Flashback

Isabella

"Please can I go Ruby is going" he shook his head "PLEASE DADDY WE'LL BE GOOD" he laughed and picked me up

"You really want to go princess?" I nodded my head up and down fast "If I let you would you give me a kiss" I clapped and puckered my lips

he gave me a kiss and I smiled "Alright I'll drop both of you off" I jumped off his lap and ran to my room to change to my dress

while I was changing I heard the door open "Where's my lil tinker bell?" I quickly put my shoes on and ran outside

Alejandro/Casket

Eduardo/Edy/Kristos

"ALE, EDY" I raised my arms and Ale picked me up "Whoa baby your hair isn't done" I touched it and it was frizzy "Daddy's gonna do it for me"

uncle Edy then held me "We got you something knowing you're going to a party and because we won't be able to attend your 6th birthday tomorrow we got you a..."

uncle Ale took out a life-size tinker bell and I screamed daddy came in running but then calmed down when I was on the floor hugging her

"Issy come on we gotta do your hair before you're late and I change my mind" I hugged them one more time and left "We'll see you later baby girl"

I waved at them, daddy entered my room "What do you want today?" I looked at my tinker bell "Like her" he chuckled "Alright"

a few minutes later he picked me up walking outside "Daddy there's mommy hurry" he kissed my cheek and picked up the speed

A few minutes before

"Mario, you're still with Angelica?" he scratched his head "AGAIN? you almost about to graduate and go to college but you still kissing ass? shame"

"MARIO, JAZMYN COME HERE, PLEASE" he groaned and I rolled my eyes "Mande?" dad was just a menace honestly he never wanted to give us rides

"Take Ruby to his friend's birthday party" Please don't be down the block, please don't be down the block, PLEASE DON'T BE DOWN THE BLOCK

"It's down the block" I grew frustrated "WHYYYY UGH fine come on Rubs" he held my hand while the other held onto a present bag

"Mario" he ran into his room and locked the door "DAD" he shrugged "I trust you more and that means a lot Jaz so please-" I nodded "Okay let's go"

we walked out he seemed really happy and excited "I love you Jaz" I bended a little to kiss his head "I love you too Rubs" he flipped our hands and kissed my hand

J ~ So what'd you get him?

R ~ A jersey

J ~ Cool, so your friends are there right?

R ~ Yes, Jamal, Cesar, and Monse, ooh, and Issy I think

J ~ Good cuz I'm not gonna be able to make inside with you

R ~ What? why?

J ~ I have plans with Blair and Luna, on my way back I'll give you a surprise if you don't tell mom or dad, deal?

R ~ Deal

"Jazmyn" I closed my eyes fuck "ISSY" Ruby loved Isabella like LOVED her "RUBY" I turned around to see Oscar as he put her down and the little ones hugged

"What no kiss for me?" I crossed my arms "Mommy" she ran to me and I picked her up "Hey beautiful how are you?"

she wasn't our kid in fact she's Oscar's and Cesar's little sister but she got stuck with that mindset since Oscar and I were together

"I'm happy are you ok with daddy?" I looked at him and back at her "Of course, baby are you ready for your birthday tomorrow?"

she clapped her hands "DADDY SHOW MOMMY MY TINKER BELL" he took it out from her backpack "Oh wow she's cute who gave you that?"

before she could answer Oscar tuned in "Casket and Kristos" I rolled my eyes "Are they nice to you? no one is mean? no one touches you on your no-no spots?"

she shook her head "Nope all nice" I walked a little further "Are you sure? you know you can tell me anything you want okay and I'll protect you always"

she kissed my cheek "I promise" I ravished her in kisses "Okay I love you" she hugged me "I love you too" I put her down as Ruby and Oscar caught up

you can never EVER trust anyone "Jaz..." he tried putting his arm over me but I shoved it away from me, he cheated and blamed me and hit me but I didn't let myself

that whole routine happened for month until I took my shit from his place I wasn't living with him but I was with him 24/7

