So this is an angst as requested. The one who requested this was my friend. I hope you like it! Enjoy!
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Third person POV
As usual you were in this kind of situation which your parents were continuously scolding you and spanking you. Even though you were used at this situation you couldn't help but cry and think.
'Don't my parents love me..? This is too much, very much.... I WANT TO FUCKING SHOUT AT THEM THAT IM SICK OF THIS! AND I HATE THEM!!' You thought to yourself but you were the kind of girl that doesn't speak back or fight back, that's why you were just this kind of scared and weak girl. After that long session of scolding, your mother spoke up.
"Get in your room now and go straight to sleep." Your mother sternly said.
"Yes mother...." You said as you walk back to your room and break down, hugging your knees and your head buried in it. You cried and cried, as usual this what's happen when they abuse you. That's basically it the thing they were doing to you. ABUSE. The reason why they scold you again because, YOU JUST DIDN'T FUCKING SHOWED UP IN YOUR CURFEW, IT WAS JUST ONE MINUTE AND THEY SCOLDED YOU JUST BECAUSE OF THAT. You sighed lying down on your bed and slowly you fell asleep leaving your tears stained in your cheeks.
~The Next Day~
You wore your shoes and you were all ready to go school and saying out loud to your parents that are now going to school. As you leave the house, you put your earphones on your ears and rode a bus to your school. You sat down and you just leaned on the window and stared outside. After some time you felt that someone sat beside you and you looked who was it and suprisingly he was Yurio your friend you was also looking at you right now.
"Yurio... You don't take the bus to school ah, why did you suddenly rode a bus to school?" You asked him knowing that he just walks to school because it just take a little time to go to your school.
"It's because I saw you leaning on the window and just staring outside, thinking something deep." He casually said. You replied with an 'oh', you blushed a bit at the thought that he is worried at you. And yes you have a crush on Yurio that he doesn't know because you don't want to share your thought, feelings to others even though he is your friend.
"So what was that deep thought that you were thinking?" He looked at you with concern and also with worried.
"I-It's nothing...." You looked away because as always when he asks you 'what happened?' , 'What's your problem?' Or 'Are you okay?'. He just sighed at what you replied to him and so he thought.
'Seriously Y/N what's your problem? Tell me please. You know that I am your friend. I'm always getting worried when you look like you're going to break down or when you are thinking something too deep just like now.' Yurio said just to himself because he knows even when he say that to you, You'll just give him a blank expression. The bus now arrived at your school and you both now got out of the bus.
"Uh... Yurio I have to go, I have something to do.." You said to him.
"Okay." He simply said because he knows that you say some kind of excuse so you'll be alone, he knows that because he always follows you but he decided not to follow you now but he got a feeling that you made that excuse to avoid him.
You thought that you even can't spend a long time with Yurio because your feelings are just getting stronger with each second you're with him.
'Maybe I should just avoid him in following days so he'll not get involve with my problems' You sighed at thought of avoiding him because you yourself don't know if you can avoid him.
~Dismissal~
Finally it's dismissal, you walked outside of your classroom before you can turn, Yurio was suddenly infront of you. You tried to go the other way but he'll just follow you. He held both of your shoulders and made you face him. Your eyes both suddenly met. You were furiously blushing at the moment and with that the word 'cute' have popped on Yurio's mind but brushed it off after.
"Y/N...." He started.
"Even though you don't tell me, I know that you have a problem. Please Y/N tell me cause I'm your friend and I-I....." He breathed deep and continued talking.
"I like you Y/N.... No I love you. Since the day I noticed that you are always alone and decided to approach you and with that we become close but now I want to be more than friends.." He was slightly blushing after he said that. Your eyes widened and you were so shocked at the moment because you can't believe that he just confessed to you. Even Yurio didn't expect that he'll confess to you but he just go with the flow because he already had said it. You didn't know what to react, to say, and what to do. You escaped from his grip and just run away as far as you could. You let the tears flow out of you, You even don't know why you were crying.
' I was supposed to be happy right? Because he confessed to me, that my crush has the same feelings with me. But instead I feel like I have lead him to a wrong path which I mean that I'll just get him involve with my problems...' You thought. You have found a staircase from running away. You decided to run all the way to the top. When reached the top, you were holding down to your knees while panting. Soon after you went to the edge and look down.
'I have run away all the way here huh?' You were laughing a bit at the thought you ran all the way here because if you imagine that, Its really exhausting. As you look far away you thought that...
'It's a wonderful day to die today..... Will the wind catch me if I jump?' You were thinking of suicidal thoughts but you thought about your family and Yurio.
'My family? They'll just continue abusing me if I still live duh that's for sure and for Yurio...... he'll get worried but as long as I'm alive he might be invovle with me....'
"I love you too Yurio" You whispered to the wind. You stood at the edge of the building and spread your hands sideways letting yourself feel the wind. You let yourself slowly fall down and let the wind embrace you. Then it was faster than expected you were now lying down in the rough ground, a lot of blood is coming out of you.
"G-GoodB-By-e.........." You softly said as you left this word peacefully leaving your lifeless body.
~After a few hours~
Now the police have come to investigate the area. The ambulance was also there and brought your body to the hospital with your parents who was crying out loud that you to survive and they were now repenting the things they have done to you. Yurio was also there crying quietly as he watch your body and also hoping that you're still alive. When they arrived at the hospital, they have found out that you already passed away. Your parents were crying a lot same as Yurio.
"Daughter why did you leave us? *sobs* we are sorry for the things we have done to you. I should have treated you with what you want to be." Your mother said while crying as your father hugs your mother and was crying also.
'Y/N why did you left me? I know that you also love me but I could have stop you from suiciding. I love you so much Y/N so much..... Please..... I want you again.... come back to me......' As Yurio softly plead but so much for waiting because you aren't going back anymore.
"Sorry but the truth hurts...."
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Did you guys like it? I hope so cause I got energized in doing this haha~