you were my best friend sense we learned how to walk..

you were my best friend..

you were like any other child

happiness filled up your heart

and that what i loved about you

we used to play together

like everyday

we were like siblings

even thought i never looked at you this way

i looked at you like you will be the one who i will carry his child..

but ever sense that...

*BANG*

*BANG*

...

everything changed about you..

the joy and happiness that once filled your heart

it turned to anger,guilty and revenge

your life became blackness.

you changed a lot..

i remember that night..when you cried

you hugged me tightly..

begged me to stay with you forever

and not leave you alone

like your parents did..

Alfred was the only one you trusted

besides me.

days..

weeks..

months..

years..

and you changed to the worse..

you became Batman..

just a broken heart man behind a mask

fight for Justice

becoming the playboy you are now..

and me?

i was by your side this whole time..

agreeing on being by your side

under the name of 'friends' 'siblings' or whatever you called this relationship

i agreed..

i agreed seeing a different woman between your arms

everyday..

i agreed to be hurt and torn apart..

you never noticed me.

you never noticed the way i looked at you

or how i smiled at you

i punched your arm playfully

my voice that would crack up when i speak to you on the phone

because i was too busy crying myself to sleep.

but you wasn't that bad thought..

you gave love to other children..

you gave them love that they couldn't have

gave them the warm family you once lost

like them too.

and that what i loved about you the most

i know that everyone will see you like a rich heartless playboy

but they don't know..

under this mask you use to show power

fear

you had the most biggest heart ever

i was the one who noticed that

because i know you..

i know you too well..

but how come you still didn't feel me??

now i was standing in front of you..watching you as you wore your batman suit

i was staring at your face..

how you put your own mask and you turned from Bruce Wayne

to Batman..

a broken creature..

Just a broken Creature..

"hey..."

i spoke softly.

my voice cracked again

i knew something was building up inside my own throat

it could be tears or screams

or me screaming at your face telling you how much i loved you

"are you okay,Y/N?

No...

i am not..

and you know it

"yes.."

just a white Lie skipped again from my lips...

nothing serious

you walked towards me. your hard strong hands were placed on my shoulders..

your thumb was on my chin.

making me looking up at your eyes that were hidden behind the mask

...Say it Y/N..

say it you died everyday in front of him!!!

say that you need him

say you wanted him

say you want to be in his arms like all those women

Say that you Love Him

"just take care.."

i said to you..

giving you the fake smile as usual

the fake smile that hided pain

suffer

and anger

you nodded as you turned around.

ready to walk to your batmobile

but i found myself running to you

hugging you from your back tightly

which made you freeze

"please...come back save.."

your hand were placed on my hands as you turned around.

your face came closer to mine..

suddenly you placed a really soft Kiss on my own Forehead

"..i have things to tell you.."

whispering softly..you smirked at me as you turned around and jumped in the batmobile

then drove away

i fell down on my knees

tears fell down on my cheeks with a weird smile appeared on my own lips

he did it

he kissed me..

soon you came back..

you were covered in blood and you could hardly walk.

i freaked out and ran to you.

i screamed loudly Alfred's name and the boys

who ran quickly to the batcave.

you blacked out in my arms

while i was crying my eyes out and begging you

begging you to stay with me and not die this easily

Alfred treated your wounds and i was helping him..

you had a broken arm..

3 broken rips

and your head was badly damaged

now you were laying down on your bed

i was on my own knees

staring at you

my eyes looked awful from the crying

i held your hand tightly and kissed it..

don't leave me..

please

i beg you..

if you came back and you won't love me

if you killed me slowly

if you broke my heart for million pieces

just please

don't Die.

your palm that was placed on my own Lips

my tears fell down on it making it wet

suddenly i felt your thumb wiping my tears

i gasped..

you head was turned to my side

you had a weak smile

which made me smile weakly but burst out in tears again.

"stop crying,Y/N...i am alive..."

you said sitting up hardly as you pulled me to your chest

i hugged you tightly i couldn't imagine living without you..

soon i calmed down as i wiped my tears..

my head was on your chest

listening to your heartbeat

it was so calm.

"you were worried about me..?"

you asked softly while your hand played with my hair

"yes..i was..."

i could feel you smiling as you turned my head to face you..

"y/n..you love me?"

he said as i was shocked..

blush was placed on my cheeks as i nodded

"why did you hold all this feelings inside??"

you asked me my eyes looked down in sadness

"i was scared from your reaction..."

"no Y/n...i felt the same way..and i wanted you to get over your fear and say it.."

looking at the male.

i blushed as i realized "you...love me?"

his answer was his soft lips on mine.

i blushed as i hugged him while kissing him back.

the night passed and the next day..

we were laying down on your bed..

your arms were around my bare body..

waking up

i looked at you..

i thought it was a dream

but it wasn't..

you were literally hugging me while i was next to you..

i hided my face in your chest loving the warm feeling..

i wish we stayed like this forever..

now i realized

that he knew my feelings..

my unspeakable feelings...