Chapter 52

    The author has something to say: Front row warning:

    1. Not the text. The main text is only the last chapter. But I didn't finish it. Write when you wake up.

    2. Very cruel and bloody. Sugar on the knife edge. I abuse myself.

    3. I can't control myself. After writing it, I didn't check the typos, and I sent it to myself. I swear that the rest is candy.

    Good night.

    Extra/Thank you for sending me a bright spring

    01【Ruan Xu】

    Dad Chen Du entered the chemotherapy room.

    Before entering the operating room, he told me to leave Ruan Yu's father away so that he would not be discovered.

    Thinking of me, a middle-aged man in his forties, he would be shy to play coquettish with Ruan Yu's father and ask him to play chess with me.

    Go is good for the brain.

    Ruan Yu's father has Alzheimer's disease. When he was young, his brain was not good... It seems that he can't say the same. He lost his memory when he was young, and even more so when he is old. Sometimes when I wake up, I don't even know Du Chen's father.

    But he has always known me. Who made me his own.

    The puppies in the family are already the fourth generation of Dandan. Huskies are really not suitable for training as companion dogs, so I replaced it with a golden retriever at my own discretion. The result was good, Ruan Yu's father couldn't even remember what the first dog looked like, and he still asked me aggrievedly, "Where is the cub? Who is this dog?"

    I said, "It was specially trained to accompany you. Yes." Originally a guide dog, he was very smart and docile.

    Ruan Yu's father shook his head and said, "I don't want it, I want the cub to accompany me." The

    cub is the first dog raised by Ruan Yu's father, and has been with him for fifteen years. Now, he has been gone for nearly fifty years. .

    Chen Du's father has cancer, lung cancer. a year ago.

    After seeing the diagnosis certificate, the first thing was to bring us over to hold a family meeting. The first rule of the meeting was not to tell Ruan Yu's father about this.

    Ruan Yu's father is also getting older. In addition to Alzheimer's, he also suffered a sudden cerebral hemorrhage before. The hospital's critical illness notice was all issued, and Du Chen's father's hands trembled when he signed it.

    He writes very slowly. He has written his name on countless contracts and agreements in his life, and this is the slowest one he signed.

    Fortunately, Ruan Yu's father is safe and sound. Spent a week in ICU and came out. If you can run and jump, it's like you've never been sick.

    The two held a banquet that month, and they sent out hundreds of invitations and invited a group of people to watch them dance.

    ……I have nothing to say.

    The elderly in the family have regularly visited the hospital for check-ups since they reached the age of 60.

    So Chen Du's father's condition was discovered very early, in the early stage of lung cancer. But I don't know if I was overworked when I was young, but the cancer cells spread very fast.

    The doctor said that at this rate, he could live for about three years.

    When I heard the news, I started to cry. Dad touched my head like a child and laughed at me: "Look how old you are, and you still cry. It's a shame."

    I thought to myself, you're not ashamed, shame. Life.

    Huakang has been selling drugs for so many years, and it has sold all kinds of targeted drugs and special drugs. Only drugs that haven't been researched at all can't be sold.

    There is still no cure for lung cancer. only delay.

    The condition finally deteriorated to the point where chemotherapy was necessary.

    The doctor said that life and death are worse than life and death. Although chemotherapy can prolong life for a period of time, it will also be very painful. You have to think clearly.

    Chen Du's father sat on the chair, his momentum was the same as before.

    He replied, "I see."

    His expression was the same as the emperor's old man nodding his head and saying "I have read it."

    During the first chemotherapy, Uncle Fu also went to the hospital.

    He looked around and asked, "Where's Ruan Yu?"

    Chen Du's father, who was wearing a hospital gown and waiting to enter the hospital, waved his hand and said, "I haven't told him yet.

    " .

    "Don't tell him either." Chen Du's father smiled, his expression was like a little mischievous, "I finally found an excuse to quarrel with him, saying that I was going to run away from home. You have to tell me and I will never finish. "

    Uncle Fu Xun was silent for a long time.

    Then he sighed, "As you like."

