Chapter 33

When Fu Xun drove to the address given by Ruan Yu, he felt familiar for a while.

This was the last time, almost a month ago, he and Ruan Yu had dinner together, and Ruan Yu gave him an address.

At that time, Ruan Yu told him that he lived here.

He walked downstairs to the unit and saw Du Chen unexpectedly. It was a bit cold in winter, but he was wearing one piece, and Fu Xun felt cold when he saw it.

He was still swearing when he came. In the middle of the night, Ruan Yu ran away from home, and Chen Du, a big man, didn't care when he sat at home?

It seems to be out of control now.

The cigarette butt at Du Chen's feet fell to the ground.

Raising his head, he saw someone coming, "Ruan Yu was looking for you?"

Fu Xun nodded and asked him, "What's going on?"

Du Chen looked at him, not knowing where to start.

It was all good at first, he picked Ruan Yu home, Ruan Yu's face was flushed red by the wind, and he brought a hot water bottle to cover him in the car.

Ruan Yu buried her face in the hot water bottle and sighed comfortably.

Then he started chatting in the co-pilot's position, talking about what he saw today, that he was praised by his peers, and that he liked the job.

"A lot of people came today! A lot of people were watching me from below, and my nervous hands were shaking when I just got up! Fortunately, I didn't embarrass Brother Fu Xun."

Well, yes, amazing.

Ruan Yu continued: "There are still many people who come to ask me for my contact information. I have added at least 100 friends today. If I knew it earlier, I would put the WeChat account on the work permit."

Hmm...? ? Um? ?

Du Chen's expression remained the same, and he said calmly, "It would be good to know more people."

Ruan Yu nodded and smiled out of the small pear vortex on both sides of her cheeks.

All right, Ruan Yu is happy.

There is no doubt that Chen Du is the king of vinegar in East Asia, maybe it is the reincarnation of old vinegar. When he was a dog, even the weak chicken next door had to show strategic contempt in his heart, and when he was a human being, he even enjoyed the vinegar of Fu Xun's omega.

But-that's normal social behavior, right? Although he always felt that everyone was thinking about Ruan Yu, he couldn't just take care of other people's social affairs because of this, right?

If Ruan Yu really fell in love with others, it would be because he, Chen Du, was incompetent! Even if they get along day and night, they can't even hold a man.

...Damn, even though he said so rationally, Du Chen still wanted to smuggle out the malicious alpha or beta on Ruan Yu's list and secretly block them.

He interprets this as the alpha's desire for exclusiveness, which is definitely not his own little belly!

When he got home, Du Chen went to the kitchen consciously, and Ruan Yu undressed and took a shower. After half an hour it came out wet.

He sat on the edge of the bed, lowered his head and dried his hair, the hairdryer started to work, the hot air was humming, and within half a minute, his hand was touched.

Du Chen took the hair dryer in his hand and said, "I'm coming."

Ruan Yu squinted, feeling the strength on the top of her head, and wanted to meow comfortably. Serving as a disabled person in life, the kind that cannot live without Chen Du.

He didn't want to get up this morning, and even the tie in his formal suit was tied for him by Du Chen.

After blowing his head with the hairdryer, Du Chen rubbed it.

Ruan Yu's hair has improved a lot, and it feels soft. Chen Du is very satisfied, and this is one of the fruits of his recent labor.

Think of him as a strong man! Now not only can I cook, but I also do a series of additional labors such as prenatal education, blowing hair, cutting nails, dressing people, etc... I always feel like I have graduated from the male Durban class.

If it wasn't for his love for Ruan Yu, he felt that he was about to fall in love with himself.

When his hair was almost dry, Du Chen put down the hairdryer and said "put more on". He got up and was about to go back to the kitchen to have a look when his sleeves were pulled.

He turned back. Asked: "What's wrong?"

Ruan Yu's face turned red to the bottom of his ears in that instant.

