Ch. 103 - Caring Warriors

/Author's Note: I'm releasing this chapter very early which means you guys won't get another one for awhile. If you haven't checked my conversation message board thing. It explains everything. Also, this chapter might help\



I woke up in the bed and lightly rubbed my eyes. I sat up, stretching out my arms and yawning. As I sat there, reality hit me like a truck as flashes of last night appeared in my head. If it hadn't been for Porco...I don't know what would've happened to me last night.


Oh wait. That's right...Porco and I....Kissed.


I lightly put my hand up to my lips and my eyes widened. I kissed him! It wasn't the other way around, I'm the one who did this.


Something seemed to click in my brain and all the sudden....I felt so guilty. What would Reiner think.... He barely makes an effort to talk with me anyway. My brain hurt from all the thoughts I was processing right now and when I finally decided on taking a sick day my brain immediately went back to Warrior mode.


That meant no going to headquarters, no working, and no Warriors. That kinda made me sad since I love seeing the Warrior Candidates. I sighed and then pulled myself out of bed. I put on a simple long sleeve white shirt and some black slacks before heading downstairs. Once there, I noticed my torn pants and jacket. I needed to stitch those up.


I made myself some tea and then sat down on the couch beginning to stitch up my clothes. They eventually were good as new and I smiled triumphantly. Rest of the time I kinda just sat there, cuddled up in a blanket as I sipped my tea. I wondered how everyone was doing.


Afternoon rolled around I was still kinda just chilling. I was reading my book when I heard a knock at the door. I set down my book and tossed my blanket to the side as I made my way to the door. I opened it and came face to face with Reiner.


"Reiner," I spoke confused as to why he was here.


Then all the sudden I was attacked by four small children. I stumbled back and regained my senses as I looked down at them. They began to ramble off questions.


"Why weren't you at headquarters?!" Gabi asked.


"Are you okay?" Falco asked worriedly.


"Galliard said you had a scare last night," Udo commented. "What happened?"


"We missed you," Zofia said.


All of them just stared up at me with big doe eyes and I just giggled in amusement.


"You guys missed me and it's hasn't even been a day," I stated and chuckled.


"They really care about you," Pieck informed me as her and Reiner entered the house, closing the door behind her.


I smiled and then kneeled down giving them all a hug.


"I'm glad you guys came to see me," I said softly and then stood back up. "And yeah...I had a scare last night, but we're not going to talk about it."


They stayed for a couple of minutes, but of course they had to go back to training.


"Say bye to Ada. It's time to go," Pieck announced, motioning to the door.


They waved bye to me and all of them left with Pieck. It was then just Reiner and I, standing in my living room.


"What happened last night," Reiner asked as he stared at me.


"I don't wanna relive it please..." I murmured.


"Pock refused to tell me anything," Reiner stated.


"Pock?" I said and began to giggle. "Lemme guess, he doesn't like that name?"


"Yeah..." Reiner replied and then looked at me again. "Please, tell me what happened."


I gave a sigh and nodded, leaning against a wall.


"I was walking back from headquarters and these guys were following me. There were four of them and they grabbed me, moving me to an alley of sorts," I spoke shakily as I thought back to it. "I kept fighting back but it felt so hopeless. I was so scared....If Porco hadn't arrived when he did...I don't know...I can't even fathom..."


All the sudden Reiner hugged me and I instantly hugged him back. I hadn't realized it but I was crying. I now could feel the tears fall from my cheeks and I buried my face into his chest.


"I should have gone with you, (Y/N)," Reiner spoke softly as he rubbed my back, trying to sooth me.


"Don't start blaming yourself," I scolded and pulled away from the hug, wiping my eyes with my sleeves. "Wait....who is (Y/N)?"


"You're (Y/N)," Reiner said eyeing me suspiciously.


My eyes lit up with realization as I remember who I was.


"Oh yeah...Sorry," I said, getting my thoughts collected.


I then realized, Reiner barely talked to me until right now. Until he finally was given a reason to come check on me. As I thought more into it, it reminded me of what Eren said.


"(Y/N).....I care about you a lot. Ever since you became Queen, I just have felt this way towards you."


"You only care about me now....because I was but in danger...." I murmured.


"Huh?" Reiner said confused. "What're you talking about?"


"You've barely talked to me these past few months and now you've come to see me because something happened?!" I said peeved. "Are you so into this mission to the point where I'm just a piece on a chess board you don't want to lose?"


"Ada..." Reiner spoke.


"It's (Y/N) speaking!" I shouted at him. "Now get out of the house!"


"(Y/N) please," Reiner said.


"No. I'm done talking! Leave me alone!" I yelled and turned away. "If you don't get out of the house, I will beat you to a pulp to where it'll take an hour for you to heal."


Reiner let out a sigh and left my house, slamming the door behind him. I then fell onto my knees and began to sob. I'm so mad at him and I feel like I'm right, but am I...All I feel is hurt when it comes to him. I don't want to feel like this anymore.


As I just stayed in place for a long time, I heard someone lightly knock on my door.


"I told you to go away Reiner," I called, assuming it was him trying to come back and apologize somehow.


"It's not Reiner," a voice called and I looked up surprised.


I got up, wiping my eyes as I walked over and opened the door. I looked up to see Porco. My brain immediately switched back to my fake reality.


"Oh, hey..." I murmured.


"Are you okay?" Porco asked as he took in my appearance. "Have you been crying?"


"Yeah..." I mumbled guility.


"Was it Reiner's fault?" Porco questioned, slowly becoming angry. "I'll kill him if he hurt you Ada!"


"No. Calm down Porco," I spoke softly, grabbing his arm. "It doesn't matter. Plus, I can hardly remember what I was upset about."


He glanced at me and his eyes softened.


"It does matter if he hurt you," Porco said and then smirked. "So I'm Porco now instead of Galliard."


I blushed slightly and turned away embarrassed.


"Sorry...." I murmured.


"No. You have nothing to apologize for.." Porco said and then moved his hand up, lightly caressing my cheek. "I just want to make sure you're okay."


Something came over me and I suddenly tackled him in a hug. He was taken aback a little, but then immediately hugged me back. I liked this feeling I was having. I felt so comforted.


3rd Person


Reiner walked back down the streets of Liberio, more calm and collected. He realized in a way he had been wrong. He hadn't perceived how distant he had been to her and wanted to officially apologize.


He turned the corner to where her house was and when he saw the sight he did, he felt like his eyes were deceiving him. Porco holding his (Y/N) close to him in a hug. When did they get this friendly?


His balled up his fists and then turned away, not wanting to go anywhere near them. He felt like that was no longer the (Y/N) he knew. His (Y/N) was gone and in her stead there was Ada.






So yeah. Here you go.


I know some of you are either mad or confused about the Porco situation or think it's a bit much or maybe you like it. Idk.
I added it since I thought not only would there be drama but it would also enhance the whole Dissociative identity disorder situation that is happening to Y/N


Due to some things, I'm probably gonna cut my smoot chapter I had set aside for later in the story w/ Porco. Probably a lot of this is too much already and I'm afraid to push anything further. I know I brought up the idea a few chapter ago but idk anymore.


In other news it is currently snowing outside for me so I hope all of you are doing okay.


Anyway, bye for now

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