When you just stay in one place and do nothing, just thinking deeply...questioning your own experience, it's scary the type of stuff you think of, why you're alive. Is it worth it? Why am I still going? I'm not going to lie, I'm scared, afraid, of my future and the path I'll have to take for it. I'm afraid of all the hardships I'll go though, all the tough and tougher times that the world will through at me. I'm. Afraid. And scared. You look at yourself when you're in that deep thought and wonder why you're alive, and it feels weird staying still there thinking that you're alive for something and yet you don't really know why. That's made me question so much about myself and if it's event worth it. Am I doing anything right? Or am I just fooling myself? I don't know. I'm scared. And afraid. I...I don't want to go through this all. I just... *sighs* I don't know anymore...

"I am known by many, and yet known by no one."
-Jet