KEHLANI

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I looked at the side of my head in the mirror, checking the cut that started from my bed to the top of my cheekbone.

"It isn't that bad." I mumble to myself before letting out a deep sigh. It looked like a lion had tried to scrape me.

The cut was slightly long, deep and I had a few scratches on my cheek too. I regretted fighting. It should've never happened. I was a mother and I was a grown ass woman, fighting didn't do anything to help me.

I walk into the living room where my mom was playing with Ajani. He was such a bubbly child, always active and smiling.

"Here comes the heavyweight champion." My mom jokes, putting on a commentator voice. I cut my eye at her before a laugh escapes me even though I tried to hold it in.

"Ma." I suck my teeth before trying to take my baby from her hands but she slaps my hand away. "Can I have my child please?"

"What? You gonna fight me too?" She comments causing me to roll my eyes. "You not too old to get a beating you know that?"

"Mommy can I please have my child?"

"Your fiancé dropped off some stuff for you and Ajani in the morning, I already fed and changed him now go and get your stuff, clean up so we can have this conversation you've been dodging." She says but I stay stuck on the fact that Amir was here.

Now I felt like shit.

"He came here? When?" I ask her and she glances at me even though I can't really put my finger on what that look meant.

She looks down at the Rolex my dad gave her before looking up at me. "3 hours ago, around 8." She replies.

That's strange because he knows I don't wake up early and he doesn't work on Sundays. He says 'God rested on the seventh day and so should he'.

"Where is it?"

"In your closet. He went up there himself, im surprised you didn't wake up." She says. I was knocked out from all of yesterday's antics.

"Thank you, i'll get him once I'm done." I tell her before pecking her cheek and Ajani's and running up the stairs like I was a kid again.

I opened the closet and there was a small black duffel bag which was already open. There was some of my products and neatly folded clothes, causing me to smile.

Smiling very hard actually.

He didn't forget anything I used in the morning, at all.

AMIR

"Is the trunk clean?" I ask Damien as I look around the area. We was in some type of deserted area in New York.

"As hell." He says before popping his trunk, showing me a filthy clean trunk U looked closer for any specks of blood or anything that could get us arrested but it looked clean enough.

I nod before dapping him up. "Preciate it, I got money in my car for you." I reply before we both walk over to my car.

"I heard you were done with all this, they saying you got a kid now and you out the game for good." Damien says.

"I'm just holding it down 'till Darrel comes back." I shrug, passing him a bag of money.

"What about Kano?"

"Kano is good at making money but he doesn't make the smartest decisions." I tell him truthfully. It was true. He was too sensitive and took things so personal.

"What i'm hearing from you is that you wanna come back. Shit, you're good at it. So is Darrel but you're better, something happened and you responded straight away and dropped three bodies." He says in amusement.

I was honoured but it wasn't something I prided myself on.

"I did it because I was disrespected, not because i'm gonna be back." I reply. A part of me felt like I was trying to convince myself rather than him.

"Either way you started a war,"

"A war has been started nigga, i'm just ready now." I say and he shrugs, putting his hands in his pockets.

"Does anybody know where Darrel is?" He asks me, switching the subject. "You guys just have hella plans up your sleeve...I don't know."

"Darrel might be dead, it's a small possibility." I sigh, accepting the fact. He could be but I doubt he is.

"And if he is, what happens to Sugarhill?"

"If you're implying I should run with you little niggas, that will never happen again," I start and be chuckles.

"I don't care for that place anymore, I got nothing but nightmares and bad memories from that place. Darrel isn't dead, I know that." I say, getting irritated now.

And again, trying to convince myself more than I'm trying to convince him and we both know that.

"Amir you're fucking everything up." Zariah starts in one of her bitchy moods. When there was a issue, she had a huge attitude.

"Good evening to you too." I reply which visibly irritates her.

"You're bringing way too much heat, how are me and Kasey supposed to make money?" She retorts and I lean back in my seat.

"It was a mistake that won't happen again, I took what happened personally and made decisions out of anger." I reply to her.

"That don't fix shit Ace, you know that." She scoffs. Usually i'd be annoyed when people would call me that word and i'd try to disassociate myself with the name.

But today, nowadays even, I was beginning to fall back into that. Just like the old me.

"Zar- Dion's calling for you ma'am." My secretary announces before stepping aside so Zariah can leave.

"I need that issue fixed, She says to me before giving my secretary Jazmine a smile and leaving the room.

Ajani was in his baby pillow on top of my bed, sprawled out and fast asleep. I knew him sleeping during the afternoon would be a issue during the night.

