all i want right now is for someone to hold me in their arms

but when i say someone

i don't just mean anyone

when i say i want someone to hold me

i think of you

i imagine how it would feel if you would hold me in your arms

because that's all i can do

imagine

it will never be true

at least not anymore

in the past you used to hold me all the time

you made me feel like everything was going to be alright

but you can't do that anymore

you won't do that anymore

because i don't mean what i meant to you back then

and even though i know we're not how we used to be

you still mean the same to me

you've always meant the same to me

but all i have right now is me

and i want to be okay with that