here i am
staring at my computer screen
not moving at all
not being able to start my tasks
because my mind is working overdrive
i'm thinking about so many stupid things
i'm thinking about past mistakes
about things i said
about things that don't matter anymore
but i can't seem to stop
and focus on what really matters
i can't seem to focus on my future
because i'm still stuck in the past
and i need to get out
because if i don't
I won't have a future to think about