sorting things out.

Reece still wondered, if something had happened between Blake and George. They were both so distant and silent this morning. He decided to ask George.


"George? Why were you so quiet this morning? Is something wrong? I mean... I know you don't speak that much in the morning, but today you only spoke one word."


George hadn't expected such a question and had to think about it. He had to admit, that he wasn't sure why. There was not really a reason.


"I don't really know... Honestly, I was just thinking... But I don't really know why. Blake was sad last night and couldn't sleep so I hugged him. When I woke up and saw that you were already up, I got worried about what you had thought, when you saw us so close."


George looked down. He was relieved and worried at the same time even though it was dumb to be worried. Reece was one of his best friends and he could tell him everything.


**


After Blake had eaten a bit, he was ready to sort his thoughts and think about them.


First of all: There was no doubt, that he loved George. He had to accept and live with that fact.


But why had he never been attracted to a boy before? Blake wasn't sure about that. He had only had girlfriends before. Had he not loved them? Definitely not as much as he loved George now, but he had loved them. Was he probably bisexual? Or pansexual? But was it even important? Nope. Who cares about that? He loved George and that was all. He should probably claim himself as Georgesexual.


Blake smiled a bit about that dumb thought and felt a bit awkward for having such a self talk in his head.


**


"God, George. Why should I think something bad, when I see you close to Blake?" Reece said and smiled encouragingly in George's direction.


"I don't know why I panicked about it. It just happened."


"Just remember, that I will always support you. And, to be honest, it looked quite cute."


**


What should Blake do now? Ignoring his feelings was no option. It would probably make things worse. He had to tell George and pray not to destroy their friendship. But how? He should probably talk to Reece again. Reece always knew what to do in such a situation.


The next thing Blake thought about was why George's heart had beaten so fast in the night. There were only a few possible reasons: George was startled, extremely worried, had a nightmare before or.... loved Blake too.


**


Reece told George about the picture he had taken of them and showed it to George.


"Well... I would lie, if I told you it doesn't look a bit cute." George laughed.


"Told you! Now.... Am I guessing right, when I say, that you find Blake 'a bit cute'?"


"Yeah, that could, eventually, be possible..." George admitted, shyly. He never made a big deal out of his feelings, but talking about them was complicated. He had known for some time, that he loved boys more than girls and loving Blake would also explain some of his thoughts and actions in the last time.


"Aww, I knew it! And remember of what I said: Blake and I will always support you."


****


Blake continued thinking about his questions and felt better afterwards. He got up and took a shower.


**


Reece and George hadn't talked about Glake anymore. They found the shop they were searching for and George needed some time to decide whether he should buy the shoes or not.


While George paid the shoes, Reece called Blake to check if he was alright. Blake told him that he felt better now, because he had thought about some things. Reece didn't told him anything about the conversation he had with George. It would probably be better, if they would find it out without Reece's help.




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This chapter isn't corrected yet. I hope I didn't make too many mistakes. :D

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