the thing that hurts the most

is that no matter how hard i try

i don't feel happy

i can't make myself feel happy

and the one person that does make me happy

is the one person i can't talk to right now

i can't talk to them about the way i'm feeling

because i don't want them to worry

i don't want anyone to worry

but i've never felt so bad

i've never felt so sad

maybe there is no light at the end of the tunnel anymore

because they were my light