I was soo glad that I woke up back to where I was sitting there being lost in thoughts. However before Hawks could kiss me again which I would've  soo love, I actually tackled the chicken and made him fall of his chair or more like us.

Thank you god for this quirk!

This is a blessing!

Thank you soo much!

Without it, I would never be able to protect the one I love.

I would have lost him.

Thanks soo much!

Hawks: Wow, what's up with you?

Me: You'll die! *hic*

Hawks: Huh?

Me: I saw you die!

I started crying as it was only now after seeing someone throwing themselves in front of me to protect me, die.... not to mention him being the most beloved person I had in my entire life, was just gruesome and terrible. I hated seeing him die. It was only After that, that I knew how he felt seeing me try to kill myself off. I was the worst. I felt soo guilty making him see and witness it soo many times. The only thing I was glad about was that he never knew about it since everytime I die, I go back to the past before that happens.

Never sacrifice yourself!

It was horrible to see you die!

Even if I die, it would only be temporarily.

Why did you had to shield me?

Why?

You damn chicken, did you know that I wouldn't be able to live without you?

I would find a way to join you in hell!

You dumb chicken!

Never do this again!

Hawks: It okay feathers. I am here. 

Me: NO! *hic* The heroes are on their way. *hic* We have to get out!

Hawks: Huh?

Me: I saw it.

Hawks: You didn't...

Yes I died.

But I had to!

Otherwise I would have lost you!

How could you do this!

You an idiot!

But!

You my idiot!

Me: Yes and you died for me... I can't see that again. We have to get out of here. Like now.

Dabi: The heroes are here?

Spinner: Does that mean you died?

Me: Yes. I couldn't just leave you guyse be. We have to get out.

Shiggy: Alright. You all heard him, leave nothing behind. Let's go.

Kurogiri quickly started teleporting stuff away as the others gathered their stuff. It wasn't much that they owned to begin with but it were things they came to value. This was how they all were done collecting their stuff in 5 minutes and we all meet up at the bar.

Kurogiri: Everyeone read?

Me: No wait. I want to leave something for them.

Hawks: Huh?

No one could stop me as I went to the kitchen mixed something explosive up and put a trap at the door. I knew damn well that All Might would bust open this door and the heroes would come in and kill Hawks as well as injure Shigaraki and Toga while knocking out Dabi and some of the others. No one managed to escape and that was when I decided to kill myself just to get back in time.

For the first time in my life, this quirk was a blessing and not a curse at all. 

Now I understood what it felt like to be in love and wanted to protect family.

How dare they even do something like that to my chicken?!

He is mine and mine alone!

I am not gonna let anyone kill him.

If he dies than he will die in my hands and I would be the one killing him.... not as if I wouldn't kill myself afterwards just to get back to him.

No!

I could never do that but that's not the point here.

No one is allowed to touch him!

This will teach you a good lesson!

Rigt after I set up the mini home-brew bomb, I went to Hawks and the others and Kurogiri teleported us out.  We were all at a safe distance and watched everything that I said happened. 

Dabi: Damn, they really are ruthless.

Spinner: Can we talk about this bomb for a second?

Kompress: I agree. Why do you know how to make something like this?

Me: I tried for the hero course in UA and also support course as plan B but they wouldn't take in someone like me.... 

Hawks: Good that they haven't cause otherwise I would have needed to break into one of the most secure places to get you.

Me: Good that you alive.

Hawks: Likewise.

Toga: Wow... well thanks for saving our asses.

Twice: Thanks, Screw you.

Dabi: So we about to pay them back?

Shiggy: Oh don't worry about that.

Me: Hm?

Without any other word all of the sudden I saw a nomu fly above us and towards the hero. It was one of the more improved once. This was definitelly going to be the heroes end right there, well for most of them anyways. It was their fault after all for making such a mess and they messed with the wrong family to begin with.

It was right after this that I somewhat become their protector.

This was just the first time, little did I knew that the heroes would try do something like this a lot more often. It was thanks to this reason that the LOV created a posion that would instantly kill me but was painless too. They knew and would never leave me alone to suffer. This much they promised after this event.

I was also glad that I could pay them a bit back for having me around and care for me. They were just different and I liked it.

However I was sure to lose myself Hawks would die on me. This was the main purpose of this poison. After how I reacted the very first time they knew that the outcome of me being left alone was bad, so I now got a way to protect them too.

Needless to say I had to promise only to use it in the last resort. Besides that I had a crazy ass villainous chicken at my side who was also my lover. There was nothing that could go wrong in this life! Ohh how little this urban pigeon knew what he was daiting, after all I as kinda becoming death myself without being able to die. That didn't stop us from being together tho, if anything it made the bond between us a lot stronger!

~~END~~

A/N: Thanks for reading this book. Feathers hope you enjoyed it ;) and of course everyone else too.