sleepless.

Blake was laying next to George, but wasn't able to close his eyes. This day was too much for him. It started quite normal. He met up with Reece and they went to the train station, they had to wait an eternity and drove for another eternity. But since the moment he saw the tweet George had liked, he wasn't really able to think about something else but him. He knew that he had liked George since the first time they met, but after that long time without seeing him, the feelings got even stronger.


The feelings for one of his best friends.


Blake was overwhelmed by everything and tears started to fill his eyes. He couldn't live that way much longer. He had to tell George. But he knew he couldn't. He couldn't risk destroying their friendship, his life and also the band and their dreams.


He could try to lock the feelings deep inside of him and hide them behind walls. But there was a big risk: If these walls began to crack, everything would break out.


It was so unfair. Why was he the one who fell in love with his friend? A boy? What had he done wrong? Why had he never noticed such feelings before? He had never felt something like this for another person.


Blake felt alone. Helpless.


He turned and looked to George and listened to his steady breath. He looked so peaceful. It made Blake calm down a bit.


****


George opened his eyes a bit and looked into Blake's eyes. It seemed like he had been crying lately. He looked broken. George felt immediately sorry and opened his eyes completely.


"Blake?" he whispered.


After a pause, Blake responded.


"Can't sleep ..."


Blake knew he should be shocked and hide his tears, but he wasn't able to move. He felt weak.


Without saying a word, George laid his arm around Blake and pulled him closer. He felt Blake's muscles tense at first, but then the boy calmed down.


Blake rested his head on George's chest. George's heart was beating really fast, but in that moment, George didn't care about that -- even though Blake must be wondering about it.


They both soon fell into a deep sleep.


****


Reece woke up first and decided to make breakfast. He stood up and smiled as he saw the other two boys. Blake's head rested on George's chest and George had his arm around Blake. Reece's heart was melting. He totally shipped #Glake.


He took a photo and quickly left the room, being careful not to wake them up.


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Sorry, this chapter is shorter again, but it was a bit hard to write for me. Blake's thoughts in this chapter are similar to my thoughts sometimes and the day I wrote this was horrible.


A big 'thank you!' to CN5SOS who corrected the chapter.


Please leave feedback and wishes in the comments.


Hope you all have a good day. :)

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