I have to go to the dentist today kill me  hi Shelby

Tyler's pov

I woke up with a sharp pain in my arms. Makes sense when I see Bella clinging onto it. Josh sleeping in the chair next to me. I was hooked up to many things. "Bella! What happened to me?" My voice! It sounded terrible.

She didn't move, She was sleeping. I just sat there looking at my heart monitor, it beeped over and over again. I breathed slowly, what did I do to myself?

It's was hours before someone woke up. "What happened to me?" My eyes stung my body hurt. "We found you laying on the ground in a pool and covered in blood, you kept screaming for help, you were wet from water from somewhere. I was so worried I kept crying." Bella looked at me her brown/green eyes were sad again. I hated when the were sad. Made me want to cry too.

"I tried yelling out to you, but I felt paralyzed, I couldn't move I couldn't speak I tried but it wouldn't let me." She looked at me weird. "Who wouldn't let you?" I looked around. I breathed slowly. "No one" I trailed off. She shrugged it off maybe she knew I didn't want to talk about it.

"Where's Jenna?" I felt sick. Like I was going to vomit and die. "She," Bella looks around like Jenna was supposed to be standing there. "She, went to her family's house, said she needed 'time' and that she 'needed a break'" I nodded. Jenna left me. I was too much for her. "When is she coming back?" Assuming she is coming Back.

"In a week." I nodded again. Josh woke up and went to the bathroom. When he can back we talked a little then we went to get us food. Bella stayed with me. My woke body was covered in cuts. Why did I do this to myself.

When the doctor came in he told me, 'your body went into overdrive, you went sorta crazy, you body was functioning by itself, your mind wasn't in control.' Like any of that made sense to me. It didn't I've heard it all before. "Another panic attack overdrive, not surprising."

As if anyone understood me. Bella was the closest thing to me. "So can I stay with you again?" I looked at Bella she nodded and Josh smiled. He did a werid little happy dance. "Tyjo gets to stay at our house." I laughed.

It felt werid to walk my leg were so sore. I got used to the feeling. I kept walking around Josh and Bella's house. They were our getting food. And left me with my thoughts. I walked to the bathroom. And started pulling off my clothes. I turned on the shower. Staying in my underwear I looked at myself in the mirror.

Cuts were up and down my arms and thighs. My nose and cheeks were cut. I sighed and got into the shower. The water ran down my face. It was cold like ice I could hear Josh and Bella down stairs. I got out and dried myself off. I put the Towle around myself waist and walked out of the bathroom.

I did it fast enough so no one saw me. I put on black baggie pants and a sweat shirt. I sighed again. Jenna texted me. I wanted to ignore it but I wanted to talk to her. It's been 2 days.

Wife <3 :): tyler I'm coming home tomorrow. I miss you hope your better.

I smiled at least she cared. She didn't just leave me because I was too much for her? I don't know but I didn't need to know.

Me: can't wait I feel better already! Love you!

No response. I left my phone in the bedroom. "Tyler! I got you- Oh hi!" Bella smiled, I smiled back. "Hey! Ooo Taco bell!" She laughed as I jumped into my seat. "By the way, Jenna is coming home tomorrow so I'll be going home." She nodded "Josh is going to be sad." We both laughed.

We ate food and talked. It felt good just to sit down and speak with people. Josh was obviously sad I was leaving Tomorrow. Sadly for Bella we were leaving next week.

I am going to miss Jenna. She's coming up in 2 weeks because mark said to wait a few shows.

Being a band is hard you have to leave people you love. Hard to see them go.

Bella is coming up after Jenna leaves. Because of what happened last time. It's weird to talk about it so we don't.
It's was almost noon so I plopped down on the couch and started watching some TV. So this is my life now? Until I go on tour that is.

Bella pov
Tyler got boring sorry

Josh and I sat in our bedroom. "When are you coming up? So I can make sure I'm ready for your beautiful craziness." Josh chuck a little. "JISH you can never be ready for my craziness!" He laughed again. I laid my head by this thighs. "So who dyes your hair?" He looked at me weird. "Uh I do my own why?" I looked around.

"Wanna dye mine right now ?" I bite my bottom lip. "Yah sure." We both jumped up and went to the bathroom.  Tyler was sleeping on the couch. I laughed a bit. "Okay so pink or purple?" I asked Josh. I raised an eyebrow and he rubbed his chin a bit. "How about both?" I nodded. "Yeah sure."

I started playing music on my stereo. Josh danced around as he dyed my hair, making me laugh. We talked a little and ate chips. We laughed a lot. It felt amazing to just sit with him. Once it was time to rinse out my hair, Josh helped me so I didn't get it in my eyes or something.

After dying my hair we went down stairs. Tyler was wake so we all went out to eat. Tyler was still sleepy so we decided to go do stuff to wake him up. We went to the arcade. We got food after that.

We bowling and bought way too much food and movies at the gas station. We stayed up all night eating food that could kill us if we ate too much. 4 packages of oreos, 10 bags of chips, 5 microwave popcorns, 2 red Bulls each, pop cans everywhere.

It was more of a party for Tyler going home tomorrow. Also they are going back on tour next week. I feel like I'm going to be alone again. For 4 weeks I'll be alone. Then I get to see them.

Tyler and Josh fell asleep on the couch and I laid on the floor. I grabbed a blanket and slowly drifted asleep. I felt Josh's hand around around my waist. "I love you Bella." I smiled. "Yeah me too Bella!" Tyler called.

I laughed and twisted around. "I love you guys too. I smiled and fell asleep.

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GOOD MORNING it's 12:17 right now and I'm writing this it finished this in one day so Woo I did it I'm gojgn to try to finish another one by Sunday so yeah anyways

Stay spooky
Stay alive
Stay street
I love you guys
-spookybrenn