Then he stared at Du Chen with wet eyes and asked him: "Can you...can you let me kiss?"

It was all good.

Then, Du Chen hesitated for a moment.

He couldn't even explain why he hesitated. Probably, just because. Ruan Yu would never be able to say such a sentence later.

After only hesitating for a while, the smile on Ruan Yu's face disappeared.

He said, "I'm sorry, it's abrupt."

...

It was all good.

In fact, Du Chen has not smoked for a long time. Ruan Yu does not like the smell of cigarettes, and he has no special hobby for nicotine. The cigarette case has been used as a display for a long time.

He pinched the cigarette and said to Fu Xun, "Ruan Yu suddenly remembered that he had a house before, and asked me why I didn't tell him."

Fu Xun was stunned after hearing this, "Then why didn't you tell him?"

"I... ..." Chen Du originally wanted to say "me", but he swallowed half of the words abruptly, "His dog died there. There was blood on the walls and carpet. I took care of the dog, and the rest haven't had time to clean up. So I haven't told him."

And he didn't really want to clean up. There is Ruan Yu's home.

He wasn't even a guest, no matter the good or bad memories, it was always Ruan Yu's memories.

The door of the unit is locked and cannot be entered.

Fu Xun glanced at Du Chen and made a phone call.

The call was quickly connected.

Ruan Yu's voice was very low, and she replied, "Brother Fu Xun."

"Well, it's me." Fu Xun replied, "I went downstairs to your house, but I can't get in. What's the password?"

Fu Xun raised his hand and entered four zeros.

The door opened.

He said to the person on the phone, "Okay, I'll be up right away."

Fu Xun hung up the phone, turned his head and asked him, "Together?"

"He's emotionally unstable..." Du Chen said, and when he was talking, He stared at the ground without raising his head, "Just go. He said he didn't want to see me."

"Huh?" Fu Xun raised his eyebrows, "Okay, whatever."

Then he walked in.

Fu Xun entered the elevator and went upstairs. After reaching the floor, he turned left and right, and finally arrived at the door of Ruan Yu's house.

Ruan Yu was sitting on the ground, next to the door, still wearing pajamas. A fluffy clump.

A pair of legs suddenly appeared in his sight, and Ruan Yu raised his head.

Then he called out, "Brother Fu Xun."

Actually, in terms of age, Fu Xun was actually a few days younger than Ruan Yu. But he was too lazy to correct it, and it was cool to hear Ruan Yu call him a few times.

He squatted down in front of Ruan Yu and said, "Hey, I'm here."

Ruan Yu turned his head to the side, and

Fu Xun asked him, "Why don't you go in? It's so cold outside."

Ruan Yu replied in a low voice, "No The key. The key under the carpet is gone."

"Then you should also find a hotel to live in, what's the cold wind blowing here."

"I don't have an ID card." Ruan Yu's voice was muffled.

Fu Xun pulled the man off the ground, bent down and patted the ashes on the knees of his clothes for him, and asked with a slight smile, "Then what are your plans now, young master."

"..." I don't know.

When he ran out, he was just on impulse. Du Chen stopped him, and Ruan Yu bit him on the arm. With a lot of force, he saw the stunned look on Du Chen's face.

He knew it wasn't good...but he was so sad.

Ruan Yu didn't want to do this.

The overwhelming sadness almost overwhelmed him, he just didn't want to see him.

And Ruan Yu clearly realized that the sadness came from himself, but not himself.

Ruan Yu didn't know whether he wanted to find the lost memories, but now fate helped him choose. He remembered more and more things.

The more he thought about it, the more sad he became.

Just thinking about these, he was so painful, what about himself who has experienced all this completely?

Chen Du was very kind to him.

But the better, the more Ruan Yu felt sad. Is this love for him?

Until now, he remembered how the divorce agreement was signed, and Du Chen turned and left with cold brows.

He walked easily.

You love him, from beginning to end.

