Holding

Isabella

Monse and I were super psyched that we got our braces out finally after almost 2 years "MAMACITAS" we stopped for a second

"Ay sabrosas" the weirdo licked his lips ringing the little bell from his little weirdo self "EWWW PINCHE COCHINO GÜEY SABES QUIEN ES MI PADRE Y MADRE?"

he did a little inspection "Perdon adios" he left but still checked us out I mean everyone knows that my dad is in prison and my mom in rehab that's why they're so cocky

"ANGELICAAA" we both looked over finding my best friend Dorinda laughing at my "uncle" Mario who was screaming at his ex's house

"ONCE IM GONE, IM GONE TH- THERE'S NOT GONNA BE A CHRISTMAS HOOKUP YOU KNOW WHY? CUZ IM GONNA BE HOOKING UP WITH OTHER CHICKS, WHITE CHICKS"

I walked over and I started laughing with her "I DON'T KNOW WHY IM SAYING THAT IT'S YOU TALK TO ME BOO" he's crazy

"MAYBE SHE'S NOT HOME" God damn it Monse Dori and I turned around trying not to laugh anymore but she kept making it harder for me

"Oh hehe hey- HEY you's?" we turned around smiling walking across the street "How was uh how's camp?" Monse and I looked at each other and shrugged

Mo ~ Mmm, tolerable mildly life-changing

M ~ Uhh I can see that

Mo ~ You can how?

M ~ You just... look I probably have to go before traffic hits

Mo ~ No prob good luck at Cal

I ~ Yeah but did you notice something different with me?

M ~ You got your braces off you look good princess

I ~ Thanks Mari but for real stop making yourself look bad in front of my dad's "homies"

D ~ I took care of Mario for a little bit

Mo & I ~ EW

M ~ It wasn't like that

D ~ So you forgot how I made you cum when I-

I ~ MOVING ON PLEASE

M ~ Can you guys keep an eye on Ruby? I don't know what that kid's gonna do without me

I ~ Sure thing

D ~ God I actually find short dudes hot

I ~ Easy girl

D ~ Oh right...

I ~ Have fun Mari byeeee

I gave him a wave as we walked away "Not cool Dori" she pouted "Sorry I'll try and tame myself" I smiled and hugged her "Good girl"

"So Monse are you coming over?" she nodded "Yeah I wanna see the guys" I smiled "Okay I race you two" I ran since we were only a block away

I made it waiting for them trying to catch my breath "I need to work out more fuck..." Dori giggled "It's so adorable hearing you cuss"

I rolled my eyes as we walked in slamming the door "We're back" Ruby seemed unfazed "Can you move that side table?" I raised my eyebrow

"No seriously don't make such a fuss I've only been gone all summer but really it's no big deal" Dori smirked at Jamal

"Ruby seriously?" he looked over her shoulder and smiled "MY BABY'S BACK" he hugged me picking me up "Uh duh"

he put me down and kissed my cheek "Oh hey Dori" she waved Ruby and I weren't together but I feel like we're close to being together "Hey, Mr. J"

I've called him that since I was a huge Joker lover I still am :) "Hey princess" so everyone and I mean everyone calls me Princess because of my parents

M ~ Guys

R ~ Fine how was camp?

M ~ Camp was fine notice anything new?

R & J ~ You got boobs

I ~ Gross... mmkay tell us when you guys are ready to leave we'll be in my room

we ran to my room and closed it "Ima use your bathroom" I smiled while laying down missing my parents I love them so much and Im really worried

I haven't heard from them "CHAVELA COME TAKE A PIC WITH ME" I got up walking over "Holll up lemme fix my lash" I looked in the mirror and alined it "Okay ready"

we heard the door close "Did those bitches really leave us?" I walked out "RUBY? MONSE? JAMAL?" silence... "Those ass faces come on let's go"

we got our stuff and left locking the door "You really like Ruby huh?" I was about to answer when I saw Jasmine chasing after them

"Ugh come on... and yes I do" we ran after but lost them except Jasmine "Hey, Jas have you seen Monse, Ruby, and Jamal?" she nodded taking hits from her inhaler

"They went that way" she pointed to the right "Mkay thanks" we picked up the pace "WAIT GUYS can I go with you?" we ran around the corner

"Holy shit..." I saw Monse talking to someone in a red impala "And looking like a fine ass hyna" I scrunched my face sick "An underaged hyna"

Make that clear Monse "Not for some" alright I got closer "It's all good you just look a little different what is it?" she sighed "My boobs?"

he shook his head a little "Nah you got your braces off" when I noticed who it was my entire mood changed "Don't wait up for me and stay here"

"No, Chavela wait" I pulled my arm away walking in front of the impala before he continued and he immediately braked getting out of the car

"I can't believe you" he walked towards me "Princess..." I don't know why I was so emotional "Don't princess me, you just hit on my friend"

he looked back at her for a second "No, my love it wasn't like that you know I'm with your mom" I was so mad I exploded "STOP LYING TO ME"

"I'm not lying prin-" I pushed him "YOU'RE NOT MY DAD AND JAZMYN IS NOT MY MOM I KNOW THE TRUTH OKAY? SO STOP LYING TO ME"

his face turned pale "Let me explain I can explain everything just get in the car and I'll take you home" I shook my head

"Why should I believe you? besides I don't need you to explain like I said I know but the thing that hurts me the most is that both of you left me alone, you both completely stopped talking to me for half... more than half of the summer why?"