Our dog passed away because of one of the "accidents" so I've also been depressed about that the kids were also super sad but we promised another dog

they wouldn't stop insisting but now they haven't really asked about the topic so I'm assuming they forgot all about it they were so small to remember anyway

Something I have been proud of even tho I shouldn't be is Isabella and Cesar never seen us fight each other or screaming at each other

Maybe they have heard us bicker or have a small argument but never have they been scared enough to run to a closet and hide

I never found them crying and they never came up to me to ask me if I'm ok when I'm crying cuz they've never seen me cry either

I would always hurry to put make up or made good enough excuses so they don't have to worry about me, the only people that know what's going on are,

Luna, Blair, Rio I think, Eduardo, and my grandma some people from school but they think they're rumors because we put up a front

making us shoot down those rumors but the people who know are always telling me to leave him and what I'm feeling for him is not obsession but like,

I've been with him long enough that I don't feel insecure about my body pretty much that I'm used to him because we sort of have a routine

we got comfortable with each other too fast I have tried to leave him but we both have jealousy issues, overprotectiveness, and so much love for each other

we both tried seeing other people but it doesn't feel normal or even natural I feel so uncomfortable and weird when I'm with someone else

I would do or say something and they would respond differently then I expected them to it was getting tiring because I would compare them to Oscar

I couldn't get him off my mind we would always cheat on our rebounds just to be back together in secret everyone would be so disappointed in me

I couldn't care less I love him regardless what he does to me nobody can top him but I also come back for our babies Cesar and Isabella

We would have family movie nights instead of being my friends but because today it's their friends birthday I'm hanging with my girls without a doubt

"Jaz for real I'm done and it's my fault" we made it to the house "Bye my loves be careful I love you both" we hugged and kissed both of them

They walked inside holding hands "Hi you two must be the brother and sister of Isabella and Ruby" I smiled and shook her hand while Oscar nodded and left

"Sorry about him" she shook her head "Don't worry I understand well I'm glad they could make it you can pick them up around 5"

I smiled "Great thank you for looking out for them we really appreciate it oh and can you wish Latrelle Happy birthday for me" she nodded "Of course"

"Thank you" I left I texted my girls that I was close"You forgive me?" I groaned "Oscar" he smirked and picked me up bitting my ass cheek I giggled

"OKAY okay fine I forgive you ugly" he put me down and leaned in but I stopped him pushing him away playfully "We can make up later my girls are waiting for me"

he frowned "They can wait" he forcefully grabbed my jaw making me face him "Wanna give me a warm-up before I beat your ex perra up? you know the one obsessed with us"

he gave me three quick kisses "You fighting Leti?" I nodded putting my hair up "After what she did Mario oh that hoe thinks she can take my man and my brother?"

I laughed "Well she can take you if you wanted to I wouldn't fight for you, yo ass beats my ass and until you prove yourself for real we ain't doing shit"

he got behind, hugging me, and kissed my cheek "I got nothin' but time to show you how loyal I could be" we made it to Luna's house

Luna and Blair were outside already "Should've known these two would be together" Blair laughed "Don't worry Spooks your girl is a tough little thing"

I hear him laughing "I know I got a little taste myself" his arms tighten a little more but not enough to suffocate me only to lift up my boobs more

"Where is she? her house?" they nodded "Ight let's get going I want this shit done" I wanted him to let go of me but he just kept me close

"Oscar" he had let my waist go and wrapped his arms around my neck "I'm tryna look intimidating and you're not helping"

he let me go and then threw me over his shoulder slapping my ass usually it'll kinda hurt but this time it was a whole other feeling it kinda feels like he's practicing... hmm

"You ain't gotta look intimidating you beat my ass it's better if you seem innocent she'll get off by that and make herself look stupid ass fuck trust me"

"Spooks you look intimidating ass fuck people still be scared of you regardless if they get they ass beat by you or not" he put me down

