Chapter 18




nick: no problem, y/n even if you broke my heart ( he let out a small chuckle) I still care about you


y:I care about you two


you guys hugged


mom: umm y/n I called residence and umm they don't have a dorm for you, they're all being used but they will have one the next semester


y: umm it's fine, i'll figure something out


mom: you always do


the weekend passed by quickly and you went back to ucla. You had no idea where you were gonna stay, you went to the frat house


kio: umm y/n I didn't know you were coming


y: yeah neither did I


kio: i'll call jaden and tell him to come ov-


y: no ! no


you laughed


y: umm i'm actually here cause I wanna talk to josh


kio: okay okay, umm JOSH ! COME DOWN HERE


josh: why ?!I told you that I don't wanna talk to anyone I just wanna talk to y/n but she doesn't answer my calls or-


y: hey j


osh: y/n!


y: umm can we talk


josh: yeah of course, come in


you smiled and you guys went to josh's room


y: so umm i've been thinking about you and-


josh: i'm so so sorry for not telling you, I tried, trust me, I really tried, I just didn't wanna hurt you


y: I understand, and I forgive you


josh: you have no idea how happy I am to hear that


y:I miss my best friend, I really need you


josh: i missed you too


he hugged you


y: one favor


josh: sure tell me


y: umm I don't have anywhere to stay


josh: how come ?


y: well when I moved in with Jaden I left my dorm and nessa got a new roommate and I don't wanna live with Jaden and they told me that they don't have a dorm available


josh: that's not a problem, if you wanna stay here i'm sure we can make room


y: thank you


josh: no need to thank me, want me to get the rest of your stuff from the apartment ?


y: please, I just don't wanna see him right now


josh: yeah don't worry i'll just tell kio and anthony to help me and we will be right back


you smiled


josh: umm you can use jaden's old room, it's empty, and you have a desk, a bed, closet and your own bathroom


y: thanks


he showed you to your room and he left to get your stuff they came back and you started to organize your stuff when all of a sudden you hear jaden


jaden: WHERE IS SHE !?


josh: GO ! NOW !


jaden: man please I wanna talk to her


josh: not today, please-


you went downstairs


josh: i'm sorry y/n I tried to stop him


y: it's okay


jaden: please can we talk ?


y: If I agree, will you please leave me alone


he nodded and you guys went outside


jaden: i'm so sorry I hurt you, but I love you, please, I can't be without you, please, these past few days have been hell for me


y: FOR ME TOO!


jaden: then forgive me, please I promise you I will never hurt you again, I need you


y: don't say that !


jaden: why ?!


y: because i'll come back to you !


jaden: And is that so bad ?


y: YES ! YOU PLAYED ME ! if you're here for me to give you a second chance then goodbye


you turned around but he grabbed your hand and turned you around


jaden: y/n please let me explain


y: NOTHING YOU SAY WILL CHANGE ANYTHING !


you started to cry


y: I don't even know who you are !


jaden: you do, yes you do


y: I was just a game to you jaden


jaden: when you rejected me I thought that the bet was a good idea, when I made that bet I had no idea I was gonna fall in love with you


y: don't


jaden: y/n I lied about a lot of things-


y: JADEN DON'T !


jaden: I've lied about a lot of things but I have never lied to you, not once, about how I feel about you


you started to cry so bad


jaden: i'm so sorry, but I promise you that when I actually got to know you I felt so bad about the bet I wanted it to go away-


y: and what ? not tell me about it ? hoping that I wouldn't find out !?


jaden: I just felt like an asshole and I knew telling you was gonna hurt you-


y: when I think about how I defended you to my family ! Curtis! and the whole time you were just using me


jaden: I'm sorry i'm such an idiot. i am such an idiot, I am a jerk, but I swear I regret doing the bet


y:I gave you EVERYTHING ! and you just- you just played me, congratulations jaden, you fucked me, you didn't just actually fuck me, but fucked me emotionally !


jaden: I gotta say something, this thing of ours, I know what I've done, I broke your heart in a million ways and god I am so sorry for that, but something changed.me


jaden started crying


jaden: i'm sorry, i'm sorry, I was different then...you're the only light i've ever known, you changed............me y/n


y: I believe that, I love you jaden but I can't forgive you, at least not now


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