loneliness.



As George woke up, Blake was still fast asleep on his chest. In that moment, the brown haired boy looked peaceful. No one would think he had been a crying mess earlier. George wondered about what was going on in Blake's mind. Why didn't he tell him the reason for his sadness?


George looked over to the couch. Shit, Reece was already up. He must have seen them. What would he think? He would probably find it disgusting to see his friends that close. George suddenly wanted to get out of the bed. Away from Blake.


He managed to get up without waking Blake, put some clothes on and left the room.


"Morning" Reece said as George entered the kitchen.


"Morning" George mumbled and sat down at the table, still half asleep.


Reece was currently making bacon for their breakfast and knew George was not that talkative in the morning.


****


Blake woke up in a deathly silence. He instantly felt lonely. The place next to him was empty. With George being gone, the thoughts from the previous night came back. Doubts, questions, despair.


Why had George pulled him so close? And why had his heart beaten so fast? And why did he left him alone now?


Blake only had questions on his mind, since they were reunited. Questions, but no answers. Not one.


****


The breakfast was fully prepared and Reece felt proud of his work. George hadn't talked the whole time. He was just sitting there and staring outside the window. Reece thought George just needed to eat, before he got his voice back.


"I'll go to wake up Blake. Don't dare to touch the food without us." Reece smiled.


George just nodded in response.


Reece left the kitchen and opened the door to George's room. He smiled brightly, because he guessed Blake was already awake and wanted to ask him about what had happened between George and him.


His smile vanished as he saw Blake. He looked broken and nothing was left of the peaceful sleeping boy he had seen earlier laying on George's chest.


Reece quickly sat down on the bed and pulled Blake into a hug.


"What is it?" he asked.


Blake said nothing.


"Do you want to be alone?"


Blake nodded. He needed time to think. Alone.


"I'm in the kitchen with George, if you need something. I'll bring you breakfast."


Blake nodded again.


Reece got up and left the other boy alone with his thoughts.


As he entered the kitchen and started to put things on a tray, he got a questioning look from George.


"Blake feels sick. He wants to stay in bed."


George nodded.


'Why has everyone lost his voice today?', Reece thought, slightly annoyed.


He brought Blake breakfast, before he came back to eat with George.


After everything was eaten and the kitchen was clean again, George became more normal again and started to talk to Reece again. They decided to go to the city, because George had seen some shoes the day before, but wasn't sure about buying them. Now he wanted to try them on again.


While George took a shower (Reece had already showered, before he made breakfast), Reece went over to George's room to ask Blake, if he wanted to come with them. He wanted to stay in bed, but had to promise to call Reece when something was wrong.




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Okay, that's it for today. I don't really like this chapter, but I hope it's okay for you... :/


Also, this chapter is not corrected (yet), but I don't want you to wait again. I hope I didn't make too many mistakes.


Please leave feedback and wishes in the comments!


I hope you all have a good day. :)

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