When he first got married, he was the happiest time. Now, he looks at the scene in his memory like an outsider.

Back then, he looked just as innocent as he does now, except for his youthful skin.

Why didn't you think about it in the first place, and why do you still think about it now?

Ruan Yu did not speak for a long time.

So Fu Xun asked, "Would you like to stay at my house? Although I only have one bed, we can squeeze together."

Fu Xun thought he was a bachelor and didn't want to get married again. When he renovated it, he only bought a king size bed. Make him roll twice on the bed.

Ruan Yu didn't answer, but nodded.

For some reason, Fu Xun always had the illusion that he was engaging in human trafficking.

The two of them waited for the elevator one after the other. The tempered door of the elevator is a little reflective, and there are painless traffic advertisements posted on it, which is irritating.

Ruan Yu suddenly asked, "Brother Fu Xun... Can I ask you something?"

Fu Xun was taken aback, then replied, "You said."

Then he heard Ruan Yu asked, "How did you break up?"

This time, Fu Xun was completely stunned.

It wasn't until the elevator ding "ding" that Fu Xun recovered from his thoughts.

He opened his mouth and said, "I thought Du Chen didn't tell you..." The

breakup happened seven years ago, almost eight years ago. If it really made him think, he really couldn't tell the journey in his heart at that time.

When he was going to study abroad, Du Chen wanted to get married directly. So there was a quarrel.

He is young, what is he getting married?

When you get married, you should go to bed, go to bed, and in case someone forcibly does not wear a condom and becomes pregnant later, do you still read this book?

After I was born, I cried and called my father all day, do you care or not?

Yes, children can be knocked out. But then it really won't be overwhelmed?

family and career. Why should he take care of both sides?

If the law permits, he also wants to marry an omega or beta. He goes out to earn money to support the family, his legal partner does the housework for him at home, and he occasionally cleans a room himself.

...that life is horrible. Fu Xun didn't want to use marriage to see how reliable this alpha was.

He walked very quickly, and Du Chen agreed very simply, and neither side looked back.

Fu Xun was sad for a while, after all, having been in a relationship for four years, it is impossible to say that there is no relationship at all, but that's it. What else could it be? The world is not only about love and love, life must continue.

This is why he originally hoped that Ruan Yu could stay and work. Finding something to do is better than thinking about it all day.

Fu Xun struggled for a while, then replied, "Three views are different."

Ruan Yu said "um".

When the elevator reached the first floor, Ruan Yu stopped.

Because he saw Duchen Chen. He didn't expect to see him.

When he got downstairs, he took a taxi and waited silently by the side of the road. When he got into the car, he didn't see anyone. He always thought that Du Chen didn't follow.

Ruan Yu's first reaction was, why did he wear so little?

There were tears in the eyes. The heart is holding an umbrella for you.

There are still seven or eight missed calls on his phone.

Du Chen also saw him.

Fu Xun pushed open the door and walked out holding his wrist. Ruan Yu lowered her head from behind, not looking at him.

until he heard a call.

"Ruan Yu."

His body stiffened in that instant.

Du Chen said: "Stop making trouble, shall we go back?"

Du Chen likes to use this sentence pattern. Ask him if he is okay?

It's like asking for his opinion, but he clearly knows that he listens to him every time.

Ruan Yu replied, "I'm sorry. I don't want to see you yet. Can I calm down a bit?" He paused and continued, "You should go back early too, it's cold outside."

After that, he followed Fu Xun . gone.

In fact, his will is not very firm.

Maybe Chen Du just screamed, and he turned his head and went back. Who let him be like this all the time, it's no good.

But Chen Du did not.

Fu Xun's car has a car DJ.

There was an old male voice singing. "Under the same roof, you gradually feel that your heart is changing..."

[You love him, maybe with hatred. ]

[Youth spent more than half of it, it turned out to be just playing with him. ]

As soon as Fu Xun heard it, what the hell did this song get in? That's not right. Cut it right away.

