YAMIEK

10:00 pm

"WHERE'S YOUR BOYFRIEND?" Maddy asked me as we walked up to Fez who was leaning against the electric pole smoking what I had presumed to be weed, but shit I don't know.

I sighed rolling my eyes, "Somewhere, He saw his cousins after we got off of the Ferris wheel and they went to play the stupid rigged basketball game"

"And he left you?" Maddy asked giving me a disapproving look

"No, I left him" I laughed, "I got bored watching them waste their money on deflated basketballs so I just walked off."

I was one of those kids who would wander off in public not even announcing that they were going a different way or leaving.

Maddy laughed aswell as she shook her head, "Hey Fez we need something" she said noticing McKay walking past her without Cassie.

"What you looking for?" He asked exhaling the smoke from his mouth.

"Molly"

"Oh she over there working at the pretzel store" He said playing it off to not get caught and possibly arrested.

Fez gave Maddy a ticket and we walked off, she put the ticket under on the the strings on her pants as we continued.

"Was that Mckay that walked past us?" I asked knowing it was but I needed confirmation.

It was out of the ordinary for him and Cassie not to be like all over eachother.

"Yeah, that was weird" She nodded

As if the universe was listening to us, as we walked past a bench we saw Cassie sitting there looking sad. Her blue outfit was cute and made all three of us look like some bootleg powerfuff girls with my all pink outfit and Maddy's all purple outfit.

"Hey" Maddy said standing in front of Cassie, she could tell something happened but didn't dare ask yet.

"Hey" Cassie smiled lightly while fidgiting with her nails

"You not having fun?" I asked her giving the same look Maddy gave her, I really did feel bad for Cassie, all she wanted was to be happy.

"No" She shook her head looking at the both of us

"Yeah me neither"

"You wanna do Molly" Maddy grinned at the blonde haired girl in front of us.

Cassie shrugged as she got up from the bench, "Sure"

The three of us made our way to the pretzel stand that was in eyesight of where we just were, we didn't talk while we walked but it's not like any of us really have anything to talk about.

We all pretty much left or got left by our boyfriends and are about to make up for it with drugs.

Maddy, Cassie, and I walked up to the pretzel stand where Ash was wearing the most corniest, no effort, uniform I've ever seen.

"Welcome to Pretzel Mania, can I take your order?" He asked in a monotone voice

I giggled a little as Maddy took the ticket from her pants and handed it to him. "How many pretzel's do you want?" Ash asked taking the ticket from her

Maddy gave him a look of 'Bitch what' before she said, "We don't eat carbs"

"Three please" Cassie said rolling her eyes playfully at Maddy's comment

"That'll be 60"

Since none of us brought bags inside we all pulled out money from our bras and handed it ot him. We must of looked so weird to other people walking past but then again if you're hating then you clearly dont have taste.

Ash walked off and Cassie wasted no time at all to ask, "You think Nate is cheating on you?"

My eyes widned a little before looking down at my phone cause I dont know nothing about that, but my nosey ass was fasho still listening cause this is some juicy shit.

Maddy looked kinda effected by this question as she stared off into space while answering, "I don't know, he's just been acting so weird" she sighed lightly.

Suddenly she looked over to me who was clearly not in the conversation and on the far left side of Cassie, "Yami" Maddy said my name getting my attention.

I looked up from my phone as she took my arm leading me over to the middle of her and Cassie, "Why were you standing so far away?" She asked

"I was letting you two talk" I shrugged looking at her then Cassie.

Cassie and I were really just those type of friends who are friends because of the third person in the group. Maddy was the glue.

"Doesn't mean you have to be left out" Cassie shrugged now giving me sympathetic look.

"I just was giving you guys space.." I said lightly not really undertsanding why it was being made into a thing.

Maddy rolled her eyes at me telling me to "shh"

"Have you went through his phone?" Cassie asked smirking a little as she continued the conversation

"I go through Silas' phone all the time" I laughed unlocking my phone going back to scrolling on instagram.

I rested my head on Maddy's shoulder because I was starting to feel a bit lightheaded. It might have been all of the carnival lights overstimulating me or lack of sleep but I just needed to rest in some type of way.

