Hey Shelby

Bella pov
The past few days have been hard. I've been having nightmares almost every night. I wake up screaming. Tyler is still sleeping at our house. He's only left here for a day or two then comes back. He's really worried about me. My job at the coffee shop isn't going well. A few days ago a guy threw coffee at me, yes burning hot coffee. Because I forgot to put extra cream in his coffee.

My manager said I could stay home for awhile. He knows I'm going through some stuff. Josh is gone for a few days while he moves his stuff out of his apartment in L.A. Tyler is doing whatever Tyler does. He left 2 hours ago to get me food because I haven't been wanting to leave the house all beat up like this. All these bruises, cuts and burns on my chest.

I haven't been sleeping much either. Too scared to sleep in guess. It was raining outside and everytime it thundered I winced. My hole body hurts. Today definitely isn't a good day. My stomach hurts and I'm tired. Madi and Jay come over to see me a lot. Zach comes over every now and then. I have to take a bunch of pills everyday to help with the pain and for my burns. I miss Josh.

Tyler is there for me at 3 or 4 am when I'm screaming so loud the neighbors had to call the police because of my screaming. I can't help the screams. The nightmares feel so real. Tyler sometimes sleeps on the chair or floor in my room so he can be there right away when I start screaming. We have a routine now.

If I wake up screaming. He pops up gets into bed to comfort me. When I'm close to being done crying he hands me water so I don't become dehydrated. Then we watch movies until one of us falls back to sleep. Them we do it all over again. I hate doing this to him. Having to take care of me like I'm a child. I'm 22 for God's sake and I can't help any of it.

Tyler walked in with 3 bags of taco bell. "Tyler where have you been for the past 2 hours?" She was soaking wet with rain. "I ran into someone and don't worry the food is still warm." He walked to my kitchen and I followed him. "Who did you run into?" I sat at the table and he started putting the food down. "Uh....no one." I knew something was up.

"Tyler Robert Joseph. Tell me right now or I'll call dad and he'll make you!" I stared him down. "Okay, okay fine. I saw Debbie." My eyes were wide. My stomach started to hurt again the room was spinning. Then it went black.

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Josh's pov (Yeah I'm all serious now :'D)

"How many more boxes do I have. I didn't even know I owned this much stuff!" I had 24 boxes. Why did I need more than 15. "Why do I have so much silverware!" My brother Jordan was typing the boxes and stacking them by the door.

"Its mom's fault she keeps giving you things you don't need and also six of those boxes are for your drums and we haven't even put the symbols in a separate box." He had a point. "Because you don't want anything to happen to your special drums." He stuck out his lip and talked with fake sympathy. I laughed

"You wanna go get some food?" He nodded and we walked down to my favorite sports bar. I never drank there. But they had GREAT Shirley Temples there.

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Tyler's pov I'm not sorry about these character changes

It's been a hour and a half and Bella is still passed out. I've tried everything. Shaking her pouring water on her. I feel like she might be sleeping because she hasn't gotten much of that the past few nights. It broke Josh's heart to have to leave her look this. He'll be back on Thursday but that's a long time. I don't know what to do. I feel bad for not knowing what to do.

Now I'm just sitting here in silence  (I'm sorry I had to hehe) and eating my taco bell. I laid her on the couch so she was close to me when she woke up at least.

ANOTHER POV CHANGE NOW IT'S BACK TO BELLA IN HER DREAM ARE YOU READY FOR THIS I DINT THINK YOU ARE

IN her dream
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I sat in a chair. My old school. My friends were around me but they looked mad. What happened? Is everything okay? Why are they angry?

The bell rang and we all stood up. The cold hallways filled with warmth from the students rushing to lunch. "Hey guys what's up?" I was speaking to them they all just looked at me and kept walking. Oh no. Was I the reason why they were mad? What did I do?

I soon felt dizzy. I then fell and was in the nurses office. Alone. No friends. No one near me. Just myself. I was strapped down to the bed. I heard gun shots. Pow pow pow. The door was slammed shut. Why did it shut? Didn't they want to kill me? I sat there just quiet.

No one was there. Everyone was gone. They had left me here. Chained to the Bed. I was stuck here. I couldn't move. I didn't want to move. I felt stiff. The room was almost black. All I could see was my red shoes at the end of the bed. I was going to die here.  And no one wound care. I fell asleep.

(A/N real quick here um this story will be posting earlier than planed so you get three chapters with week instead of 2 your welcome back to the story)

JOSH POV WHOOP

I tried calling Bella no answer. I miss her. I want to be there to hold her and to comfort her. But I'm here to move everything from here to there to be with her forever. I want her to be with me forever. I've only know her for 7 months but the day I laid eyes on her I knew I loved her. I was in denial for a while. Then Debbie broke up with me. Then I thought it was fait.

I had 5 more boxes that I need to fill up. Then I'm loading them in a truck and I'll be home hopefully my late Tuesday or early Wednesday. I'm going as fast as I can so I can get back home to her. She isn't sleeping well. She isn't feeling well. I left her so I could be with her forever. Makes since right?

