Demi

Nick looked like he was going to start laughing when I said we should get married. Instead of laughing, he cleared his throat. "Married? You're funny." He said, putting his hands on his hips.

"I'm not joking."

Now, he laughed. Pretty hard, in fact. "Demi... that's crazy."

I smiled then bit my lip. "Have you forgotten who you're talking to?"

"No. I haven't. It's impulsive so yea it sounds right up your alley, but we can't get married." Nick shook his head & sat on the bed. My face fell, I could feel it, then I felt my lip stuck out a little. Nick tilted his head & frowned. "You have to know we can not get married. Tell me, you're thinking rationally right now."

I went to stand in between Nick's knees. "I know it's a little impulsive... but I want you to know that I am serious about wanting you for the rest of my life. You're the one I want a future with."

"Demi. There are other ways to let me know. You don't have to do this. I mean it's not a little impulsive. It's a lot impulsive. There are so many reasons why we can't get married." He let out another laugh, this time sounding amused.

"But there are so many reasons why we should get married."

Nick licked his lips & his hands went to my hips. "Yes, we love each other & we want to spend the rest of our lives together. But.... Demi.... we are way too young. We're 23. We've been back together for less than fifteen minutes & you haven't even announced your breakup with Wilmer..." Nick paused & smirked at me, making me gasp.

"You don't think we really broke up, do you? You think I'm cheating on him?"

"No." Nick shook his head, chuckling. "I trust you."

"You trust me... but you don't want to marry me." I stuck my bottom lip out again & nodded, smugly. I was half joking & half serious.

"One day... oh man, could I marry the shit out of you. I can totally see myself marrying you. I see a future with you, Demi. But we can't get married here in Vegas right now. I know you well enough to know that you would want your friends & family there when you got married."

"We can get married this weekend... make it official but keep it a secret, then have a wedding with our friends & family later. Only we'll know we're already married. I'll still get my wedding with my friends & family & we can be legally bound together for the rest of our lives, as soon as possible." I ran my finger down his cheek & smiled at him.

A deep sigh came out of Nick's mouth, then he pressed his lips together. "That's fine for you... but..." Nick's gaze looked away from my face & he seemed unsure of what he wanted to say.

"What are you trying to say?"

Nick pushed me away from him so he could stand, then he walked to the window to look out of it. "I never really thought about how I would propose if I ever did want to propose to a girl." He laughed, then turned his head to look at me. "But... I knew I would do it with some romantic gesture & I'd have a fucking ring, at least."

I let out a giddy laugh as I covered my mouth. "Oh my God... Nick. Are you feeling cheated that you didn't get to propose?"

He turned, leaned on the windowsill & shrugged, smirking. "A little. I only plan on getting married once. So... that means I only get to propose once." He smiled, tilting his head down a little, but kept his eyes on me from under his lashes.

I walked toward him, slowly, smiling coyly. "That is so cute. And I'm sorry I tried to take that away from you. I guess you're right... getting married is a crazy idea & we can't move that fast. But I still want you to know how serious I am about us." I put my hand on the waistband of his boxers, then hooked my finger on them, giving a little tug. "I'm going to message Wilmer & tell him to announce our breakup. We prepared a statement together." I pressed my lips together as I watched Nick's face.

"That was a good idea." Nick's eyes darted to look away from my face, so I grabbed his chin to force him to look at him.

"I want you. Only you. This weekend as you celebrate your birthday, I want to be with you. I want people to see us together & know we're together. I even want to do a song together at the festival."

Nick smiled, so I let go of his face. "Do you think it's a good idea to let people see us together so soon? I don't want either of us to get hate."

"I'm going to get hate regardless, Nick. That's the way the world is. Our statement, though, says many weeks ago we ended our relationship, so people will know it's not sudden." I shrugged my shoulders a little & Nick sighed. "They will know that you & I didn't get back together until I was single." I bit my lip & gave him a sad look. "Unless you don't want a girlfriend like you said in several interviews. I know you're focused on your career & having a girlfriend isn't the best idea right now."

