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It was another lonely night where he drained his eyes from tears again.

Hyunjin was laying on his bed staring at his ceiling again.

Felix was a topic that never left his mind all the time.

He just couldn't accept and forget how he had to end things with the only person who took his heart and made him the happiest person alive.

His ex-boyfriend was selfish for thinking of his situation only, but looking at it now Hyunjin recognizes the situation very well.

Him and Felix were cheaters and they cheated with a cold heart on their girlfriends who were perfect to have and Hyunjin regretted that with a heavy heart.

His ex-girlfriend was amazing but he was blind to see that and an idiot to not treat her right.

He tried calling her to apologize and it was his fault but the actress was too busy to care about him.

Now Hyunjin was one of the most famous swimmers all across the world.

He went into so many national and worldwide competitions as he joined and got known around the whole swimming industry.

It has been 3 years since he made his debut and got popular and more famous day by day but Hyunjin couldn't handle this fame because he discovered that it not what he wanted.

What he wants is someone by his side, he carves for love but he is convinced that he doesn't deserve anyone after all the things he did to his ex-girlfriend and Felix which caused him to think of himself as a horrible person.

Hyunjin:"I should just disappear...i don't think I would feel love ever again towards anyone and this regret is eating me inside out and this fame isn't helping"

He started crying again but soon enough stopped after hearing his phone vibrate in his night stand, he sat up from his sleeping position and reached his hand to grab it.

He saw the caller ID and it was his manager, so he picked up the call.

"hey hyunjin, where are you?"

It was the first thing his manager said the moment he picked up on him.

Hyunjin:"home..."

He said almost like a whisper in which his manager noticed something was wrong with his voice so he asked.

"did you cry again?"

His manager asked through the phone for Hyunjin to close his eyes, let out a frustrated sigh, and said with a low tone "what do you want?" for his manager who could sense that the swimmer was angry that he mentioned that up so he went directly to the topic "you were invited to a variety show with a baseball player and two actresses including your ex" he said expecting the idol to cut the line since he knows that Hyunjin hates the topic of his ex but...

Hyunjin:"who's the baseball player?"

His manager was impressed that Hyunjin didn't cut the call and asked him about the baseball player instead of the actress.

"his name is Kim Seungmin, he is a national player that got a worldwide cup once"

Hyunjin sat up not believing he would be hearing that name again. It brings so many memories.

Hyunjin:"sure, I'll give you a call once I think about it"

He was about to cut the call but heard his manager say "really?! I thought you were going to reject it Because of your ex"

Hyunjin rolled his eyes, how many times he should tell his manager that he's done with Aera and she's the one who's refusing to talk to him not the other way around.

Hyunjin:"I'm not, now don't call me again until I call you"

He cut on his face, then left the calling app.

He opened google and searched for Kim Seungmin name, where his pictures show up as well as his bio profile.

His finger tab on one of the pictures where the baseball player wasn't wearing the hamlet showing his face features.

Hyunjin:"he became more handsome than what he used to be...i don't believe I'll be meeting you soon, Seungmin"