Trapped....

I felt myself being lifted and pushed into a hole, I heard hissing and I knew instantly danger was approaching. My hands were tied, my eyes binded tightly and my mouth stuffed. I tried to free myself, spit out the gag but failed. All I could hear was hissing, laughter far away. Someone was truly enjoying torturing me. I tried to strain my ears in the direction of the laughter but the hissing grew louder. I felt suffocated, sweaty, scared out of my wits. I had no idea where I was and why all this was being done to me. What did I do wrong? Why me? Something moved up my legs and cold shivers went up my spine, I knew that this was the end. My life was ending. My nails dug into something SOFT then rough..... sand!
SAND? OH NO, WHERE AM I?

My eyes suddenly opened, I let out a scream. I was suddenly cold and realised that I was still in my room, that it was another nightmare. I burst into tears, how long could I endure this. It seemed surreal. It felt like I was placed in an open grave, ALIVE. I thanked Almighty for saving me. I needed help. I just cannot go through this again.

I got up pained, had a wash made a cup of tea and turned to my best friend, my Time Capsule.

Dear friend...
Asalamualaikum

Its 4:27 am, I had another nightmare I need help. I cannot be trapped in my own mind like this. I'm losing my nerves, I'm going crazy, I will lose everything and end up tied down on a bed with electric shocks spreading through out my body. This one image scares me the most. I need to save myself, come what may.
There's so much to live for, why am I spiralling downwards plunging myself into more fear?
....... No, this has to end. NOW!

Yours Nash
Wasalamualaikum