I aggressively wiped my tears "Princess please come with me" I huffed "Please" he put his hand out but I hesitantly held it

he pulled me close and picked me up "I'm sorry my love" he peppered small kisses all over my face until I smiled "Come on get in"

he put me down letting me sit in the middle next to Cesar, he got in and sped away I laid my head on Cesar's shoulder "How was camp? writing camp right?"

I nodded "It was fun but I was sad that none of you responded to me" he grabbed my hand gently kissing it "I'm sorry, I'll explain"

I felt someone touch my shoulder and I quickly scratched them "OW" I turned around "Oh I'm sorry Roco but you can't scare me like that"

My dad smirked despite the lie I still consider him as my father "Almost forgot you're related to Spook" I giggled "I actually need to go to orientation"

"Alright" he busted a bitch and drove to my new school "Cesar you coming with?" he nodded and got out along with my dad

"You can stay we'll be quick" he frowned "I promise we'll be fast please stay" he nodded and leaned against his car taking out a small joint

"Come on" I held his hand as we walked inside they gave us directions from where to where "So... tell me everything"

C ~ What are you talking about?

I ~ I'm not gonna ask again and if I'm made to, you know what's gonna happen

C ~ Alright

I ~ So?

C ~ What do you wanna know?

I ~ Let's start off with our big brother, when did he get out?

C ~ Six weeks ago

I ~ And Jazmyn?

C ~ Same thing

I ~ I'm gonna need more details, Cesar

C ~ They got out six weeks ago today, she went to pick him up I was with Ruby and when I came back it was endless fucking alright? they've been at it since they got out except now it's less cuz... I actually don't know but I did something

I ~ That's disgusting poor you... whatchu do?

C ~ I said I... I claimed Monse

I ~ YOU DID WHAT? WHY?

C ~ At first I thought Oscar wanted to get at her but turns out it was the other Santos and I wanted to protect her

I ~ Ok but what did you say I know you have to... did you sleep with Monse?

C ~... I-

I ~ YOU TOTALLY DID

C ~ YOU CAN'T TELL ANYONE PRINCESS

I ~ Hmmm I don't know...

C ~ ISABELLA IM SERIOUS

I ~ Ooooh okay full name gotcha my lips are zipped

C ~ Why are you lowkey giving me shit when you got something going on with Ruby

I ~... I don't know what you're talking about...

C ~ OH... I'm not gonna ask again and if I'm made to, you know what's gonna happen

I ~ You're not funny you can't use my words against me

C ~ I just did

I ~ So disrespectful but umm I like him whatever but I'm not allowed to date, especially him

C ~ I saw you talking to Dario

I ~ He's my best friend

C ~ Right cuz this looks like "best friends"

My heart dropped "Where did you find that?" he smiled "If you say anything I'll show Oscar and Jazmyn" I gasped "You're blackmailing me?"

he nodded cockily "Fine I'll keep quiet... let's go before he storms in here shooting" I grabbed his hand and walked out of school...

Jazmyn

J ~ Wassup babe?

O ~ She knows

J ~ I'm gonna need details grouch

O ~ Princess knows the truth about everything we already talked a little more but I need you here

J ~ Oh fuck me... ok I'll be over in a little

O ~ Want me to pick you up? I'm gonna do something real quick

J ~ Text me when you're here

O ~ Alright see you, baby

J ~ Love, you be careful

O ~ Always

I walked out of my room "WHAT DO YOU MEAN I DON'T HAVE MY OWN ROOM? IT'S ONLY BEEN 4 HOURS" I chuckled and he glared at me so I glared back

"Abuelita's room is flooded from the broken washer so she's gonna have to sleep in your room till we can dry it out" I went to the kitchen and grabbed a snack

"Did you try renting a WetVac?" she sighed "Papi thinks that there might be mold" I walked back to the living room and threw myself on the couch waiting for Oscar to pick me up

R ~ SO

M ~ So she can't sleep in there

R ~ Maaa, she grew up in a adobe hut she'll be fine

J ~ Oh that's fucked up

R ~ Shush... wait why can she sleep with Jazmyn?