    Dad is almost eighty years old, and when he was seventy years old, he often said that he would die without regrets in this life.

    But how could he dare to die now?

    Ruan Yu's father is still alive, how could he be willing to leave him first?

    I sat here, playing chess with Ruan Yu’s father, Ruan Tian, ​​that stinky boy, took care of his grandfather Chen Du instead of me.

    Ruan Yu's father suddenly stopped.

    "Xu Xu, aren't you happy?" He looked at me suspiciously.

    So I forced a smile: "It's just that there are too many things in the company."

    So Ruan Yu's father nodded, "Then ask your father to help you a little more." He said.

    My nose was sore and I almost cried.

    Chen Du's father is probably lying on the operating table under anesthesia, let alone help me, it is difficult to even move his fingers.

    Ruan Yu's father asked again, "When did your father come back? It's been a few days."

    Then he complained again, and said angrily: "Half of my body is going to be buried in the ground, why are you running around?"

    I laughed . He said, "He just can't be idle. I'll make a phone call later and ask."

    I secretly called Ruan Tian behind Ruan Yu's father.

    Ruan Tian said, "Dad, don't worry. Grandpa has come out. The doctor said the operation was a success."

    I hung up the phone and sat in front of the desk dumbfounded for a long time. When I regained my senses, my clothes were wet with tears.

    ...

    After the first chemo, Chen Du's father looked a lot thinner. And also bald.

    bald.

    Hey.

    02

    Chen Du put down the mirror.

    He thought about it for a while, and said to the nurse, "Liu, go buy me a wig and come back."

    Xiao Liu is actually a mixed-race, Chinese-American, American, and holds a doctorate in nursing. He taught himself Chinese and was invited by Ruan Xu from the United States at a high price.

    Xiao Liu spoke his Northeastern Mandarin from his mother and asked, "Well, Mr. Chen, what style do you want?"

    Chen Du took out his old computer and turned to the intensive repair of a popular fried chicken. Hard photo, "That's it."

    Xiao Liu said, "Okay."

    Du Chen took the mirror and glanced at it, then put it down after a while, then picked it up again, put it down again. Finally, he sighed and said, "I was much more handsome than these stars when I was young."

    Xiao Liu: "..."

    But now you are just an old man with an orange peel. Still bald, wake up.

    The wig was bought quickly, and Du Chen felt pretty good after wearing it.

    So he went back to see Ruan Yu.

    When he arrived, Ruan Yu was sitting on the sofa playing with the dog.

    This time the dog is called Tintin.

    Du Chen coughed and said, "Ruan Yu, I'm back." Ruan Yu put

    on his reading glasses, squinted for a long time, and then asked in a hesitant voice, "...Who are you?"

    The expression on Chen Du's face suddenly became complicated.

    He took the dog away from Ruan Yu, then sat beside him, touched his hand, and said with a smile, "I'm your husband, darling."

    "..."

    Ruan Yu turned her head, With an indignant face, "I don't

    have a homeless husband like you." Then he turned his head and glanced at Du Chen, "Why are you still wearing a wig?"

    Du Chen replied, "It seems that I am younger."

    This was a remark he had long thought of.

    That night, the two still slept in the same room.

    Du Chen was in pain and couldn't sleep. After holding it for a long time, I got up in the middle of the night and prepared to swallow two painkillers.

    As a result, Ruan Yu woke up in a daze, half-opened his eyes, and found that the people around him were gone.

    Then he got up and went downstairs to find that Du Chen was taking some medicine in the living room.

    Ruan Yu's heart skipped a beat, "What are you eating?"

    Seeing Ruan Yu coming down, Du Chen's expression did not change.

    He said helplessly: "What about melatonin, I can't sleep in the middle of the night. I heard that this is good for sleep? Would you like to take two?

    "

    "No. Go to sleep after eating."

    He always had this attitude towards these fancy health products.

    Seeing Ruan Yu go upstairs, Du Chen slowly breathed a sigh of relief.

    Ruan Xu once asked him, can you hide it for a while, or for a lifetime?

