It's been some days after Hawks took me out and I had to say but I was really dumb. My sassy attitude seriously had to be annoying but they still all they could. When I say they then I mean the LOV. It was a wonder how patient they were with me.

I was such an idiot!

I could have realized this sooner and not months inside...

They care for me!

They are nice people after all!

Misunderstood villains but still nice.

Well if you are on their side that is.

Even though it took me so long, I finally saw the truth. I was truly blinded by my past to realize what was in front of me.

Kurogiri was carefully trying to get me to eat and also had a watchful eye on me so that I wouldn't get poison in my hands. Besides that he is like a parental figure in this whole group. He would always look for what the group needs and then get it for them.

Shiggy was a bit obsessed with games but he was chill and he definitely tried to cheer me up, soo many times while trying to make life a while playing field.

Well I could tell that he was trying his best to just be there as the mysterious brother figure who was definitely obsessed and had a problem with gaming.

Then there was Dabi who was following me when Hawks wasn't around and doing all kind of stuff. I would give him the role of an overbearing brother. He was nice and cared for us even though he would never say it out loud.

Toga was... Well Toga. You can't change her and the craziness for blood. It was in her nature and we all loved her for that. It was soo much fun to watch her together with Twice. Now I knew why they liked hanging out together. Both were crazy as fuck and if you would give them a role then it would be the crazy aunt and uncle.

Compress and Spinner were chill and definitely watching over these two. However I could find them on their own sometimes too. You will never believe it but they were quite the show mans and show offs. They loved competing over one another really really badly. As a role I think some distant relative would fit. Might as well be the parental figures of the crazy duo of aunt and uncle.

And lastly there was Hawks.

Well it was soo obvious that he was in love with me. He was crying over my death, angry for any unfair treatment on my part and would basically do anything I ask him or anything to make me feel better. If that wasn't passion the  I didn't know what it is.

Besides that therewas not really any other explanation why he would go to auch a length for me if it wasn't love. His kind of love.

To be honest it was nice. He might be obsessed with me and was none stop around me but he was just worried. Can't blame him really since I tried killing myself soo many times.

He was always there trying to stop me or found me close to deaths door knocking and mocking the grim reaper.

Hawks: What ya thinking that hard, feathers?

Me: I was just remembering stuff.

Hawks: hm?

Me: Nothing important.

I was sitting like always in the bar with the rest of the LOV. We loved to enjoy days like this in quite and a drink in our hands.

I really was ignorant....

These people are some of the best people I know. . Too bad that they ended up being villains.

They are great, nice, and carrying.

It really is a shame that they ended up this way cause of their past and this damn society.

But I am also glad cause otherwise I wouldn't have found them.

While I was smiling to myself with a drink in my hand too I was surprised by someone forcing my head to the side with a fetahers very gentle.

Hawks: You not allowed to think about anything else but me feathers!

That was all he said befor giving a passion filled kiss. By now this was kinda a routine but that didn't matter cause it would leave me panting and wanting for more. This chicken was hot and spicy. I loved him. I could never get used to all this attention as well as the kisses and his gentle touch. They were a drug and I couldn't deny that.

It was only after he party from me that I looked at him with begging eyes. I wanted more but I knew this urban pigeon wouldn't give it to me because he enjoyed seeing me begging.

However before I could even say a thing all of the sudden we heard a knovk at the bars outdoor.

??? : Pizza delivery!

Toga: Ohh who ordered it.

Shiggy: Not me.

Dabi: Same here.

Hawks: I don't eat that thing and you all know that so stop looking at me.

Twice: True he has a point., don't lie you damn chicken!

Kurogiri: I never order I cook for us.

Spinner: I was with you two! So don't look at me.

Kompress: Dame here.

After the round went on, their eyes landed on me and I wanted to say something but Hawks covered me with his wing.

Toga: Jealous much, ey?

Hawks: He is mine! So eyes off him.

Me: Chicken it fine.

With that I started to put his wing down while also playing with it. I knew exactly how sensitive they are and it was some kind of punishment because of how unfair his treatment is. He was after all not the only one who could drive one crazy as fuck after all.

Before I could say a thing the door broke down and heroes started to crash in. Everything was soo hectic but I didn't liked it one bit. They got all my friends more like family in matter of second and right after that it was just chaos.

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No!

Nononono!

Hawks!

No!

The heroes used every mean possible and that means they startes to shoot at Hawks because he was the most deadliest villain in here. I saw him go down to the ground protecting me. They all did.

Run feathers was all they said to me. However I couldn't do that at all. I wasn't one to do that. They took care of me. I felt the need to do something for them too. This was why I ignored everyone and made a run for Toga's knife on the ground before stabbing myself where my heart is and pulling out the knife in an instant.

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Thankfully I had some experiences on how to kill myself fast and this was how everything went black.