Maddy was about to say something before Ash came back with the pretzels, "Thank youu" we all said in unison before walking off.

"What's going on with you and Mckay?" I asked, probably wasn't the best idea but 1. My nosey ass wanted to know and 2. Let her vent if she needed to.

"Yeah I thought you guys were in love" Maddy agreed backing me up

Cassie scoffed before answering, "Nate asked if we were in a relationship when me and Mckay went to go get chili, and he said that we were "just chillin""

"He what?" I looked at her in disbelief. I hate when guys say that because then when I say it I'm in the wrong??

"Honestly fuck them both" Maddy said getting irritated as she threw away her pretzel.

Cassie and I both threw away our pretzels also but made sure to keep the small tablets Ash gave to us.

"Deadass" I sighed feeling bad for the both of them.

Maddy grabbed my hand interlocking hers with mine perusal before she said to the both of us, "If I tell you guys something do you PROMISE not to say a word?" Maddy asked as she stopped walking to look at the both of us.

For some reason I got anxious for what she was about to say

"Yes?" Cassie and I agreed, Maddy let out a breath before continuing, "So I went through Nate's phone and that shit was weird."

The way she looked while saying it I could tell she was being honest, Nate always gave me weird vibes and truthfully think Maddy's life would be 10000x more better without him.

"Weird like how" I asked

"Actually wait, I dont want to be sober when I talk about this

uh oh

10:30 pm

The molly had fully kicked in and we were in the mirrior house looking at a million versions of ourselves and damn did I look good.

However, Maddy was letting out some left over steam, "Honestly fuck that whole family" she said, "right now im looking at like a thousand versions of myself and not only do I look good I fucking feel good"

Maddy continued look check herself out in the mirrior and I agreed, "For real"

"Me too bitch" Cassie smiled agreeing while doing the same as us.

This was a very core moment because of the way I felt. It was pure bliss. "Im so pretty" I said in awe analyzing my facial features, right now I was loving every moment of myslef and everything on my body.

"And if anyone has something to say they should say it to our fucking face, right?" Maddy asked with a more assertive voice.

"Or we can just say it to their fucking face" I smiled looking at Maddy, she smiled back at me before taking my hand to spin me around, "thats what I would do".

Cassie looked to us matching our smiles, "I feel like this is a turning point" she spins slowly looking up at herself from the mirriors on the celing.

"Totally" Maddy agreed still holding my hand but looking at herself

"We should just pick the baddest bitch versions of oursvelves and be that for the rest of the school year" I giggled a little as Cassie played with my hair.

"Yo" Maddy said as we all laughed

"Lets go, I wanna ride the ferris wheel again" I said leading us out of the mirrior house and back into the carnival.

"This is like the best night ever" Maddy said squeezing my hand a little tighter while looking at me.

I smiled at her feeling my face get hot for some reason but thankfully Cassie interrupted the moment.

"Heyy! I know him" Cassie said before running over to some guy, "Daniel!" She announced giving him a hug.

"Who the fuck?" I asked Maddy as looked at her confused, but only to be given the same look back "LiteraIly, I dont know" Maddy shrugged looking back over to them.

I couldn't tell if this was a situation where we should go get her and take her with us. We probably should have but since Cassie insisted that she was okay and wanted to go with him we just let her.

Maddy made sure Cassie had her phone on her before we left before we parted ways and the two of us walked hand in hand on a mission to get on the ferris wheel.

We weren't talking, probably because we both didn't have anything to talk about at the moment. Passing all of the stupid rigged carnival games we arrived and got in line for the ferris wheel. I would be lying if I said I wasn't fucking estatic and I guess it showed, "Excited?" Maddy asked snickering at me

I giggled fianlly letting out some of my excitement, "Yesss, I looooveeee the riding the ferris wheel" I smiled thinking about getting on and having that moment where you're at the top observing everything.

Maddy laughed slightly at me before saying, "I know you do. You're adorable Yams" she smiled shaking her head.

Again I felt my face get hot, why am I acting this way? I have Silas and I love him...right?

Yes don't be stupid, he loves you and you love him

She isn't even into you or girls

Maddy loves Nate

I love Silas

Silas

Silas

Silas

"SILASS" Maddy yelled

Wait..what? I look over to where Maddy was already headed and out of instict I started to run too trying to see why she was yelling my boyfriends name.

