When I turned around, I was surprised to see Jennie running after me. I thought she was busy being lovey dovey with Lisa and didn’t even dare to notice me.

I hate being cheated on. What I hate the most about relationships are cheating and cheaters. I can endure everything, I can control my jealousy for all I care but cheating, that’s really what I can’t tolerate.

Jennie knows that, she knows everything. She knows how I distaste cheaters, yet she was one of them.

When we became together, I thought she was the one for me. The one who was destined to be with me whom I’ll be spending the rest of my life on this planet. But truth be told, I was wrong. I was indeed wrong.

I wasn’t over reacting; I knew what I just saw. For the past few years of us being together, I never seen her that happy with someone else. I thought only I was the one who has the power to make her smile like that.

I’m not jealous, I’m not angry.

I’m sad, I’m frustrated, I’m disappointed. Not with Jennie, not with Lisa, but with myself. Maybe, I wasn’t good enough. I wasn’t good enough for her.

Maybe It’s time for her to have her freedom, so she can be happier with my best friend. Even though I hate breaking our ties since she’s the one and only person I’ve ever loved. But I got no choice, her happiness is my priority after all.

Curse the words that I’m going to say but it has to be spoken.
Here goes nothing,

Jennie’s POV

When I was hugging Lisa I noticed a shadow who quickly disappeared in a split second. My curiosity hit me so I followed after the person.

“hey Lisa, I’ll be right back. I left something in the car, I’m just going to get it. Wait here.” I said hurriedly

“sure no prob, just hurry up we still have a lot to talk about.” Lisa said and I nodded before running outside.

I chased the person. Only few people were outside as it was only 8 in the morning. I then spotted the person I saw earlier. Her back was facing me but her curves were too familiar. I decided to call her name to confirm my suspicion.

“Jisoo!” I called out

She gently turned around, my eyes widen in shocked. My girl was here,

“what are you doing here?” I asked

She stares at me blanky, I was trying to read her mind but I can’t put up anything about her thoughts. She seems like in the bridge of crying and seeing her like that makes me wanna embrace her and say that everything was alright.

She sighed deeply before answering.

“I can ask you the same question” she said dryly

“ahm- I-I was meeting up with a client to-to talk about our upcoming project.” Why the hell did I stutter?

“oh really? Client you mean my best friend?” she fired back raising her eye brow.

D*mn she saw us. Think of an excuse Jennie.

“w-well, she’s the relative of my client and was sent there since my client herself can’t go.” F*ck Jennie, congratulations for making such pathetic excuse.

“this early?” she asked

“yes, since she has something to do after this” I said, oh please baby take my lies already.

She stared at me for like a minute or two until she finally spoke,

“do you still remember what I hate the most about relationships?” she asked

“yeah, you hate cheating particularly cheaters.” I said, I knew what this conversation was going.

“now you’re one of them” she said and tears started to fall from her eyes.

D*mn, please don’t cry baby…

“what are you talking about?” I asked her, I can’t take the sight of crying Jisoo.

“you’re cheating me with Lisa right?” she asked in between her sobs

“what? no! of course not! You’re the only one I love” I said. Gahd this isn’t right; I should’ve been more careful.

“ha! You wouldn’t do this if you really love me!” She burst out,

Now she’s questioning my love for her. This is a mess.

“we’re done” she mumbled wiping her tears away.

I looked at her helplessly. What the hell! I wasn’t expecting all of this to happen.

“baby what are you—“ I was trying to reach for her hand but she slapped my hand away.

“stop, please stop. I don’t wanna see your face ever again.” She said coldly and walked away but I was quick to grabbed her wrist pulling her towards me.

“d-don’t please, let me explain.” I begged. I stared at her and waited for her reaction but she didn’t utter a single word.

“I was meeting Lisa because we were planning for something. It’s not what you think it is.” I explained hoping for her to understand.

“planning for what?” she asked

“I-its about ahm, it’s something you can’t know about. I’m sorry. But trust me, I’m not cheating on you.” I said apologetically,

“how can I trust you if you can’t even tell me what you’re planning for? Or maybe, you guys are planning on telling me about you cheating and being together behind my back. That’s why you were distant and treating me coldly these past few days.” She said and pulled her wrist away from me before entering her car.

‘oh f*ck’

I chased after her and knocked on her window.
“please Jisoo, it’s not what you think.” I said panicking,

‘this can’t be happening; it wasn’t supposed to be like this.’

She didn’t even dare to look at me as she started the engine and drove off.

I was left alone. Liquid started dripping down my face thinking of what just happened.
And now I realized how shitty I was treating her these past few days.

‘it’s not my intention to hurt her.’

(There will be Part 3)