Y/N POV 

"bye mom!" 

said Jason as he got into the batmobile as Batman drove away . for the first time i felt weird..i was scared i shook it off as i sat down reading a book trying to calm down my thoughts and not to worry Dick and Alfred..after 3 hours i was staring at the space. cutting my own thought i saw the batmobile. getting up and walking towards it i only saw Bruce walking out from it..usually i would see Jason jumping out from it and scare me,i looked at Bruce who went to the passenger's seat and picked up a body...a dead body...i stared in horror..the robin suit was on the dead body as i couldn't believe it..falling down on my knees Bruce stood in front of me as he fell down on his knees too holding Jason lifeless between his arms. blood was covering the dead body..with shaking hands i picked Jason up and put him on my lap as i tried to hold my tears.

i held Jason no breathing as i spoke "stop with your stupid jokes Jason..come on get up..you know i hate it when you do that.." i said as i shook him..he didn't move as i hugged him. tears ran down my cheeks as i started screaming "my baby!!!!!!what happened to my baby?!!" i screamed then i hugged his lifeless body close to my heart. i hit Bruce as he hugged me and i cried hardly into his chest feeling my own heart tear apart..slowly everything went black..

standing up in front of his Grave..i was holding his favorite favorite red flowers.he loved red roses as i walked to the manor wearing a black long dress..i felt lifeless after Jason's death..i looked at my picture me and him at his 8th birthday as i held it i laid down..i could imaging him screaming for me  to help him at his last minutes alive..hoping that i will come and save him and i didn't...i fooled him...i closed my eyes as i fell asleep crying 

time skip 5 years..

i was sitting down. i looked at the time/. no one is in the mansion,Alfred is on a holiday Dick,Tim,Damian and Batman are on a mission. Just me and Titus.he was sitting down next to my leg. i was reading a book and heard a weird clack sound.Titus suddenly got up and ran out the room looking for the Voice.the dog was late. i was about to walk out the room and i heard a click sound. i looked behind me and i saw a guy in Red helmet holding a gun on my head knowing as Red Hood he walked from behind the chair and stood up in front of me and i sat back down."don't worry...i know why you came here...and i am not such a screamer..but make sure to shot in the right place." i said smiling at him.

i wasn't scared from my death...i missed Jason so much that i wanted to Die so i can meet him.. the gun was pointed at my head then i heard him speaking "you..you not scared from your death?" he asked and i shook my head no "..i miss my son..so hurry up.." i said kind of sad but happy..sad that i won't say good bye to Bruce and others..happy that i will meet my child..slowly the gun was thrown at the ground..and the red hood fell down on his knees..

he was staring right at me he put his hands on his helmet and slowly pulled it away.i was shocked..his icey blue eyes  filled up with tears and he spoke "...i can't kill you...mother..." he said as i was about to stood up but fell down on my knees. i hugged him tightly as i started crying "Jason....Is that you?!!!" i said as i held his face between my hands as he nodded tearing up as he crawled up and put his head on my lap holding on my own clothes "i am so sorry..." he said and i hugged him "i am the one who is sorry....i am the one who wasn't by your side.." i said as he hugged my lap and hided his face in my clothes crying more..."promise me that you are finally home,Jason..i can't handle losing you twice..."

with a shaking voice that filled up with tears he finally spoke...

i am home....mother.