Do you think that I would be able to find someone else? 

When I chose to be in a relationship with him...It occurred long-term.

Once someone believes that another will be hunting for a new lover.

They are blinded by the fact I am over-heeled for him. 

It's painful that I am sitting here crying but they think I'm fucking someone already? 

Should I be?

Should I just move on? 

Every tears and conversion that we once had were for nothing ...

I am trying to understand but all I have is space...

Space is driving me crazy for sure...

I left you alone cuz I thought that was what was better for me...

You already fucking with another person...

I keep hoping that you will text me soon...

I know it is stupid of me to want him after all the pain I went through but I miss him

I miss his warmth around my body...

I loved someone who runaway...