Thank you too @llldn_67 for the request

Jacob POV
Y/n was in a car crash a few days ago. She's okay but she lost her memory. it's hard for me because i was her boyfriend and now she doesn't even remember me. it really hurts. i love her so much and i really miss having her around. today i get to see her. i haven't go to see her since the crash. i blame myself honestly, me and Y/n were in a fight before it happened.

my parents were driving me to the hospital with my sisters. my sisters were close with her too. we got there and her family was there too. they said i should go in and hang out with her because i'm her boyfriend. but if she can't remember me then i'm not sure if she is still my girlfriend. i love her and i always will. i was kinda nervous to see her again.

i slowly walked in to her room. "hi?" she said. they told me that she doesn't know who anyone is yet so i knew that she wouldn't know who i am unfortunately. i was hoping she would recognize me but i guess not. "hi! i'm Jacob" i said and put my hand out. "who where you too me exactly?" she smiled. "oh uh i was your boyfriend..." i said "oh" she said and kinda looked shocked. i brought pictures of us in the past to help her remember. "do you recognize this?" i said as i showed her a picture of me and her on Christmas, it was our first Christmas together with our families.

she smiled at the photo. "i don't really recognize that but it's a cute picture.." she said then i smiled. "you can sit with me right here if you'd like" soon as she said that i sat right next to her on the bed. i really missed this. "do you remember anything from this picture?" i should her a picture of us on her birthday. "no i'm sorry i don't" i sighed. i don't wanna push her or anything i just want her to remember on her own.

"this one is from we went to New York" i showed her but she had the same reaction. visiting hours were over and we had to leave. i really didn't want to go.

we went home and i was very upset about what happened with Y/n. i went to bed and just cried. i kept thing about how this is my fault. i love Y/n and i just wanted her to remember me. i thought about all the memories we had together....they were great and i wanted that back. what if it takes her years to remember? what if she never remembers? what if she remembers but doesn't want me anymore?

it started crying even more because i hated myself for this. mom says it's not my fault but i know it is.....

A/n:hey guys so i was thinking about doing a part 2 to this one? but i'm not sure. if you guys want to then i will. also i was thinking about starting a another book about a movie that i like. but i will have to finish my other one. not this of course but my other one. anyway i hope you liked this imagine! i love you guys.

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