"She's just around the corner I love you Jaz" the girls and I all had our jaws dropped "You two are gonna catch flies and you, my dick come on"

we all looked at him weird and followed behind him "Hey Papi I was wondering when you would come back to me" we all walked beside him

"Oh you brought your whore" she rolled her eyes and her fat piglets laughed at that so I walked in front of him turned around pulled him to my height and made out with him

"FUCK IN FRONT OF US ALREADY" I rolled my eyes and gave him one last kiss before turning around and walking through her small little yard

"Girl, what is you doing?" I made sure my hair was tied up real tight I know this bitch loves to pull hair and scratch dumb little bitch

J ~ The fuck you mean 'what am I doing' bitch get your ass down here you wanna act like you this big shit and you are a big pile of shit hoe

L ~ The fuck, you trippin' go home bitch ass whale

J ~ Oh so you grown now? so your whorey ass wants peace? FUCK YOU AND YOUR PEACE BITCH YOU FUCKED MY BROTHER OVER AND ON TOP OF THAT YOU TRYNA GET WITH MY MAN?

L ~ You not about me bitch go home hippo

J ~ Oh this funny to you? ight

I ran up the steps and one of her piglets stood in front of her so I grabbed one of them by the hair pulling her behind me watching her roll down the steps onto the floor

I walked over to her and began beating her ass blow after blow on her face later pressing my knee against her big ass neck

"Back the fuck up Leti" I felt someone tugging on my shirt "I'M TRYING TO BREAK THEM UP SHE'S NOT LETTING HER BREATHE"

"I don't give a fuck back the fuck up before I start beating your ass, what you don't believe me?" the tugging went away until the fat bitch pushed me off

I got up as fast as I could and wiped my cheek from her blood "Let's go again bitch what was that? I'm just getting started"

"It's on later bitch" I started laughing despite my heavy breathing "Nah you deal with this shit now or never or I come in so hurry your ass up Leti stop being a pussy"

"THAT'S RIGHT HOES GET 'EM JAZ" Leti got a little hyped by what Oscar said and started putting her hair up "I ain't no pussy so what about it lil ho-"

I decked her letting her get back up seeing the face I was dying to see I mean she was already bleeding from her nose what a weak hoe

"Get your ass up you were talking a big game right? so show me bitch" she got up and scratched my cheek that shit burned yeah but it was like fuel to me

she grabbed my hair and dragged me to the floor she got a good hit on me but I turned us over and punched her repeatedly "TELL YOUR BITCH TO GET OFF"

"Fuck you it's their fight it ain't shit got to do with you dumb fucking pig" My hand got tired so I grabbed her hair with both hands

"Keep. fucking. wit. me. and. your. ass. will. be. dead" I said in between slamming her head against the pavement "GET HER OFF OF ME"

I spit on her face and gave her one last good one "Weak ass whore" I used her body to help myself get up I stood in between her legs so when she tried to get up she was too close to me,

I pushed her back down making her head bounce "Go the fuck home already why are you so pressed? I had him first bitch damn, he kept hitting me up so check his ass"

I turned to look at him as she got up slowly he came in with a blunt between his lips but I stopped him holding him back smiling

"I hit you up first? you did good baby cuz this thirsty bitch don't remember how I didn't have to ask for shit when she dragged me into the bathroom"

I rubbed his side "Don't waste your breath babe she's gonna learn one way or the other but now I'm gonna talk my shit" he held my hand and the other on my titty

