everything sucks

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"I promise I'll call you later." Olivia says.

"I love you." Olivia says.

I hang up and sigh.

Sometimes I wish she never got as famous as she did after driver's license.

Time Skip

I call Olivia and she answers after the second ring.

"Hi, bestie." Olivia says.

"Hey, babe." I say.

"Babe? Since when do you call me babe? I think you meant to dial Iris' number." Olivia says.

Ha

"What are you talking about?" I ask.

"Iris, Iris as in your girlfriend for the past 2 years." Olivia says.

But we've been together for 2 years.

"Are you pranking me? I'm sorry I didn't say I love you in the phone." I say.

"Did you get enough sleep?" Olivia asks.

Everything sucks,

"I-I gotta go." I say.

I hang up and run downstairs. I see mom in the kitchen and I widen my eyes.

"Mom?" I ask.

"There you are." Mom says hugging me.

"But you died. You died in a car crash." I say.

"Maybe you should stay off of those video games and you won't have nightmares." Mom says.

"Do you know who Olivia is?" I ask.

"Olivia Rodrigo." Mon says.

just kidding

"The girl who introduced you into Iris." Mom says.

Iris introduced us. What's going on?

Time Skip

Every memory I have with it involving her has turned into Iris. Liv and I went to the movies together for our first date and we both fell asleep. Apparently, it was me and Iris.

"You okay?" Iris asks.

"Yep." I say.

Everything is great, no really

"Baby, you can tell me anything." Iris says holding my hand.

"I miss Olivia." I say.

I haven't thought about my ex today
Oh, wait–(Fuck, I just did)

"Why? You're not even really friends." Iris says.

"I'm gonna go for a walk." I say getting up.

"Okay." Iris says.

I leave and walk down the sidewalk.

But I went outside for the first time
In a few days and it felt nice

I don't have any idea where I'm going. I'm just going to walk until I get tired.

Haven't exercised in a while so this may not take long.

And I might try doing exercise (Haha, not really)

15 minutes later...

I stop walking and stare at the house.

I don't know who's house it is but I feels familiar. I have a strong urge to knock on the door.

I look up and see Olivia through the upstairs window.

I sigh and walk away.

I wanna forget my bad days, all my bad days

I notice the arcade I always went to when I was younger and walk in.

"Had a feeling you'd be coming in today." The man at the counter says.

"What?" I ask.

"You always come in whenever you're down. You mom said you might come in today." He says.

And be okay, and be okay

I read his name tag, 'Micheal, and nod.

I grab a card from the holder and hand it to him.

"Max it out." I say.

"You got 100 bucks?" Micheal asks.

"Yeah." I say opening my wallet.

I hand him the $100 bill and and puts it in the register. He swipes the card and hands it to me.

Spend my spare change down at the arcade

I notice Tetris in the back and I walk to it. I swipe the card and put it in my pocket.

I used to be really good at Tetris from what I remember.

10 minutes later...

"Y/n?" Someone asks.

I turn around and see Olivia. The machine makes a loud noise and starts over.

"Damnit." I say.

And then I'll say, I'll say

"Sorry." Olivia says.

"You okay? You've been avoiding me lately." Olivia says.

"No, I'm not! Everything fucking sucks!" I say.

Everything sucks, just kidding

I see Micheal staring and Olivia takes me outside.

"What's wrong?" Olivia asks.

"I made a stupid wish and now everything is fucked up. I thought everything would be so much better — I wanted it to be." I say.

Everything is better than it used to be

"My mom has been dead for 10 years, we've been dating for 2 years, Iris barely even likes me, I've only been to this arcade 2 and that guy knows my name, and I'm older than I used to be." I say.

"I miss you. I want to be with you." I say.

"Y/n what are you talking about? I'm straight." She says.

"Oh no, they got you." I say hugging her.

"I need another lyric." Olivia says.

"Write about me and how hot I am." I say.

I didn't write a song about my ex today

"Shut up." Olivia says.

"Umm." Olivia says.

(Oh, wait–um)

"Maybe it's best if we don't talk." Olivia says.

"What?" I ask.

"I won't tell Iris about this. Just stay away from me." She says walking away.

"Fuck." I say.

I call Jimmy and he answers on the first ring.

But I called my friends and I told them

"Y/n?" Jimmy asks.

"You wanna hang out tonight?" I ask.

We should hang out if it makes sense

"I miss you." I say.

'Cause I miss them and I hate being alone (Oh, really?)

"Can't hang tonight but we can tomorrow." Jimmy says.

I wanna forget my bad days, all my bad days

I hang up and sigh.

"Fuck!" I say.

And be okay, and be okay

I wish Liv was famous again. I wish everything would go back to normal.

Time Skip

"Baby." Someone says.

I open my eyes and see Olivia.

"Please tell me I'm not dating Iris." I say.

"What?" Olivia asks.

"Oh, thank God." I say sitting up.

Spend my spare change down at the arcade

I cup her cheeks and kiss her.

And then I'll say, I'll say

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry for not being understanding about this and not saying I love you on the phone. I took you for granted, you're irreplaceable." I say.

I wanna forget my bad days, all my bad days

"You should blackout more often." Olivia says.

And be okay, and be okay

"Oh god, please, no." I say.

Spend my spare change down at the arcade

Olivia laughs and I smile.

And then I'll say, I'll say

"What if we did nothing together every Friday, no excuses?" Olivia asks.

I wanna forget my bad days, all my bad days (Oh-oh-oh)

"Sounds good to me." I say.

And be okay, and be okay (Oh)

Olivia smiles and I kiss her.

Spend my spare change down at the arcade (Oh-oh)

"I love you." Olivia says.

And then I'll say, I'll say

"I love you too." I say.

Everything sucks
Just kidding

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This dog is from hell, she's been ran over by three different cars and won't die 🤨

She even came in my room farted and then ran out 🤕

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