the thing that hurts the most
is that no matter how hard i try
i don't feel happy
i can't make myself feel happy
and the one person that does make me happy
is the one person i can't talk to right now
i can't talk to them about the way i'm feeling
because i don't want them to worry
i don't want anyone to worry
but i've never felt so bad
i've never felt so sad
maybe there is no light at the end of the tunnel anymore
because they were my light