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"Oh, um, hi Hyunjin-" his words were cut off by a loud shush from the name mentioned.

"Okay , well, I want to get back with you because I realise what I did back then was wrong. I realised that you were much better than those sluts who pretend to love me and then use me for money, " Hyunjin said, his voice shaking a little. "I miss you so much, Seungmin. I want us to be together again. I'm sorry for everything I've done. Please give me another chance. I swear I'll make it up to you-"

"I do not give a fuck about those fake, scripted apologies that came out of your mouth. So you think I'm that stupid to believe your lies? If I went back with you, you'd only use me as your fucking doll! "

"But-"

"But what? You don't think I've changed? You don't think I'm serious?" Hyunjin sounded hurt, his voice cracking a little. "Look, I know I fucked up. I know I was a shitty person. But I've been trying to change. I've been going to therapy, trying to understand why I was so mean to you. I've met new people, people who care about me for who I am, not just because of who I am. I've grown up, Seungmin. I've grown up and I'm not that person anymore. I promise you I'm not."

"I still don't forgive you." Seungmin's voice was soft, but firm. He looked down at his hands, clenching and unclenching them. "You have a long way to go before I can even consider trusting you again. I need time, Hyunjin. I need to see you prove yourself. You can't just expect me to take you back just like that. I'm not that easy."

"But-"

"If you don't remove your dirty self from this premise, I will call the police on you for everything you've done to me." Seungmin's voice was cold, but determined. "I will not be intimidated by you anymore. I will not be made to feel like I owe you anything. I deserve better than that."

"Um, okay," Hyunjin said, his voice cracking. He paused for a moment, then started to walk backwards, slowly moving away from Seungmin. "I understand. I'll leave you alone. I just wanted to apologize and try to make things right. I guess I was stupid to think that you'd want anything to do with me." His voice broke, and he wiped at his eyes with the back of his hand.

"You were." the younger replied.

As the taller male walked away, Jisung whispered, "Karma's a bitch, Hwang."










Sorry to people who wanted this to be a Seungjin story.

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