walking back from, school as i was wearing tomboy clothes as usual. i thought for a moment as i went to a cafe and had had (favorite hot drink)it was the middle of November. i checked my phone as i checked out my insta as i saw a picture of Tim and his new girlfriend as they were laying down on the bed. a selfie after sex. that what his girlfriend said as i unfollowed her and Tim's accounts as i sighed i know what you are thinking why am i following her account? she "was" a nice girl to speak to.

walking out from the cafe to a bar as i sat there and ordered 3 bottles of beer as i sat there getting drunk for the first time..i left the bar as i saw everything blurry as i held on a wall to take my breath for a little bit it was nighttime as i looked at the phone as saw it was 9.i walked to my house as i had hiccups. i then walked into an alley as i saw a guy walking towards me as he held me from my ass and pushed me to the wall. i didn't even fight him back as i was a sobbing mess and i was crying. feeling his lips against my neck made me feel dirty and disgusted as the nasty smell came out from him. 

unzipping his pants as i fell down too weak to stand up as i heard him groan in pain and fall down. as i left my head up i saw Red Robin as i stood up hardly and continued walking..i didn't want him to see me like that...i felt him touch my hand as i moved my hands away from his grip "don't touch*hiccups* me we all gonna die anyway!!!" i shouted as i heard him sigh and grabbed me "Y/N why you not answering my phone calls..?" he said calmly as i kept walking as he held me and pinned me to the wall "why are you like this??!!!" he shouted as i hiccuped one more time as he sighed louder "why do you *hiccups*care?" i asked as he looked at me

looking up at him..he took off his domino mask. we were in a really dark alley so no one will see him as he spoke "because you are still important for me...as a friend.." he said as i chuckled "fuck the friendzone man!!!!*hiccups*" i looked at him. the black circles under his eyes disappeared...his pale skin was normal..by another meaning he was in a good health. with her looking at him with big sad eyes as he spoke "are you okay??" he asked as he held my chin.."...no..." i said as i teared up even more "i hate you....i hate that you moved on easily...i hate that you changed for her....and not for me...i hate that you are not forgetting about her and focus on your own job like you did to me... every day you go and do what you two wish..and when i begged you to go in a date once a week you fucking made-up stuff and said no i am busy..i hate you because you changed for her..she is better than me i swear i don't hate her but....why you didn't treat me like this when we were together....aren't i good enough...???... i hate you because i love you...and i can't forget you.." 

looking at me as his eyes were winded in shock. staring at me as i was breaking down in front of him heartbroken and sad..i felt that terrible pain in my chest as i knew my brain was begging me to stop crying and my heart just couldn't handle it and it let it out all...i couldn't take my breath as i fell down between his arms knocked out as the last words i heard were "Y/N?!!Y/N stay with me!!!" he said as i saw darkness...

Author POV

Guilt, Sadness, and fear were the only things that Tim felt..taking her to the hospital as the nurses and doctors did what they had to do. he ran behind the hospital as he changed into his normal clothes and walked in the hospital again. asking the nurse where is your room as she gave him the number..running to your room as he saw the doctor walking out from your room "doctor how is she?" he asked as the doctor spoke "who are you first?" he asked as Tim froze...he didn't know what he would answer..a friend or a boyfriend.."anyways she drunk a lot of beer.it was her first time drinking so it caused problems for her. besides her stomach couldn't take all those beers she drunk besides she has a problem in breathing..she is now sleeping in her room.." he said as he left Tim standing there as he walked in your room

you were sleeping there on the bed. a breathing mask was on your face as he kneed down next to Y/N's bed...holding her hand as his eyes got teary thinking of your words..how much they hurt his heart and feelings..kissing your hand softly as he started crying like a little boy without his mommy "i am so sorry.." he said between his sobs and tears which were falling down like a waterfall. he never cried like this way he was holding your hand as suddenly phone puzzled as he opened it it was a message from his girlfriend as he opened it 

G: hey Max Tim isn't home wanna come?

T:...who is max?

G: oh Tim!!! i will explain_

T: no need to..besides i also cheated on you with Y/N. so it's fine

G: you cheated on me with that bitch??!!!

T; Like you are Max were doing seeing what the each other of you have under his own pants? besides, you are the bitch, not Y/N.

T: when i get home i don't wanna see your face or max or i will call the police and tell them you are staling the house. that if you are actually doing already 

G: baby no wait_

T: this account blocked you

putting his phone away as he looked at you. he didn't even care about the breakup as he cared about you now. kissing your forehead as he stared at you till he fell asleep sitting down on his knees he was hugging your hand

The next morning you woke up and saw him hugging your hand as he had dried tears on his cheeks. sitting up as you made sure you won't wake him up. you messed seeing him sleeping next to you in the mornings as you rubbed his hair as you noticed his phone. you took it as you unlocked it..you knew the password as you saw the texts between him and his girlfriend as you looked at him you can't be mad at him anymore as you played with his black hair. opening eyes..he blinked few times as he looked at you. he jumped as he hugged you tightly..returning the hug as you smiled "i am sorry_" you cut him off by your finger on his lips as you spoke "whatever you gonna say..i forgive you.." you said as you kissed him and he kissed you back .

i love you Robin..

i love you rabbit 

is that my new nickname?

yup.

the end!!!!!!!