...Needless to say,the whole church erupted into chaos.

"What the fuck just happened?!"

"The bride ran! She ran off!"

"I don't believe this..."

"How Fickle-minded..."

Alois stood there,silent and he admits he likely looked like an idiot. He glanced around. His mother's jaw had dropped,Audrey looked like she expected this,Yuri looked pissed,Alek and Jonathan were pretty shocked but looked like they saw it coming,his father was comforting his sister and his sister...

Oh gods,Adrianna...

The poor girl looked crushed,crying  as she was being consoled by Maxim and his Father.

Alois' jaw clenched,he hated seeing her so sad. Because of HIM.

He hated this.

He hated Natalya Plisetskaya

He hated...

...He...

His whole body relaxed,that burning hatred left just as quickly as she did.

...He hated that he knew this would happen.

He started to run,out of the church,ignoring the cries of protest and the mutters of pity.

"Is he going to get her?"

No. Not for her. He thinks,He needed time by himself.

'They really thought that they could join as one.

But then,she ran,and he realized:

He was done'

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He ended up at a rooftop,he wasnt sure how but he was there.

He swallowed thickly,looking around. No one but him.

His mind felt hazy,but he felt more clear than he ever did. Even despite the pouring rain.

Slipping off his shoes,he shrugged off his jacket and made his way to the ledge. Hands gripping the metal railing so tightly his knuckles turned white,he was about to climb the ledge when a voice softly spoke behind him.

"Hey. Don't do it please."

He didnt turn around,"...Just because I know what will happen doesn't mean it doesn't hurt..."

Caroline Scott sighed,taking a step forward,"Alois-"

"I'm tired,alright?!" He snapped at her,"I'm tired of waiting! Of holding out for someone who I knew from the fucking start has never loved me!" He turns to her,violet eyes overflowing with tears,"I'm tired! I'm done! I just want to end it!" His hands run through the dirty blonde locks,"I...I'm done... I can't do it anymore..." he whispers softy,collapsing to his knees,shaking.

Caroline walked forward,in front of him,and kneeled to his height,"...That doesnt mean you have to give up..." she mutters quietly.

"But i..." he looked up at the younger girl,who pulled him into a hug.

"People need you,Alois... your friends need you,your family needs you... please... just a little longer... if not for yourself then at least for your children." She pulls away,smiling softly,"It wouldnt be good if they lost their father,would it?"

Alois was quiet,she was right though,Shawn and Ciel... he can't just opt out because of a broken heart. That... would be stupid.

"...Okay."

Alois Nekola was a troubled man,no doubt about it. But he wasn't weak.

He'll hold on.

Even for just a little longer.

((I couldn't help myself. I don't USUALLY write angst,and this is kinda bad... but I hope it does it's prequel justice. Also,I took a little reference from a song called My R.))
-Admin Michiko