"Even if he did hit you up would it only take him once to fuck you? oh bitch you easy-easy so just cuz you were with Oscar you felt like this big tough golden prize? did he even let you call him Oscar? cuz he LOVES it when I do but before we go deeper with MY MAN you think it was hilarious playing with my brother to get back to me because I'm with Oscar now? I hope you enjoyed that small timing moment because you'll never get that chance again I'll make sure of that and believe me cuz next time I'll take the three of you big fat lumber jacks and Ima drop you pigs like fucking flies you dumb horny disgusting maggots, back to Oscar so when you two were together what? ya'll just fucked and that's it? he didn't spoil you, give you real love, feed you, does shit for you without asking? I fucking thought so you used up cunt, did he let you post cute photos of each other? You know I bet you that you were the only who gave him a blow job maybe just a hand job and with gloves cuz your nasty ass has been fucking everyone with a dick attached to them, has Oscar ever run back to you each time he fucked up on anything and tell you how much he loves you? did he ever come straight to you and tell you about his day? has he ever paid attention to you when you tell him chisme? do you guys have family movie nights? does he make sure you're his priority besides his other two loves? exactly you stupid, dumb, retarded, fat, unloving, used, wrinkly, smelly, nasty whore"

she looked so hurt a tear fell out but she rolled her eyes "Whatever let's go girls" she opened the spring door and zoomed inside

I turned around and he picked me up "We'll see you later go home" they were speechless "Oscar but I was gonna hang out with them" he licked his lips

"Later right now I want you" the girls started making sexual movements and I flipped them off "Alright" I don't know how but we got to his house so fast

he put me down "We're all alone huh?" he nodded and sat on the couch turning on the Tv which confused me "Oscar?"  the fuck is he doing?

"Hmm? I'll be right back" he got up and left "What the fuck" How he held me really turned me on and I thought we were gonna do something

I lost my virginity to him the first week we were together my first time with him was very romantic, it was after that we got into all the kinky shit

All I can do is repeat what we used to do all night, our second time was a all nighter and god that's when I really and I mean really feel in love with him

I kept checking on the time and it was flying by slow but felt squick it was already passed 5 so I called Latrelle's mom she told me that Oscar picked them up at 4:20

something about taking them to go get ice cream and the park with my brother Mario so I started hitting him up telling him that I was leaving

but he responded quick sayin to stay put so I obeyed but I couldn't stop fantasizing about him and waited all day until it was 10:45

until finally I heard the door open but I was upside down on the couch with my legs pointing towards the sky thinking of ways to get him back

"Weirdo" I didn't answer "Jaz- what are you doing?" he started laughing "Waiting for you all fucking day Oscar" I got back up straight

"Where were you anyway? what were you doing?" he shrugged "Out doing some shit" I fucking hate when he's like this all vague and shit little ass kid I swear

J ~ Okay but what?

O ~ Just shit

J ~ What's shit? Leti?

O ~ Don't start

J ~ You won't answer my fucking question so were you?

O ~ No Jazmyn

J ~ Then what? where's the kids?

O ~ Out with your family

J ~ I heard you took them out

O ~ Then why are you giving me shit

J ~ Cuz I wanna make sure it's true and not some stupid made up story

O ~ Ask your grandma

J ~... fine but if she says otherwise we're about to get down

he sat next to me changing the program I was watching which was courage the cowardly dog... a movie started playing I texted her and she put me at ease

"You were telling the truth" he smiled putting his hand in my inner thigh and I almost lost it but I held my own the second attempt was him putting his arm around my shoulders,

to only take a grab full of my titty and he knew me by now I wasn't that hard to get turned on and lastly he kissed my cheek

I straddled him "Jazmyn I'm tryna-" I covered his mouth "Shut the fuck up I've been waiting for you all fucking day and this is how you-"

he kissed me and I ripped his black T-shirt only to have him slap my ass I moaned "I can take you right here Jaz... it's just us alone"

I wanted him to lay me down but instead he carried me to the kitchen sitting me down on the counter "Or fuck you right here in the ass"

I was never up for that but right now I could care less I just wanted him especially still with all the adrenaline that has been lingering on me all-day

he then pulled me closer taking us to our room in the shower slamming me against the shower door "Or we can do a regular"

I got off him as he dragged me to the bed he climbed on top of me slowly inserting his fingers into me and I was gone by then

