[a/n: this is gonna be depressing af:)]

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I suddenly get interrupted from studying by a familiar song playing in the backround; my ringtone. I close my history book and get up from my desk, making my way to the nightstand near my bed, on which my phone was last left.

I stretch my hand and grab my phone and bring it closer to my face, enabling myself to read the letters of the lighted phone screen.

My heart literally falls to the pit of my stomach, as my eyes encounter the blurry letters that make up the name of someone that used to be really special to me.

''Ethan''

My heart beat picks up its pace, while I process the situation in my head, dealing with the dilemma of whether pressing ''accept'' or ''dismiss''.

I didn't even tried to decide what I was going to do, as it goes straight to voicemail. I let out a sigh of relief and wait to see if he leaves any voicemail, or just hungs up.

Strangely enough, he leaves a voicemail, something that made me both excited and scared.

Before I even realise it, I hear his voice again, leaving me a message.

''uhm, hey, (y/n)! I just called to see if you're okay. It went straight to voicemail again, it doesn't matter, I get it, you don't want to talk to me.. Uhm, I guess you have already moved on, I mean why shouldn't you? But the thing is.. I haven't. And I don't think I ever will. I still love you, (y/n), and I'm so mad at myself that I didn't have the guts to tell you that when you were leaving.. And, remember, I stood there, emotionless, making you believe I didn't care.. But.. the truth is I still care about you and I want to see you happy, even if that means away from me. I.. just.. want to let you know that I'm sorry..for everything.. I was such an a.sshole for letting my sweet, beautiful princess walk away.[...]''

He pauses and cleares his throat.

''And I would be really glad if we could meet some time, you know, to catch up and talk and do whatever you want. Unless your boyfriend doesn't agree with the idea..But it's fine. I used to be like this with you, remember?'' he chuckles.

My eyes are already full with tears and after fighting the need to let them out, I finally burst out.

''Anyway.. I.. just want to say that I love you, again, and I'm sorry.''

He takes a deep breath and finishes his sentence. He adds his last words, with throaty sobs covering most of his shaky voice and hungs up, not being able to control his desperate need to cry.

''Goodbye my sweet, beautiful princess..''

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high key cried while writing this.

as much as it pisses me off, i really dont want to talk about what happened in Melbourne, the hashtag that has been trending on twitter and the photo that was uploaded by some fans.

the only thing that i have to say is dont be so disrespectful.[not talking about every Melbourne fan, just the people who took part in this incident]

like, im not even in the same time zone with the twins and some of you get to see them perform at your city, and take a pic afterwards but still act like this.ugh.

to change the subject

[they're s'cute, I can't]

better:)

stay golden♥