WHAT THE HECK?!

I went into the ocean!

Why am I back here!

I know I went in!

I felt the coldness!

The heat of my lungs burning as I was drowning!

Why am I back at the shores?!

I was laying on the ground and I had my shoes on as if nothing ever happened. Needless to say that I was also completly dry too. It was really strange and since I already knew the feeling of drowning, I decided to stand up and stop daydreaming because what else did I do then that.

Once again I stood up, placed my shoes neatly on the sand and then went into the ocean, swam out and dived down trying to calm down and let the ocean consume me. Well that was what I wanted after all. I felt the calmness and the heat of my lungs as I wanted to breath but my body refused doing so. It was painful the first time but this time it didn't feel as bad.

However I once again woke up at the beach completly dry with my shoes on.

Me: WHAT THE FUCK!

Can't even die like I want too!

What is this sourcary?!

Don't tell me this is a quirk!

But why now?!

I never asked for this!

I never wanted it now!

All these years when I yearned for a quirk, I never got one but now that I decided to end it.....

What in the three devils name....

Who decided to fuck with my life?

It's mine!

I wanted to die and here I am not able to drown at all!

Maybe I need a faster way to die....

Me: What a headache!

I was so angry knowing that something was wrong after trying to drwon for a couple of more times but each time I woke up back at the beach and I felt as if someone made a joke out of my life. A sick joke on top of that. 

Still at the end of the day there wasn't anything I could do at all. So I started thinking about ways to kill myself. 

Okay maybe drowning is one of the slowest deaths...

How about cutting my veins open?

This should be fast.

I could also stab myself.

Hanging?

Maybe swan diving....

URG! 

I hate the last one!

I don't want to do what Kacchan told me to do!

Well there should be something sharp around here somewhere....

I stood up from where I was laying once again and started looking around the trash. There were bottles everywhere and some other junk too but a knife was what I was searching for or something equally as sharp. To my vain there was nothing there.

Me: Guess I'll get back home....

Since there was nothing sharp laying around me, I decided to just go home and end my life there. It really didn't matter where I would kill myself anymore. It was not as if someone would actually come and get me or help me out. People didn't care for a quirkless kid who had what? An immortality quirk? No... from what I could tell time was rewinded each time I died.

Why did it had to manifest now of all times?

Why like this?

I never wanted it now!

I don't even want it!

Take it away from me!

What good is a time rewinding quirk if everyone will not even awknowledge it!

This is bullshit!

Who's playing with my life!

It's mine!

Why did it had to come like this?!

As I was going home, I was walking passt these abandoned houses and they were rather tall too. I knew it was not the best option since I loathed the idea of doing something that Kacchan was suggesting but when else when not now? There was no hero around in these parts. The streets are completly empty too.

Should I do it?

I hate the idea of it.... but it would be pretty much a good chance now...

Nah!

Or should I?

Gosh dang it!

I ama do it!

But I am not doing it cause you filthy rabies infested street dog told me to do it!

I am doing this because I want to end it and drowining is not possible.

I entered the next high building which was abandoned and made my way up. There was really no one arround this area too which made this attempt perfect. Once on the rooftop, I had a look around making sure there was no one else on a rooftop that could see me and walked to the endge. Since I liked my red shoes, I decided to put them on the side and then just jump.

Oh wonder Oh wonder.....

I was back walking away from the beach wich was probably an hour ago. 

Me: YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!

Me: SCREW YOU LIFE!

I screamed out with all my might since this was starting to get on my nerves. How many times did I try to kill myself up until now? Well 7 times drowining and then the one jump. So in conclusion I tried to kill myself 8 times in a row and failed all 8 times. This was such a bad joke I could call it a living nightmare up until this point.

Me: WHO GAVE YOU PERMISSION TO SCREW WITH ME?!!! HUH! I NEVER ASKED FOR THIS! JUST LEAVE ME BE!!!!!

If I had known that I would attrackt the attention of a certain hero then I would have stopped screaming the first time but Oh well I didn't know and I wouldn't have probably stopped either.

Me: Fucking hell.... 

???: *Sigh* Get him kid and stop drinking.

Ohh sorry!

Does my sorry ass look drunk to you?

I am fucking pissed!

Now leave me be you damn coffee addicted underdeveloped butterfly!

Me: Do I look fucking drunk to you Eraserhead?

Eraserhead: Wait, you know me?

Ohh yes and how I know you!

I know everything there is to know about heroes!

And you know what?

You all failed me!

Still no one knows and no one cares!

So bye!

Me: Whatever! I am going home.

I just left the hero standing there eventho I knew he was just checking on a screaming 16 year old and walking in a part of the town they probably shouldn't be in but I didn't had the nerves to face anyone tonight anymore. So I just ignored the man and went home.