I haven't talked to her in a while. I don't know how she's doing or what she's doing. I just want her to be okay. I want to be able to sleep without the fear of anything. I just want to hold her in my arms and part She'll be okay. It's 3 A.M. and I'm laying in bed staring at my ceiling. Not knowing what to do.

I can't sleep. I'm too anxious. I'm scared for Bella. She's so important to me. I can't ever let her go.

Heheheheheh Bella pov I'm evil

I took a deep breath in. I fell off my couch and ran to the kitchen. Taco bell was still on the table. I grabbed 3 tacos and one of those quesadillas and started eating. Tyler just sat Their wide eyes as I ate all this food. Jenna handed my a drink and I took a few sips every now and then. I didn't eat fast like a pig or anything.

I just was so hungry. It felt like I haven't eaten in days. Which is true. I don't eat much unless Tyler or Josh told me too. I couldn't find my phone but it was important. I need food and lot of food. I ate everything I got out and drank my pop. I took my and hour to eat all that. I finally in the week or so I have finally felt full.

"Well uh glad to see you wake." I smiled and nodded. "Do you feel full?" Tyler has been hoping I would say yes to this question forever. I nodded. "Wooooooohooooooo" He jumped up a started dancing and running around. I joined him as we were yelling, laughing, screaming Tyler put on some music and he ran around the house.

It was really clean I was surprised. I don't know how long I was out but I thought it would be torn apart. It made me feel better and happy that we are acting so werid. I wish I could have grown up with him like my other siblings did. I would have enjoyed it. We flopped Down on the floor in Josh's soon to be sound proof drumming room. "So what now?" I looked at him. The back at the ceiling

"Wanna make cookies?" I could feel his eyes on me. I smiled and nodded. We continued to run around and make cookies.

Jishwa p.o.v

I'm so annoyed right now. I got done early it's night and I'm driving to Ohio. At night. By myself. A 32 hour drive. (Yes I looked this up to make sure I got the numbers right) I put in the GPS becaue I have no idea what I'm doing.

(Guys I'm not kidding)

Great. Just great. I don't get to see Bella for a day and 8 hours. But I'll be making a few stops for food to use the bathroom and maybe to sleep for just a bit. So most likely be there hopefully early Tuesday. I can't wait to see her. I am actually thinking about marrying her. I know we started dating like 3 moths ago or something but this girl. This amazing, beautiful girl who I met back in late July is who I want to end up with.

Almost a year of knowing each other. I want her to be more than just a girlfriend. She means more than taco bell, red bull, Tyler, the band, my drums, my whole life and career to me. Maybe at Christmas time I could ask her to marry me. I have 32 hours were I can just think about this. I want to be the one to save her. I want her to stay. I want her to be mine forever.

She has her flaws. But her flaws are my favorite things about her. She looks like Tyler. Creepy but she makes it look beautiful. She is my everything. There are not word to describe what she does to me when she walks into a room. I love her so much. I can't tell her enough I feel like I need to everyday. She so important to me in driving 32 hours so I can live with her.

I'll be back in Ohio by 3am to anywhere around 6 am I don't want to take too long to get to her. I haven't talked to her all day and I miss her I just want to hug her and go to bed.

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Josh's pov still

I've gone 22 hours without sleep. I've stopped at a gas station I bought food coffee, red bull, and went to the bathroom. I got back in the truck and I slept for 2 and a half hours then woke up and began driving again. I've had 4 red Bulls. 8 coffees and 24 donuts. Yes 24. All so I can get home.

12 p.m.
I slept again only for half an hour. I need to get home. 3 more coffee's

6 p.m.
1 bathroom break and I ate Macdonalds. I think I can go another 8 hours without eating I've eaten a lot.

3 a.m.
I'm crying with joy I'm so close to being home I'm half an hour away.

Bella's pov: )
I woke up and was already scared. I didn't have a nightmare which was good. But I heard someone down stairs. Tyler was on my floor again. "Tyler?" He sat up. "What? Are you okay? Did you have a nightmare again? Do you need some wa-" I cut him off.

"Yes and no and no I hear someone downstairs. I'm afraid to go look will you come with me?" He nodded "ye-Yeah yes" we walked down stairs almost the light were off I saw a large mass in the kitchen. I flipped on the lights and I saw.

Josh p.o.v

I walked into the kitchen I need to eat food and take some medicine is had the worst headache. The lights flipped on and I stood straight up. I turned around slowly. I put my sweat shirt Hood down and saw scared Bella and Tyler. "Josh!" She ran to me she jumped and wrapped her legal around my waist.

I loved the smell of her. I loved the warmth. It felt great to hold her. My headache went away. "I love you." I smiled and she replied "I love you too." I was crying with happy tears to get to hold her again. I missed her so much.

Whoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooop was that a nice chapter? And guess what you get three chapters this week because I did this chapter in one day so I'll post another one Tuesday or Wednesday and then another on Friday or Saturday so whoop whoop I hope you are liking this and comment like share vote you know  that that stuff and I'll see you guys soon

Stay alive
Stay spooky
I love you guys
-spooky brenn :)