Yeah I know that the time line doesn't make ANY SENSE but just go with it. Shelby how you doing

"Bella? Wake up!" When I work up Josh was over top of me. "What time is it?" Looking around. How did I get here? "3 a.m."

Wasn't it already 3 a.m.? "The 27th?" He shook his head. "No the 28th." My eyes got wide. "I slept a while day?" He nodded again. "You wanna watch a movie?" He asked I nodded.

I sat up and cuddled next to him. We watched movies until 8:30 a.m. so we could eat food.

Tyler made eggs again. It's the only thing he can cook. Without burning that Is. "Josh do you want to do something today?" I looked at him and took a sip of my coffee. "Yeah sure."

He kissed my forehead and put his plate in the sink and I did the same. We walked up to the bedroom and we both got dressed.

"You ready to go? " I turned around and Josh was walking out of the bathroom fully dressed.

"Yeah I am." He smiled and grabbed my hand. "BYE TYLER!" I yelled from the door. No answer.

I shrugged it off and walked out the door. First we went to the mall and we got slushies we took pictures in the photo booth. We ran into a few fans. Surprisingly not a lot.

After the mall we went out to eat. Nothing fancy I just really wanted a hamburger. Josh agreed with me. After eating we went to a very deserted beach. It was almost January so of course it would be empty.

He took my hand and we walked along the side with the water almost hitting my convers. "Bella, I know I say this a lot but I love you. I've never been more in love with someone than you. You make me the happiest man on planet earth. No one makes me smile bigger than you do. And I can't wait till you are staying next to me in a white dress and we get married." We has stopped and I faced him.

"I love you too Josh. I can't wait till we get married either." I kissed him. I knew I could say more, but at the moment the words didn't form in my mouth. A few tears streamed down my face. Josh wiped them away. We both smiled.

He grabbed my hand again. I love how my hand fit perfectly in his. I love how his hair curls at the ends. How he looks so amazing with no effort. I love how his eyes crinkle up when he smiles. When he raps his arms around me when we sleep.

I would not choose a different person to end my life with. I would not change anything about him. The only thing I wish is that I met my family earlier.

Tyler pov

I was going crazy. My mind was spinning. I couldn't breathe. My chest and stomach felt like they were sinking In. I ran into the kitchen sink I couldn't see where I was going. (Sorry for the pun) (no I'm not :))

Jenna was home. I didn't know where she was. Bella and Josh had been gone so long. I felt the room spinning faster than it ever has before. I started tasting metal. The room was black and blue.

I closed my eyes and opened them again. I could hear blurred voices. The room began to go black and a voice talked to me.

Maybe this time you'll die. Maybe this time they won't save you. I'm the one who's killing you.

"No. You can't get rid of me. You can't kill me. Someone will find me. You blurry ass face with not be the death of me. You don't care about what I think. You don't care what anyone thinks. Fuck you blurry face."

I started to slow my breathing a lot I heard screaming I couldn't tell if it was in my head or Bella. Sometimes they sound the same.

"Tyler! Tyler! Stay with me! Don't pass out! Just stay there!" But it was too late I was slipping into darkness.

IN TYLER'S HEAD

I staggered around. I felt like I was falling. I felt wet. It felt like I was standing in a rain shower. Someone was screaming my name. I couldn't see them, I didn't know where it was coming from. The room was black and red. I feel to the floor someone picked me up and was carrying me. I heard werid beeping and noises I've never heard.

I was sat in a chair. No a bed, it was a bed. The room was black but it w as flashing red. I heard a voice. "DIE I hope you die, no one cares die!" This voice has come to me before. It hasn't been here in a long time. It feels different now.

It feels strange I feel cold really really cold. I still feel wet with rain. Or is it tears, is someone crying? Who's crying? For some reason I couldn't think of names. No faces came into view. Nothing was happening. Just darkness and the feeling of a cold wet cave. I felt like I was being choked.

"Tyler don't leave me, Josh please get there fast!"

Who was talking to me? Who's Tyler? Who's Josh? Why can't I breathe why am I sweating, what is happening to me!

Is this what death feels like? Am I dying! I can't die! I can't leave behind whoever my family was. I felt like I was being lifted again.

"He's bleeding, he was passed out on the floor, we don't know what happened!"

The voice again, that sweet voice, where was it coming from? Who was it coming from? They were feeling my head. I was so cold. "Help me." I tried to start but no one could hear me. I couldn't move. My jaw hurt, my arms hurt, my whole body just aches.

"Don't leave me tyler." I heard again "I won't leave you I promise." But again I can't speak. I couldn't move. "I'm sorry" Again no words. I felt like I was slipping slowly back into the black ness again. But I couldn't let that happen I will sleep but I will not die. "Leave me alone the kitchen sink will not be the way I die. I will not kill myself. Not this time."

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Sorry I am certainly listening to kitchen sink. And I heard about the kitchen sink theory a while ago. Okay I'm soooooooo sorry this is so short and I'm sorry this was supposed to be posted 2 day ago. So I'm going to try to post more and more in try for another 2 chapters by Sunday what do you think? I have today and tomorrow off I don't have school and you know Saturday and Sunday so I can't get it done I promise!

Hey Shelby ; )

Stay spooky
Stay alive
Stay street
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-spooky brenn ;p