Chapter 21

Ruan Yu has always believed in him unconditionally.

Like believing that the Earth is round, that there is a moon in the sky and that there are seven days in a week.

Not until today.

Only then did he realize that he had been deceived by Du Chen for so long. So how many of the "work overtime", "going out for entertainment" and "I don't know" he said are true?

He covered his face and took a deep breath, feeling pitiful and ridiculous.

The heating was on in the room but Ruan Yu felt very cold.

It's just that he wanted to marry Chen Du at the beginning, so who could blame him?

Nothing.

It's already over.

Ruan Yu found Fu Xun in the contact list, and the words of resignation lingered on his lips, but he didn't say it.

In all fairness, Fu Xun treats him well, despite the short understanding.

Ruan Yu even admired him. He feel that his life is free, easy and comfortable, and his methods are still powerful.

If he could be as powerful as Fu Xun, his parents wouldn't think about recruiting people.

He got married before he got his diploma from college. When he got married, he was twenty-one. After graduation, he joined his parents' company. Unfortunately, he didn't do anything.

Now if he can go back, he will probably pour the water in his brain severely.

He thought he could be a young master for a lifetime.

Ruan Yu turned off the phone and lay back on the bed. He covered his head with a quilt.

In Du Chen's eyes, it was Ruan Yu who was swiping his phone and a faint smile on the corner of his mouth suddenly solidified.

After a while, he fell back on the bed in silence.

It doesn't look like a good omen by any means.

Chen Du put his paws on the bed and asked him, "What's wrong with you, my treasure?"

Ruan Yu did not respond.

"Didn't you agree to go to the hospital in the afternoon?" Du Chen began to bark reluctantly, "Take care of me, don't be bored, okay?"

Hey, you don't say anything, how do I know you're thinking? Ruan Yu, let me tell you, I'm going to be angry if you do this!

... Forget it, he doesn't dare to yell at Ruan Yu now.

Life is not easy, the dog sighed.

Du Chen tried hard to get on the bed.

All three legs were on the bed but unfortunately, the remaining one couldn't get up. The whole dog hung on the edge of the bed and kept falling down because of gravity...

I hate it!

"Boom"

The husky failed to climb the bed and fell back onto the carpet. But although the result was not good, his goal was achieved.

Ruan Yu poked his head out of the bed, looked down and got out of bed, squatting in front of him.

Ruan Yu asked anxiously, "Cub, are you alright?"

I'm fine... It's just that my butt hurts a bit...

Du Chen had an idea.

He kept his belly upturned and began to cry "Wang woo woo~".

Although this move is a bit shameful, it doesn't match hid status as a domineering president at all.

Fuck, I've become a dog, so why bother with it so much? Can an overbearing president make Ruan Yu happy?

Cannot!

Can you, as a dog?

- Can!

Therefore, Lao Tzu is no longer a human being. It is better to be a dog than a human being.

Du Chen praised his ideological awareness, found a comfortable position in Ruan Yu's arms and continued to babble with his tail wagging.

Ruan Yu took the dog into his arms and checked it, he can't see anything wrong with it.

Puppy seems to be more clingy than before... it twisted in his arms. It's okay to twist and whisper like a little milk puppy.

Ruan Yu couldn't hold back, he laughed.

Just laugh, just laugh.

Ruan Yu didn't lie back on the bed and continued to lie down sickly, Du Chen secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

He changed his clothes and tied the dog leash to Du Chen again. He felt cold when he walked to the door, so he turned around and put a scarf on himself.

Ruan Yu drove a rare car, while the husky sits in the back seat. Holding a pink doll, he secretly observed the driver.

... The little face was pale and the bangs had grown a lot, Ruan Yu used a clip to clamp it. The exposed face looked thinner.

It looks distressing.

There was no way, he had stayed at home for so long and had roughly discovered that Ruan Yu didn't seem to like eating very much. Every half-bowl of rice was not as big as a palm.

Du Chen wanted to shake his shoulder and ask him, "Have you become an immortal? Do you live by photosynthesis?"

But he was a dog and Ruan Yu couldn't understand it.

Du Chen thought, maybe next time he should have dinner with Ruan Yu and start a hunger strike to protest or something.

Ruan Yu won't eat him.

Anyway, this stupid dog is fat and will not starve to death for a while.

After driving for nearly an hour, we drove to a private hospital called "He Mu".

It occupies a large area and there is a small church next to it. The shadow of the commercial building can be seen not far away but it is unusually quiet here.

Looking at this decoration, the cost is estimated to be low.

Du Chen jumped out of the car and followed Ruan Yu into the hospital.

A nurse came up and said, "Sir, we have a special pet room..."

Ruan Yu replied softly, "I made an appointment with Dr. Zhao. He said that dogs can be brought in. I will pay for the disinfection costs after that."

He was a father for the first timeand he had no experience, let alone a reference. He was still widowed and had to do everything by himself.

Although most of the forum posts are filled with a strong sense of pseudoscience, there are even sensational titles such as "I really gave birth to alpha after eating XX capsules".

Some of them still helped Ruan Yu. For example, tell him which private hospitals are overcharging and which ones are more expensive but provide good service.

So Ruan Yu picked and chose such a private hospital, make an appointment with a doctor online.

In fact, Ruan Yu has never decided whether to have children or not.

But he lost his appetite and tried to eat on time every day. He also went to bed on time without any sleepiness. He even went out for two steps every day and listened to songs, all for the sake of the child in his belly.

He heard that after eight weeks, the embryo can be called a fetus. Small hands and feet will slowly grow.

At this time, if he want to shed it, he need to clip it with long tweezers and then suck it out with a straw. When it is about to be pinched off, the child will keep hiding in it.

How painful that is.

He sat across from the doctor. Dr. Zhao is an old doctor with gray hair. Wearing presbyopic glasses, he looks a bit like Chen Du's grandmother with a kind smile all over his face.

Du Chen was tied to one side and the whole dog collapsed tightly, while listening to the conversation between the two.

The doctor said, "Ruan Yu...you made an appointment for an NT examination, let me take a look..." She lowered her head and turned over the medical records.

Ruan Yu took a deep breath.

"Doctor."

Ruan Yu said, "I have been taking antidepressant drugs so far. I have searched the literature and said that it is good to stop taking the drugs during the perinatal period."

"My husband and I are divorced. My parents died in a car accident. I have no friends to trust. I haven't even told my ex-husband about the pregnancy and I haven't decided whether to tell him or not, and he may have a new family soon. I'm not short of money, but I can't control it. My own mental state may not be able to take care of it.”

"I was hesitant. In fact, I waited for it for a long time and I thought it was because of my physical problems."

At that time, Du Chen knew that he was going for the examination secretly and he told him that it was okay.

I don't need children, I am enough with you.

Ruan Yu's heart twitched suddenly, he paused and continued to say calmly: "I like it very much. I didn't really want it at first but I may not have the chance to have a child once again in my life.

"Doctor."

Ruan Yu asked in a low voice, "I can't find anyone who can help me analyze it... What do you think?"

It is his and Du Chen's child.

Ruan Yu not only liked it but actually liked him even more. He couldn't lie to himself, and his emotions were still closely related to Du Chen.

What is love, is it a physical need? Is it a chemical reaction? Is it a memory or a person?

Marriage can be divorced, photos can be lost, and habits can be changed.

It's just how to delete the files of the past few years and start over again.

Fortunately, he has passed the most difficult period of time.

What love is not love, it hurts too much. I don't want to fall in love anymore.