M ~ Oh we-

J ~ NO I need my own room with my own bathroom ma you know this

M ~ In a way it's good to keep that boy out of your room

J ~ I don't talk to him anymore we broke up anyway I need my own space right now mommy

R ~ Don't fall for that ma

M ~... Ruby-

J ~ HA

R ~ SHUT UP

J ~ I will beat your little ass

M ~ ENOUGH

we heard a honk outside "That's my ride" I got up throwing the trash away "Where are you going and with who?" I groaned "Out with Luna and Blair"

she gave me that motherly look "I'll behave I promise no more trouble come on ama you seen me doing better" she gave in "Alright don't be out too late"

I hugged her "Okay thank you see you later Rubs" I ran outside and quickly got inside the car making him speed away before they found out I lied

I looked around "Uh where is she?" he looked at me "What?" I smiled "Stop looking at me like that" I crossed my legs "She's in the house with Cesar and the guys"

I nodded "Alright for real why you looking at me like that? you acting weird and I'm the weirdo soooo" he chuckled and parked inside the drive-way

"You're beautiful" I didn't know how to react so I playfully smacked his arm "Shut up" we got out of the car "I'm serious" I turned red and smiled

"AYE JAZ" I turned around "What?" one of the Santos smirked "You still in high school?" I nodded "Yup this is my last year" I felt him hug me from behind

"What about it?" I rolled my eyes ignoring Oscar "Why what did you have in mind?" before he could answer Oscar wrapped his arm around my neck playfully

He started whispering in my ear how he would beat anyone who tried to get with me blah blah blah "Mom? dad?" he got off of me "What are you doing?"

all the Santos starting 'oohing' "Shut up hey princess your dad is really loving that's all" she was so beautiful I walked towards her

"You are so beautiful" I hugged her it took her time to hug me and it kind of hurt me so I whispered in her ear "I'm so sorry mamas I-" she pulled away

"It's okay I already talked to dad I just- it'll be weird if I stop calling you mom and dad I know you are just the girlfriend of my older brother but if you-"

I kissed her little face "You can call me whatever you feel comfortable with ok?" she nodded "I fucking love you" I squeezed her

"LANGUAGE" I laughed letting her go "Alright now that we're good what do you wanna do?" she looked around "Are you guys hungry?"

all the Santos immediately said yes "Can we make aguachiles? pleaseeee" I nodded "Anything for you" I looked at the girls and motioned to come in

"Um you girls go in I need to speak to this one for a second ok?" they smiled walking inside the door closed and we both looked at the Santos

"Who told her?" everyone was silent "Everyone lost their voice or what?" Rio stood up "She's smart I wouldn't put anything passed her"

I breathed out slowly and looked at Oscar "We gotta do better" I walked inside and helped them out "CESAR" he looked at me and smiled

"JAZZY" we hugged tightly "Damn you grew" we pulled away "Yeah hey I'm sorry for being so distant I-" I kissed his head "I know and no hard feelings"

"I'll keep my eye on Oscar" I smiled "Please do and let me know if he does anything stupid" he nodded "Don't worry he love's you"

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Isabella

Yesterday was fun I even saw Monse but before I could say hi she left with Jamal, Cesar said it was cuz of what he said I was really mad at him but I understand why

Tonight mom and I were watching a movie while dad stayed out late with his friends I've missed my friends but they wouldn't answer me, I think it's because of Cesar...

everything was fine until we heard the guys 'bark' we looked at each other and got up "Stay behind me ok?" I nodded she opened the door

"Babe what's going on?" he motioned us to shh and to go over to him, mom got on the house with dad but I walked down the steps

"CRAZY? I'M CRAZY?" Ruby and Jamal looked terrified "Calm down breathe" I was about to walk further but Cesar pulled me towards him

"DON'T YOU PATRONIZE ME, I DON'T NEED YOU ANY OF YOU, I WAS TRYING TO KEEP OUR CREW TOGETHER BUT SINCE I'M THE ONLY ONE WHO CARES, YOU'RE ALL DEAD TO ME, I'LL SURVIVE ON MY OWN"

I wanted to go after her but he held me close "Let me go Cesar" I tried fighting him "ISSY STOP" I pushed Cesar "THIS IS YOUR FAULT" he looked down

I ran to Ruby and Jamal "ISABELLA" they looked at me "Let's go to your house Rubs" I took them by their hands but then I felt some one pick me up

"Go home Ruby tell mom I'm sleeping at Blair's and I'll go to school with her" I looked behind me "This isn't your problem" I was frustrated

"We got a mini Jaz" everyone laughed but I knew they were pissed off at me they walked inside and sat me down on the couch

"I know what you're gonna say but I don't care Monse is my friend and just because Cesar said that he did it with her doesn't mean I'm gonna stop caring for her, it's Cesar's fault if it wasn't for him she would still talk to me and Jamal and Ruby I hate this"

I got up and left to my room locking the door "I ALSO WANT MY OWN ROOM I DON'T WANNA SHARE WITH CESAR ANYMORE"

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