As I got closer my brain started to process what was going on, Silas and Nate were in a bloody fist fight and it was looking like a fair match. Both of them had fucked eachother up a good amount but it was time for it to stop.

"SILAS" I yelled like Maddy did, this got his attention as he looked up at me when our eyes locked on eachother I began to run even faster.

With Silas not paying attention Nate snuck a right hook to his jaw causing him to fall.

"STOP" Maddy yelled as she pulled Nate off of Silas. He gave Maddy a death glare I wouldn't even want to get before storming off with her following close behind.

"Come on" I bent down helping my boyfriend up from the ground. Silas stumbled a bit trying to balance himself, I got a up close look at him and could see what all Nate had done to him.

"Baby what happened" I asked putting my hand on his cheek where he had a cut.

His nose was mixed with fresh and dried blood, cuts and scrapes and a big ass bruise on his jaw. I started to hear police officers in the distance and not wanting to find out if someone reported the fight or not I grabbed Sila's hand running off.

"Where are we going?" Silas yelled as were sprinting past people trying not to knock little kids over.

"The car! Where's Kika?" I asked making us bust a left straight towards the fields, this was the long way back to the parking lot.

There was a high chance some would be in the front and again, I'm not taking any chances.

We looped around to where the field met the parking lot, we kept the same pace that we left with Silas and I basically racing each other to the car.

I kept my keys in the car so I wouldn't have to carry them around but I kinda regretted it now.

"Do you think anyone saw us?" Silas asked
as he coughed and breathed hard like he's about to lose a lung.

Quickly I pressed the code on my door hearing it unlock and immediately opened it closing the door. My boyfriend got in the passenger side and as soon as he shut the door I locked the doors again.

"Seen you guys fighting? Yeah everyone did. Seen us running away? Yeah everyone did" I replied trying to regulate my breathing again, I was now battling my anxiety and the fact that I just ran like a track star full sprint knowing im out of shape.

"Fuck Fuck Fuck" Silas cursed to himself putting his head in his hands.

I took two more deep breaths feeling myself clam down before I rubbed his back, "Its gonna be okay, Imma call Kika and then we can go home" I said trying to ease his nerves.

He sat up to look at me meeting my eyes, "Okay?" I asked looking at him

"Okay" He noded

I pulled out my phone from my bra unlocking it and immediately called my sister.

After two rings she answered. "Yo bro" I started and she came could tell by the tone of my voice it was something important.

"What happened?"

"Silas and Nate got into a fight, I heard the cops and we ran to the car. Are you coming with us?" I asked trying to keep the details short and sweet.

"What the fuck? How the hell did those two get in a damn fight? and no im going home with Rue"

"Rue?" I smirk looking over at Silas who raised his eyebrows

"Oh my god STOP. Jules left to find her lil boo thang and left Rue" She responded

I could hear the irritation in her voice and tried my best not to giggle

"Shyguy18?" I asked making Silas snicker, I hit his arm telling him to stop quietly

"Bitch" Kika laughed,"whoever the fuck. Moral of the story im not coming home tonight girlfriend"

"Okei dokey" I nodded putting the keys in the ignition starting the car

"Them white people sayings got you in a chokehold"

"And do" I laughed, "Okay, bye gucci gang"

"Bye, treyway"

Hanging up the phone I back out of the parking spot and drove off. I glanced over at Silas who was resting his head on the window looking exhausted.

What made them fight? Sure Silas hates Nate but to actually physically fight him is a whole other thing, especially in public like that.

Sighing softly I turned on music so we aren't in silence, I cant stand silent car rides. Music seemed to ease the mood because Silas grabbed my hand interlocking it with his.

We stopped at a red light and he looked over at me like he's seen the prettiest flower in a field full of them, "You love me right?" Silas asked me

For some reason this question made my heartache, maybe it was my thoughts from earlier or the question its self but I was taken a back a little.

"Of course I love you Si..youre the only one who will put up with my ass" I said smiling at the end trying to lighten up the mood.

I do love him so.. why am I questioning myself?