    Du Chen replied: "It's better to know later than to know earlier. If you know one minute later, Ruan Yu will be happy for one more minute, isn't it?" There

    were enough people who were sad for him.

    He didn't want one more Ruan Yu.

    03

    After the second treatment, Du Chen lay in bed for a long time before slowly regaining his mobility.

    Ruan Xu called him and said, "Dad, I can't hide it. Recently, Ruan Yu's father asked me where you were every day."

    Before this chemotherapy, Chen Du didn't quarrel with Ruan Yu. He specially chose the days when Ruan Yu was ill to go to chemotherapy.

    When he went out, Ruan Yu didn't remember him.

    Sometimes Du Chen also thought that it would be better if Ruan Yu's illness was more serious. Better to forget him completely.

    Then he can close his eyes without any burden.

    But in the blink of an eye, I was reluctant.

    If Ruan Yu dared to forget him, he...he would cry secretly under the quilt.

    Du Chen changed into civilian clothes, chose a sunny day, and called Ruan Yu in the back garden of the hospital.

    video call.

    "I was climbing the mountain with some old friends before. The signal in the mountain is not good. I haven't received your call." Du Chen said, "Don't worry, I'm fine. I'll be right back."

    "...How can mountain climbing be called running around?" What? I'm not like you, I have a bad memory. I forgot the way home after I went out."

    "Don't worry, I'll be right back."

    Du Chen pointed at the front camera of the phone, revealing a large Smile.

    04

    Chen Du's father was unable to go back in the end.

    The surgery was done by a foreign doctor. Originally, the doctor said that he could be discharged from the hospital.

    When he was about to be discharged from the hospital, Du Chen's father's condition deteriorated.

    This time, I can't hide it anymore.

    When Ruan Yu's father heard the news, he didn't stand still and knelt on the ground.

    Ruan Tian quickly helped him up.

    After a long time, his out-of-focus pupils slowly stared at my face.

    "...are you serious?"

    I nodded with red eyes.

    He held my arm, no, he grabbed my arm.

    "Take me to the hospital."

    His voice was choked, and in the end, it became a cry, "I want to see him."

    He cried so hard in the car that he couldn't even straighten his waist. All comforting words seemed pale.

    Ruan Tian whispered something to him. I don't know which sentence worked. Ruan Yu's father finally stopped crying.

    Later, I went to ask Ruan Tian what he said.

    Ruan Tian said, "I told Grandpa Ruan Yu that Grandpa didn't want to make you sad so he kept it from you. Are you going to see him crying later?"

    05

    The doctor said a lot, the foreign doctor and nurse Xiao Liu As a translator, he cracked a lot of words, and translated a meaning: there is no help, wait for death.

    So Chen Du went back and waited to die.

    No more chemotherapy and targeted drugs.

    He still suffers from the pain, but most of the time it doesn't hurt much.

    Occasionally when he fell ill, Ruan Yu would hold him in his arms and pat him on the back again and again.

    In fact, this did not relieve the pain, but Du Chen felt much better.

    I miss you so much.

    I'm sorry, but this time I have to leave you one step first.

    One day, Du Chen seemed to have a premonition in his heart.

    He got up early in the morning, and with the help of his assistant, went to Huakang headquarters for a circle. Back home at noon.

    Ruan Yu was waiting for him.

    Du Chen looked at him with soft eyes, vaguely reminiscent of those who were in full bloom back then.

    "I want to drink porridge." When I was young, I often disliked it.

    I'm afraid I won't have the chance to try it again.

    Ruan Yu was a little surprised, he said, "Okay, I'll cook it for you." Then he got up and went into the kitchen.

    When he instructed the nanny to come out with the porridge, he was stunned.

    Du Chen sat on the sofa and closed his eyes quietly. Quiet without even the ups and downs of breathing.

    He left the babysitter behind and walked to the sofa.

    He stuck out a finger and put it under Chen Du's nose.

    out of breath.

    Ruan Yu's eyes turned red in that instant.