It turned out to be a bit late.

Fu Xun saw Ruan Yu sitting in the back row.

He was covering his face, trying to control his voice.

Fu Xun stepped on the brakes. Immediately, he stopped on the side of the road, opened the rear door, and got in.

And then hugged the person.

"Okay, okay, it's okay." He pushed Ruan Yu into his arms, "It's okay, it doesn't matter if he doesn't like you, I do like you, and I like you the first time I see you. Except for me , there are many people who like you. So do my colleagues in the company, and several people asked me about your preferences."

He patted Ruan Yu on the back.

Ruan Yu was in his arms, trembling every once in a while. Sobbing.

Fu Xun was a little helpless.

He said: "Comrade Ruan Yu, I solemnly warn you, don't cry. You only want people to like you when you laugh, you know, I'll be hard when you cry! I'm very principled and don't engage in office romances.

" At this point, Ruan Yu suddenly raised her head and looked at him, her eyes a little blank. Looking stupid.

Fu Xun looked at him like this, couldn't hold back, turned his head and covered his forehead. Laughed.

"I lied to you. Are you hungry? I'll treat you to a barbecue."

Ruan Yu hesitated for a while, then said, "I'm hungry. I don't want to eat barbecue, I want to eat egg dumplings."

Fu Xun was not good at making egg dumplings. fucking taught.

All the employees of the company said it was good. I usually have stock in my fridge.

After bringing it to the kitchen to heat it up, Ruan Yu ate eight in a row.

His mother used to tell him all the time, let him learn more craftsmanship, otherwise what if he can't marry in the future.

Fu Xun has always been noncommittal about this.

Seeing Ruan Yu eating so happily now, I suddenly feel that the first half of his mother's words still makes sense.

Ruan Yu had something in her heart and couldn't sleep well. Although she slept in two separate quilts, she was afraid of waking up Fu Xun, who was in the same bed. Slept till afternoon.

When I woke up, I didn't know what day it was.

He always felt that he had a very long dream, and this sleep didn't make him feel better, instead he felt physically and mentally exhausted.

Fu Xun was gone. Ruan Yu took out the phone from under the pillow.

No news from Du Chen. There are also no new missed calls.

Instead, Fu Xun left a message.

"On the breakfast table, I'll be back in the evening, I'll give you a day off today, and go to work as usual tomorrow."

Ruan Yu replied, "Okay." Then she lay back and covered the quilt.

***

Duchen Chen went back alone.

If someone saw him, they would probably point to his back and say with a smile, "Look at that person, he looks like a dog." It

's the kind of fight that was lost.

The dishes at home have not been washed yet.

On the coat rack was the suit jacket Ruan Yu wore today.

He coughed a few times before realizing that he might have a cold.

He had never felt cold after the wind had been blowing for so long. Now it seems that he really is not iron.

The heating in the room is always on, but Du Chen's heart is cold.

He sent Fu Xun a message.

"Shoes are size 42 and clothes are 175. Come and get them from me. He can't eat spicy food. Let him drink a glass of milk before going to bed, and remember to heat it up."

After a while, Fu Xun replied coldly.

Fu Xun: What kind of lover are you pretending to be in front of me?

Fu Xun: Also, your avatar? If I remember correctly, it was the photo I took with you back then, right? Do you have a hole in your brain? You haven't changed it yet.

Fu Xun: Tsk. Ruan Yu said that he didn't want to see you. fell asleep. Don't go back. Looking so fucking pissed.

Chen Du closed his eyes and felt a headache and wanted to vomit.

Ruan Yu said he didn't want to see him.

Then he... should also respect his decision.

He no longer understands what is right and what is wrong.

No one told him what to do.

if.

Du Chen thought, if I can only make him feel pain.

Wouldn't it be better to let him go?

Even if he thinks about it, he feels sad, and he doesn't want to think about it.