I heard the shower water trickle down as I took off my shirt and threw it across the room and ben though Kehlani would probably shout at me for that later on.

I walked into the steamy bathroom and sat on the closed toilet seat. She must have been here for a while.

"You okay?" I ask her, her back towards me in the steamy shower. I won't lie, the sight was slightly making me hard.

"I'm okay, are you?" She replies calmly surprisingly. I lean back onto the wall before scratching the back of my head.

"Are you done with your break?"

"It doesn't even count as a break Amir, don't do that." She replies. I take a pause before starting my sentence.

"I was wrong for not telling you about Alex, that's been established but I wasn't being flirtatious, it just looked bad from afar 'Lani." I tell her, not trying to beat around the bush.

"And when she put her hands on you, what did you do?" She asks me causing me to sigh.

"I pulled away, the second time she stopped quickly so I didn't get to react. I was asking her to help me find you Kehlani." I explain.

"Why do you keep hiding stuff from me?" She starts. "First you told me that girl from our vacation 'slipped your mind', now you forgot about you and Alex communicating whilst you were locked up,"

How did she even know about that?

"I missed you and I was hurt so I used her to take my mind off of you which didn't work." I admit to her. "I should've told you baby, i'm sorry."

"I was in love with you and you told me to forget about you, Amir. That's exactly what you said to me." She finishes, closing the shower tap. I could hear her voice break, she was about to cry.

I didn't like seeing her cry, she was always so happy I barely did. I didn't like being the reason of it either but lately I was way too much.

I undress myself quickly before pulling the shower door back, revealing her naked brown body. She was so beautiful.

Without protesting, I rubbed my broad hands around her warm torso. My tall figure hovered over her own as her wet breast smashed against my chest.

"Don't cry my love, i'm sorry." I say, wiping her tear with my thumb. Another one drops right away, hurting me even further.

"You keep hurting me and all I do is love you, after everything I have stayed with you and you couldn't do one fucking thing." She expresses.

"I don't mean to hurt you 'Lani, i'm so scared of you leaving I hide things from you. It's hard baby, i'm sorry." I reply to her.

"I love you Amir, I won't ever leave you." She says, wrapping her arms around my neck, supplying me with more warmth. "Why can't you understand that?"

"I love you too..i'm trying." I whisper to her ear before kissing her forehead. I move down and peck her lips next, pulling her by her waist.

My dick starts to twitch, the effects of her touch growing on me. I circle her soft brown nipples which were hardening and peeking out towards me.

I continued to toy with them as her hand started to
massage my hard dick whilst our kissing intensified. This wouldn't be the best time to do this but I couldn't make myself stop.

I run my hand down her slit and her pussy clenches around my moist fingers, causing me to smile. She was so wet.

I lift her by her thighs and she attaches her legs around my waist. I lean her against a wall before the tip of my dick pushes agonisingly into the beginning of her pussy.

"Damn." I mumble to myself as I jerk my head back. Slowly and deep, I push myself further into her causing her to moan in response.

Smoothly, I slid in a few inches, keeping a steady pace that she could handle. She gasps slightly, putting her hands onto my shoulders for more balance.

I slam my all into her and her body jerks, satisfying me even more. I speed up my strokes and her.body replies with each one, encouraging me to pound her harder.

"Too much." She moans, pulling away from my grip around her waist. I hold her steady before slamming into her again.

"You're doing well baby." I reply to her, my breathe heavy and shaky and so is hers. I slide my thumb across her pussy and she seems to like it so I continue.

I curl my finger, finding her g-spot and massaging it slowly whilst my strokes are the literal opposite. She rocks her head back, following my movements.

"You got it." I encourage her as she blows warm breaths across my chest. The sound of the water splattering across our body and the floor and our bodies clapping together filled the entire room.

"It's all yours love, take this dick." I say, pulling her face towards mine by her neck whilst looking straight at her. She wasn't good with eye contact, especially during sex but I liked changing that.

I bit down on my bottom lip, looking down at where our bodies were connecting before looking back up to her.

"Am- Fuck." She whined as I started to drill into her. I could tell that she was close, I knew her body so well, her swollen clit was saying everything that she didn't have to.

Her body went limb suddenly and I pulled out quickly. She looked up to me, softly kissing my lips, meaning into the kiss.

"You know my body will always react like that when it comesto you," She says quietly. "But that didn't change anything."

She opened the bathroom door and stepped out, dripping all over the floor. Leaving me in a confused and slightly hurt state.

I didn't know what to say.

I didn't know what to do.