i'm staring at the ceiling
laying on my bed
alone
without you
and i wonder
what if i didn't make that decision
would you be laying next to me
would you still want me
if i could go back to the past and change my actions
would i
or am i happy the way things turned out
i guess i'll never know
because i can't change the past
i can't change my actions
and you won't be laying next to me
and we won't be us again