Well I can draw but they are shit and I'm scared because I'm putting some art in the art show at the fair and I can sing it may not be good or sound correct but it's also not as good as tyler. Hey Shelby

Bella pov

I've missed Josh. Now he's here. Forever, we'll of we last that is. The scars on my thighs have started to fade from my self harm cuts when Josh was gone and Tyler left for whatever reason. I knew they would be mad once they found out. They weren't hard to miss. If I wore shorts they would clearly see them.

I hadn't shown them yet. I'm scared too. The scars the bruises they all are too much for me. I don't like to think about death but sometimes being alive is hard. I laid in bed staring at my ceiling. I haven't moved. I'm too scared. Tyler and Josh aren't home. I don't know where they are. I don't have in control of my body.

I started walking to the bathroom. I picked up a blade. I've never seen this before. The room was spinning I don't remember making a cut. I fell to the floor. "Josh?" My eyes shut. What happened?

Josh pov
"Tyler, Bella isn't answering her phone! We need to go home!" I walked towards my car. I'm scared to leave her alone. I saw her cuts on her thighs. She wore shorts to bed last night and went to bed before me. Once I got into bed my hand stroked her thighs I felt the lines she had cut.

I tried to forget about it but it was hard too. I just went to sleep. "Josh did she.....?" I'm not sure what he really was going to ask but I had some ideas. Did she cut? Did she have a mental brake down? Is she dying right now ? I nodded whoever he was going to say it would be a yes.

We ran to the car. I couldn't drive I would have a panic attack which was happening now. I was shaking my muscles tensed. I ran into the house the car wasn't even fully stopped. "Josh you gotta wait!" I didn't stop I kept running. "I can't wist for her, she's the love of my life." Where was she? The bathroom!

I ran to the bathroom she was full of blood she was warm but turning cold. I picked her up and ran out if didn't mind the blood. "Tyler we need to go! She could bleed out! I can't lose her!"

I got in the back and just held her. It was a good thing we lived so close to the hospital. Tyler help me get her out and brought her inside the E.R. "Someone help my sister might bleed out we need help!" A man came up to us and put her in the bed and took her to a room. "Who is she to you?" She looked at me. I looked at tyler. He nodded we had planned this.

"Wife." Yes I called her my wife so I could see her. She asked Tyler and he said she was his sister. After they had patched her up and she was in a room alone Tyler and I had walked into the room. She was sleeping the doctor was taking notes. "Does she struggle with depression?" We said yes. "Does she self harm a lot? Has she ever been abused?"

Again We answered yes. "Okay well, she needs to be put on medication. Now I need to know how old she is how much she weights and how tall she is." I started to Freak out and Tyler answered for me. "She's almost 22, I think around 130 to 125. She's about 5,5" or 5,6" about there."

He smiled That didn't help the doctor really at all. "Okay we can check when she wakes up." He walked away and I started laughing. I pulled a chair close to her. I held her hand.

A few days later
Josh's pov

Bella finally woke up yesterday. I cried when I saw her big Brown eyes. We stayed up till 4am just talking. She's sleeping again. I was laying on the bed with her. Tyler was gone to go get some food and clothes for me. "Owwwewww!" I looked at her "What? Are you okay? What do you need? What hurts?" I looked at her so beautiful. Even though she was so bruised.

"My thigh hurts so bad! I need my Medicine!" I stood up from the warm bed and walked to the table. "One okay?" She nodded. I grabbed the medicine and handed her the pill. "Need water?" She nodded again I grabbed a small cup and out water in it. She laid back down slowly and I got in too. "Where's Tyler?" I looked at her again.

"He went to go get some food and clothes for me." We were so close. "When was the last time you showerd?" That's a good question I had to think. "Uh.....yesterday?" She laughed. "You smell bad." She smiled. I gasped "I do not!" I'm good being dramatic. "You do too!" She always made me laugh.

"I love you. " She blushed and smiled. "I love you too jishwa." I kissed her. I missed kissing her. It was quite long kiss. A make out session or whatever you call. I heard someone at the door. "Um....sorry to interrupt but I got food and Josh you need to shower." I laughed and grabbed the clothes from Tyler and walked to bathroom.

3rd person pov

Tyler an Bella were left alone whole Josh showerd. Tyler felt happy that his sister was okay and knew josh would take care of her. It was a strange feeling. she leaves the hospital today. Josh and Tyler are going to take her to the beach. And wait for awhile. Just to cool down. They won't be telling the fans about this.

They don't want them to worry. Bella is okay. No worries needed. After eating and signing out Bella they drove out to the beach. Spent the rest of the day there. Bella fell asleep and Josh brought her into the car.

Tyler pov haven't done this in a while

"Tyler? Can I ask you a question?" Josh came close to me. "Yeah buddy what's up?" Bella was laying in the back of the car. "Can.....I mean around Christmas time can i...... can I also Bella to marry me?" I smiled. "Yes Josh you can." We both smiled with tears in our eyes. I pulled him into a hug. "JOSHLER IS REALLLLLLL!" Bella was sitting up in the back pointing at us.

I laughed. "When did you wake up?" I hope she didn't hear what Josh said. "When you pulled him into the hug and stood there for like ever." We laughed and got into the car. I drove them home. "I think I'm going to go home. Talk to Jenna." They nodded and we into the house. "Here goes nothing." I said to myself and drove home

GUYS OMG OKAY SO THIS WAS SHORT BUT THE NEXT CHAPTER IS GOING TO BE A LONG BIG CHAPTER AND IT'S GOING TO HAVE A HUUUUUUUUGGGEEEEEE TIME SKIP IT'S REALLY IMPORTANT AND IT WILL BE WORKED ON UNTIL FRIDAY HOPEFULLY I CAN POST IT FRIDAY
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