"Fuck Oscar please don't tease I need you baby" I was about to cum but he pulled out his fingers "That's too bad maybe tomorrow I'm not in the mood"

he got up and left to the living room I've never gasped so hard in my life "FINE YOU ASSHOLE if you won't fuck me, I know who is in the mood"

I slammed the door and locked it "Jazmyn what the fuck are you talking about?" I ignored him and started pleasuring myself

a small smirk creeped up upon my lips and decided to moan Rio's name "OH FUCK RIO OH BABY YES" soon enough I heard the door banging

"JAZMYN OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR" I kept moaning louder and louder until he broke the door down it was a new door he just got

he yanked my hand out of myself and I smiled innocently "Babyyy" he looked around and got back to me "So that's how we playin'?"

he grabbed my hands pushing them on either side of me "You sure you can handle me Jazmyn? seeing that you obviously want me to fuck you stupid"

I wanted to kiss him but he moved away and I pouted "Why would you go this far huh? you're not ready for all of me are you?"

usually I would only take half that was my full limit "I am babe" he started kissing me everywhere but my lips I hated when he does that

"How do you want me mami?" I was growing frustrated "Oscar I just fucking want you so fucking bad fucking pound me I don't care"

he turned me around and entered me so fucking slow I hated it and loved it at the same time I let out a strained moan longing for this all-day

this time he was fully inside "Ohh FUCKKK MEE BABE" he kept slapping my ass and it would throw me off guard making me cum almost everytime he did it

I curled my toes and gripped the blanket he kept going for another hour and my legs started to shake like crazy he just kept knocking the air outta me

he went slower and I slowly breathed out trying to also catch my breath he flipped me over with a big ass smirk plastered on his face

"Babe let's do round 2 in the shower" he chuckled "Are you sure you can stand up?" I sat on the edge of the bed "You can always carry me"

Summer

The worst year of my life my parents found out about Oscar even though we're still not official we're practically just fuck buddies always together

Oscar's dad got sent to prison so it was up to him to keep the legacy of Los Santos up and running it wasn't anything new for him,

since his dad kept him on check every day about everything although I never met his dad I only went over when he wasn't around

so it was easy for Oscar to adapt, he also told me to join his gang it was much better protection but it meant that I had to go against the Prophet$

Which sucked cuz I had a ton of girlfriends and guy friends that are in with the Prophet$ including Latrelle for my little brother, we still have good relationships

nothing with manipulation or even jealousy we just keep it with our days how we normally would our friendships never changed I did accept Oscar's offer

I was waiting to get jumped in but he said that there's no reason to when he can make the decisions besides I already got jumped in once... maybe he is a softy for me

Cuz he made all the other girls get jumped in and again we weren't together or anything so he had other girls over almost all the time even tho he tried to be discreet but that never worked

I had a few boy toys and I did keep it in the gang just to piss him off it definitely worked because around the end of school no girls ever came in

Anyway I got into another fight and this one was worst than all my other ones Oscar got involved and got locked up a week after he graduated

he graduated early because of how smart and dedicated he was I always blame myself for it tho he tells me not to worry but I can't help it

It's been so long since he was arrested I visited him for a month until he got himself into drugs in there but it's stupid of me to think abandoning him is great punishment

In the beginning the only "drug" I was doing was weed but I grew a high tolerance so it wasn't enough for me to de-stress myself from thinking all the horrible things that can happen to him in there

I met a few dealers through my girls Las Santa's, in the beginning they didn't want me to do anything crazy so they kept telling me to just stick to weed

Until I convinced them and I am a addict hypocrite I was great at hiding it at first cuz of school and what not but now that school is officially over for us juniors

It's day 1 of summer break my parents are making me go to rehab I started doing worse drugs... it is what it is well kinda, Issy was the one who caught me overdosing so...

Oh and charming Mario has always been the golden child because he's been given a car and a phone I had to steal mine

The glorious Mario was the head of the house so far and yay, hooray he's going to college while I graduated like nothing and still get sent to rehab...