you for letting me stay, Imma go watch tv and contemplate life" My boyfriend said coming over to me, he kissed my head before saying goodnight to Maddy and I then left the room.

"So my drunk went away" I said in disappointment. I pondered if getting drunk again would be a good idea or not.

"Im down to drink more if you wanna drink more?" Maddy said picking up the bottle from the floor, she examined how much was left in the bottle then looked at me for an answer.

"I'll drink if you do" I shrugged

I caught a glimpse of myself in Maddy's mirror and realized I have yet to change into my sleep clothes. Walking over to my tote bag I pulled out the clothes I had brought earlier.

"Looks like we're drinking again" Maddy said still on the bed. I turned around so my back was facing her and took my jacket off exchanging it for the tank top and doing the same for my pants.

"You don't have to turn around" Maddy laughed behind me, "if it makes you comfortable thats fine but I personally don't care if you do or dont"

I laughed, "I feel like you just wanna see my tetas at this point"

"Don't get ahead of yourself" She said now laughing too. After I was done changing, I walked back to the bed and we start drinking.

This time we just said fuck the chaser and started drinking it straight out the bottle. We continued this until the bottle was empty, and now rested empty on Maddy's bedroom floor.

3:22 am

"Lets do something" I hiccuped stumbling trying to get up from Maddy's bed.

I looked over to see Maddy passed out on her bed in starfish position face down. "Party pooper" I pouted, "well what am I gonna do now?"

Looking around the room I hear the tv from the living room, "Babyy" I smiled remembering he was here.

I covered Maddy up with a blanket to the best of my drunk abilities before slowly but surly making out of her room and into the living room.To my surprise my boyfriend was actually asleep for once, and that man is the king of insomnia. I sighed as I sat down on the floor in front of where he laid on the couch.

I tiredly took the remote and changed it to cartoons...this is so boring

I glanced around the room examining it, somehow it was always dark in here even during the day but even more at night.

Sighing once again I got up from the floor and decided to lay with my boyfriend. I moved the blanket to lay on top of Silas before moving it back. He instantly put his arms me movings us into a more comfortable.

"Go to sleep baby" He said with a low raspy voice still having his eyes ready to resume his sleep. I give a simple, "Okay" and watched tv until I had finally drifted off to sleep.

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