Nick rolled his eyes. "You're not just a girlfriend to me. You're the one who got away so I'd be stupid to let you get away twice. Let's do this." He smiled down at me as he brought his hands to my neck, slipping his fingers into my hair. He brought his lips to mine & gave me a passionate kiss that took my breath away. Minutes later, he pulled his lips from mine & I heard him clear his throat. I couldn't even bring myself to open my eyes, I was still reeling from his kiss. "As soon as your breakup announcement is posted on social media, I am going to ravage your body." His deep sexy tone made my eyes snap open.

"I knew it." I gasped, pushing him away as I pulled my phone from my pocket. "You don't believe me."

Nick's head shook back & forth as he chuckled. "I do believe you, but out of respect for your relationship that just ended, I want to wait." He walked past me & sat on the bed.

I smirked as I sent Wilmer a text telling him to post our breakup announcement, then tossed my phone on the bed before standing in front of Nick. He licked his lips as he grinned up at me. I bit my lip, then started undoing my jeans. Nick's eyes stayed glued on my face, staring intensely into my eyes. I knew he wanted to look down, but he was fighting it. I shimmied out of my jeans, keeping my eyes fixated on him. He was squirming a little, rubbing his face or his hands together, all the while continuing to stare at me. I ran my hand up my stomach, pulling my shirt up as I did, then in a quick motion I pulled my shirt off over my head & tossed it in Nick's direction. His eyes never left my face as he smiled at me & pulled my shirt off his shoulder, where it had landed. I heard a ding on my phone, so I leaned over Nick, to grab it. I gave him a clear view of my cleavage & I heard him sigh, impatiently. "He posted it. Want me to read it to you?" I asked Nick, who nodded, his hands reaching for me, but not wanting to touch me just yet.

I put one knee on either side of Nick on the bed, then grinded on his lap a few times. He closed his eyes for a brief moment as he got excited & tried to compose himself. I cleared my throat before I read the statement Wilmer posted on his twitter & Instagram. "This is a difficult thing for both of us to announce, but we feel it is now the right time. Many weeks ago, Demi & I decided to end our relationship. Although we both love each other very much & still have so much respect for one another, we know this is the way it has to be in order for us both to continue to be happy into the future. Our reasons are both sensitive & personal, so please respect us while we try to move on from our broken hearts. Just know that it wasn't anything scandalous. It just sometimes happens that two people realize they have been together for the wrong reasons & the time comes to let go, as hard as that may be. We will always be in each other's lives & always be friends. We'll forever be family to each other & we wish the absolute best for one another. We know there is someone out there for each of us that will make us the happiest we can ever be & we'll both support each other on that search, however long or short that quest may be. Much love to you all, always Demi & Wilmer." I looked at Nick & tried to read his face.

"Very nice statement. Well written. Very touching. I'm impressed." He said, showing little emotion.

"Have you changed your mind about being with me?" I asked, my lower lip jutting out, slightly. I put my phone on silent, then tossed it on the floor behind me.

Nick looked up at me from under his lashes, his puppy dog eyes melting my heart, but worrying me at the same time. I sat back on my legs & let out a huff. Nick looked down at the space between us, looking sad. At least I thought he looked sad & I was dreading what he would say next. Here I was, straddling him wearing my underwear, basically & he was about to tell me he didn't want to be with me, after all. Nick put his hands on my waist & I thought for sure, he was going to lift me off of him, but he didn't. Suddenly, he was lifting me, throwing me on the bed then he was hovering over me. "I will never change my mind about being with you. You're stuck with me now." His lips came down on mine hard & my hands clutched his shirt so I could remove it from his body. Once his shirt was off, my arms wrapped around him, feeling the warmth of his skin against mine & igniting a fire within me that had been snuffed out a year ago.

It had been so long since Nick & I had been intimate in this way that I was shaking from both desire & nerves. When Nick stood up to remove his pants, we stared at each other, both of us breathing hard from anticipation of what was about to happen. Our bodies physically craved each other & you could tell by the way we were quivering that we both wanted this more than anything. It seemed like forever before Nick was pressing his lips onto mine again, while his manhood was so near my p.ussy, I could feel it touch me ever so slightly as he moved. Knowing it was down there, teasing me, made me tremble as I opened my legs wide. I needed him inside me like I needed air. I could tell Nick enjoyed teasing me, the way his fingers delicately grazed my most sensitive spot. I felt his fingers gliding along my side, then gently they massaged my breast as his kiss deepened. His kiss was burning with a hunger that tugged at the desire deep within me. My breathing became labored as I started to pant in Nick's ear. "Nick...." I gasped when I felt his hot breath on my collarbone just as his hand slipped under my knee & pulled it forcefully up, opening me even wider.

