Ok I know I said I wasn't going to update when I was at my moms BUT BITCH WAS I WRONG! I'm using my phone it's shitty it works tho. I couldn't leave my little spooks hanging for a week and not have anything about josh .hehe anyways this shit took me like 3 days to write it's 4 or 5 pages long FRONT AND BACK so bitch buckle up sit down and don't let anything get you down because it's jishy time (I have no idea what that was I'm so sorry)okay here we go hi Shelby

Knowing I'm not going to see Josh for long them made me sad. Made me so sad I Cried. I cried the morning he left and I cried as he was leaving. But him talking to me everyday made me feel better. "Bella don't worry,it's only 16 weeks, I'll be back and then I'll take you on another date." During the conversation he was hold my waist he held me close to him.

He wasn't my boyfriend but I hoped someday soon we will be. The conversation played over and over in my mind. I had a surprise for josh though. In 6 days, I'm going to see him in concert and Jenna and I are going to surprise them. Tyler knows I'M coming to see josh but not Jenna. I can't wait to see Tyler's face when he sees Jenna. I'm excited to see Josh's face when I walk up to him that night. Mark knows all the details and gave us free tickets and vip passes.

The show is in North Carolina pretty far away from Ohio. It's worth it I only get 12 days with him. That's also 288 hours which is A LOT of hours with Josh. I got a job last week it's only a temporary job at the coffee shop down town. The hours are so great I can see Josh's all I want. Jenna is coming over today to help me pack my bags and get my airline tickets all lined up and stuff. "JENNA, SHOULD I BRING MY RED SWEATER OR MY BLACK ONE? "

She was in the living room, trying to figure out how mark is going to pick us up on Monday from the airport. "Bring both! It's 12 days I'm sure you can wear both! " She yelled. She was right, I threw them both into my suit case zipped it up and went to my bathroom. I grabbed all my traveling stuff that I would need for my mornings and nights. I'm packing so early so then the night we leave I want to leave as soon as possible.

I know he's not my boyfriend........yet but we've gone on a date we take everyday. I'm hoping when he comes back from tour that we will start dating and become a couple. Am I over thinking this? Probably. Jenna and I will be in a hotel for one night then we'll be woth them in the tour bus. "I never asked you about your date a few weeks sgo." JENNA asked as we sat down to eat at a café down town. "It was great we went out to eat then went to the park we laid down on a blanket watched the stars ate ice cream, Tyler played his ukulele je was so funny."

I thought back to that night it made me smile. "Did he kiss you?" JENNA was static I nodded. "Tyler saw it and yelled at us." I giggled remembering Tyler staying there with his "manly" stance yelling at Josh. Josh was defending himself as I stood there laughing. "At the end of the night when tyler stopped yelling at Josh, he held my hand and walked down back to the car." I smiled

Jenna and I kept talking eating and we got desert to go. We headed to tyler and Jenna's house to help her pack and get her tickets lined up. We walked into their clean house. It was always clean. Jenna always had it clean when tyler was gone. I went to her bathroon and grabbed her make-up, shampoo, conditioner, and anything else she'll need. After the bathroom I walked into Jenna's and Tyler's kitchen to started to line up her tickets, making sure she would have them all.

She came into the kitchen and sat down at table woth me. "So how excited are you to see Tyler?" I said not looking up from what I was doing. "Pretty excited by the way they have an extra bunk so you don't have to sleep on the couch or with josh." My face was red and hot. "Hey do you mind if I spend the night here it's almost 10 and I'm too lazy to drive home" I laughed "Yeah, sure you can, Tyler and I have an extra bedroom if you want to sleep there." I nodded after her packing was done, we ate out cakes we bought earlier today.

She made some coffee and we put in a movie. We talked about Tyler and Josh, about our jobs, and other things. Just to get to know one another. We've known each other for 4 months now, but never sat down and talked just the two of us. "Wow okay it's 1 am and I have to work at 8 so I'm going to bed." She smiled and stood up. "Goodnight Jenna" I giggled and walked to my bedroom for the night.

My phone rang it scared me and I jumped. I picked it up, or was josh, I answered it happily. "Hey josh, what's up and why are you calling me at 1am." I put on my head phones so then Jenna would be desterbed. "Hi Bella, I can't sleep and I wanted to hear your voice." That made me smile. "Haha thanks josh." "No problem, um so what you up too?" I wish I could tell him I was goign to see him but I can't it needs to be a surprise. "Oh well I hangout with Jenna all day so now I'm sleeping in the extra room." That wasn't a complete lie.

He laughed and I was confused "why are you laughing?" "I slept in that bed all the time." He continued to laugh "hey check of my sweat shirt is in the closet!" He continued. I walked go the closet and sure enough there it is a Ohio high school sweat shirt. "Yeah Josh, it's here I'm wearing it to bed." I giggled "that's fine which me, there's sweat pants in there too." I grabbed them and put them on. "Okay Bella, goodnight I'm sleepy now."

There was a pause in silence. "I'll talk to you Tomorrow." I wonder if he was going to start more? " Goodnight josh sleep good." I smiled and we hung up the phone.

                  ****4 Days later****
I'm leaving late tonight with Jenna getting on a plane to go go north Carolina I grabbed my suit cases and my small carry-on bag. I drove to Jenna and Tyler's house. It was about 7:30 we leave at 9 and will be at the airport by 8:30. I walked into the house. "Why don't you look cute." Jenna winked and laughed bringing her bags into the living room from upstairs. She was struggling a bit. I was wearing Josh's sweat shirt and some jeans and I had my hair up. I was planning on wearing his sweat shirt when I see him tomorrow.

It has his last name on it in white on the back. "Thanks Jenna." I laughed it was 7:45 so we started loading everything in her car. We left a bit before 8 so we'll be at the airport early. But woth lay over we really aren't excited to be there early I plan on sleeping. My phone rang it was Josh. "Jenna he's calling me want do I do?" I'm frantic "Answer it tell him we are going put for late night food." I nodded and answered "hey josh." I was so nervous. "Hey Bella I miss you."

I looked at Jenna her eyes light up. "I-I miss you too." I smiled knowing I'm only a few hours from seeing josh. "So what are you doing?" Josh asked "Oh, um Jenna and I are goign out to get some taco bell." I gave a thumbs-up to Jenna, she gave on back. "Are you getting ready for a show?" I was trying to change the subject. "Yeah Juda is playing right now so I got time." We talked for a bit longer. "Hey babe I'm going on stage in 5 mins. Calm you later tonight." We said out goodbyes I had a huge smile on my face.

"Okay, tell me what he said that is making you smile for the past half an hour?" I looked down at my shoes then back up to her still smiling like a werido which I am. Nothing against weridos or anything. "He called me babe." Jenna and just talked more until we got to the airport. This is it. I'm going to see Josh tomorrow I can't wait.

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