    "Ah..." He grew his mouth, but couldn't make any sound. He could only squeeze out a broken tone from his throat, "Ah...ah..."

    Ruan Yu cried hysterically.

    Du Chen on the sofa suddenly opened his eyes at this moment.

    "I lied to you, I'm scared." He said this triumphantly, and even a dog smiled.

    There were still tears on Ruan Yu's face.

    He was stunned for a while, then he wanted to slap him with an angry slap, but he stopped abruptly because he was reluctant to start.

    "Dog thing!" Ruan Yu cursed.

    As expected of an old bastard who can deceive people! All this to scare him.

    That night, everyone in the family was there.

    However, their family members are small, only five people are counted.

    Ruan Yu went to pick up the water, and Du Chen suddenly waved to Ruan Xu.

    Ruan Xu walked up to him and asked him, "Dad, what's the matter?"

    Du Chen looked at him and said solemnly, "Ruan Yu will be handed over to you in the future."

    The expression on Ruan Xu's face froze.

    "Why do you suddenly say this?" He squeezed out a far-fetched smile, "I don't dare to rob you."

    Chen Du coughed twice, his expression more serious than ever before, and said sharply, "Did you hear me?!

    Ruan Xu bit his lower lip, then nodded: "...Okay." So

    Du Chen was relieved.

    That night, Du Chen was lying on the bed and suddenly whispered, "Ruan Yu."

    "Huh?" Ruan Yu opened his eyes in the darkness.

    Du Chen said again: "Big baby."

    Ruan Yu blushed and asked, "What's wrong?"

    "I love you."

    Without warning, Ruan Yu suddenly cried when she heard this sentence. stand up.

    "Why are you telling me this in the middle of the night?"

    No answer.

    "Director Chen?"

    ... No answer.

    "Director Chen..." Ruan Yu turned on the light, lay beside his pillow, and said in a low voice, "Wake up."

    The person lying on the bed did not answer, and would never answer again. .

    In the middle of the night, Ruan Xu was sleeping soundly when suddenly he heard crying from the next room.

    06

    I beg you. Chen Du.

    You lied to me so many times in your life.

    Will you lie to me one more time?

    07

    Chen Du's father was buried. According to him, there was no funeral.

    Ruan Yu's father couldn't eat for several days, and I was about to cry.

    One morning, a dog barked suddenly in front of the gate of the villa.

    The nanny opened it and found that it was a golden retriever. It seemed that it was the one I bought for Ruan Yu's father and gave it as a gift.

    I was going to have the nanny send it back.

    The dog struggled, then ran to Ruan Yu's father's feet.

    It rubbed Ruan Yu's father's trouser legs, and then stopped.

    Even if the nanny pulls the dog on the leash and pulls it out, it will not move, and will keep leaning towards Ruan Yu's father.

    So, Ruan Yu's father, who had been wandering all the time, finally woke up.

    "...Where did the dog come from?" he asked.

    The golden retriever called out in a low voice.

    Wagged his tail.

    It glanced at Ruan Yu, then spat out a ring from the dog's mouth.

    I know this ring. Chen Du's father always wore it during his lifetime. It was his and Ruan Yu's father's wedding ring.

    In the end, I didn't know where to go.

    I saw that Ruan Yu's father's eyes suddenly widened.

    ...

    Very good, Ruan Yu's father started to eat again.

    It was the Husky Tintin that fell out of favor.

    This golden retriever was given a new name by Ruan Yu's father.

    called Dudu.

    After half a year in 2008

    , Ruan Yu's father also passed away. die of natural old age.

    That dog also died on the same day. On the day that Ruan Yu's father died, Duduhao cried for a long time. It was gone that night.

    I followed his will and buried them both together.

    09

    Chen Du's epitaph only wrote one sentence: "This person's greatest achievement in this life: marrying Ruan Yu." There

    is also a line of small characters below, "Please Baidu for the rest of the achievements."

    Ruan Yu's tomb is next to him, above I only wrote one sentence -

    "Thank you for sending me a bright spring."

    [End of the story]