Nick lifted his head & seem to stop moving so I looked at his face. "There is no turning back after this, Demi. I can't get my heart broken again. I am in love with you. I never stopped loving you." His breathy voice was shooting through me, exciting every nerve in my body. "Should I stop?"

I shook my head, emphatically. "No. Please don't. I am still in love with you & I need you to make love to me right now. I've been dreaming of this moment for so long. Nick, please.... I need you." I pulled him down to kiss him again, then I sucked in a ragged breath when I felt his c.ock sliding up & down my wet slit. Nick's tongue played with mine, ferociously for a moment, before he started inching his erection into my pu.ssy. My tight walls gave into him, eventually, as he pushed himself inside of me, all the way. Our moans grew louder as Nick & I rocked our bodies in gentle unison. While he moved in & out, back & forth, I could feel the passion building. He knew when I was getting close to a climax, because he would slow the movement of his hips, wanting to drag out this moment between us. His mouth & hands would continue to shower my body with tender affection, making me feel incredibly loved.

Our lovemaking seemed to go on & on, but I wasn't complaining one bit. My body exploded a few times with small orga.sms, but I could feel I was close to losing complete control. Nick was, as well, because he started to verbalize his need for me to come with him. Obscene words slipped from his mouth, signalling how difficult it was getting, for him to hold back. He clung to me, I clung to him, my nails digging into his flesh. Nick's arm went behind my back as I arched it. He held us close together as he drove his muscle into me, pushing us both over the brink of ecstasy. Our erotic screams were deafening I'm sure & riding out our orgasms together was mind blowing.

After a few deep thrusts & a couple of sexy grunts, Nick collapsed on top of me, keeping his weight off me, by leaning on his forearms. His forehead was resting in the crook of my neck & I could feel his beads of sweat mixing with my own. As I fought for more oxygen, I put my hand on the back of his neck, gently caressing his hair. It was growing back, ever so slightly, since he had finished filming his TV show a few weeks earlier. I missed the soft waves that his hair had the last time I ran my fingers through it after sex. Nick's fast & hard breathing was a comfort to me as it seemed to mirror my own breathing pattern. I think we were both listening to the other one breathe, feeling so overjoyed that we were together again & this time it was for good. I didn't want to leave this hotel room, but I knew we'd have to eventually.

It was as if he could read my mind & I loved it. Nick cleared his throat & pulled himself off of me, then lifted himself up to rest on his hands. "I don't want to leave this room. I wish we could stay like this forever." He said in a husky voice.

"Me, too." I smiled & he returned the sentiment as he leaned to kiss me, softly.

"I love you." He whispered, his lips almost touching mine as he looked into my eyes to show me how much he meant those words.

"I love you, too."

Nick watched me for a moment, as our breathing slowed to a steadier pace. Then he moved to lay beside me, his arm draped over me as he cuddled up against me. I kissed his forehead as his eyes closed & he smiled. "Goodnight, baby." He almost whispered.

"Goodnight. Sweet dreams." I replied, my voice cracking. I stared at him for a while, taking solace in the simple fact that I still remembered every freckle on his face. I watched him as he slept, feeling my heart swell knowing he was mine again. Eventually, my eyelids grew heavy & I didn't keep them from closing.

In my sleep, I reached for Nick in the large bed, but didn't feel him. I woke up, abruptly, feeling anxious that he wasn't in bed with me. I lifted my head, feeling groggy & looked around the room. Had I dreamt my reunion with Nick? Was I in this room all alone? "Nick?" I called out to the seemingly empty room. I heard nothing back. "Nick?" I yelled out louder, this time hearing a slight echo. He wasn't here. If I hadn't dreamt it, then where was he? Why would he leave me? I sat up, holding the sheet to my chest as I felt a panic come over me. Had he changed his mind? Did he leave me just like I left him a year ago? Did he want to hurt me like I had hurt him? My breathing started to quicken, thinking of all the scenarios that would explain why Nick wasn't here. Not one of them, though, was a happy scenario.

PIC CREDIT TO LMTYNEMISTYLE on twitter! Thanks Ang!