So hello I'm up to angst today but actually this is a sweet one. So here we go! I hope you like it! Enjoy~!

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Yuri's POV

I'm hanging out with my mentor, coach, lover, which is Victor. But these days this boy isn't that active. If you see him active, that's probably acting. I can see right through him, I know he's hurt or experiencing something bad or not really good. I hope he's fine and I wish he would tell me because I'm so worried. I went to our skating rink which I mean where we usually skate and suprisingly I saw Victor skating sadly. I hid carefully so he wouldn't see me. There's so much sadness in his eyes I couldn't help but also give sad expression. It's been like that, if he is happy I'm happy too, if he's sad I'm sad too, if he is mad I'm mad too, what he feels I feel too.... Because with every feeling I/he feels I want to share it with him. I am also in pain that he's in pain now. I wanna know why are you in pain Victor, why can't you tell me, You told me we can't hide things from each other but why am I feeling that you're hiding somthing from me? Someone placed a hand on my shoulder.

"Yuri why don't you ask him? Tell him share his pain or ask if why is he acting like that? Don't keep that to yourself Yuri." Takeshi said with also a sad expression.

"But how....?" Yuri asks with an uncomfortable feeling with him asking Victor if what's wrong.

Third POV

"Just approach him." Takeshi tried to smile even with the fact that they know what is going on with Victor. Only Yuri haven't knew this matter. Victor had decided not to tell Yuri because he will only get sad and depressed. But sooner or later Victor has to tell Yuri that he has cancer stage 4 and was given only one more month to live. Yuri did what Takeshi said. Yuuko came and just stood beside Takeshi.

"It's so saddening that Victor......." Yuuko stopped and just let the tears fall down.

"Shhh.....It will be fine, we'll be....." as Takeshi smile also letting the tears fall down while comforting Yuuko. Yuri went to Victor and gave him a back hug.

"Oh Yuri what are you doing here? And How did you know I am here?" Victor asked him. Yuri let go and asked him these questions.

"Victor Are you okay? I know you are in pain, but why won't you tell me? Why are you hiding it from me, y-you said..... *sob* w-we won't keep things from e-each o-o-other...." Yuri asked as the tears fall down. Yuri faced down not wanting Victor seeing him crying. Victor grabed Yuri's chin upward.

"Yuri look at me in the eyes." As Yuri looked at him in the eyes, he smiled and also tears slowly falling down from those sad ocean eyes.

"Y-Yuri you are the only one who doesn't know this and I'm sorry about that I..... I just don't want you to be worried and be depressed about this...."

"Victor can you just please tell me...."

"Yuri..... I only have..... one more month to live...." Yuri was so shocked by the news. With the shock, Yuri can't help but fall down to the ground even the ground was so cold. More tears fell down from his eyes.

"W-W-Why...... J-Just Why?! W-Why didn't you tell me sooner....? Why are you just living for one month....?"

"I.... have cancer stage 4...." Yuri looked at me and immediately stand up.

"Are you okay Victor? Does something hurts? Lets go to the doctor and have you treated please...." As Yuri said in a bit panic knowing that he has cancer. Meanwhile Takeshi and Yuuko can't help but cry at the sight of Yuri breaking down.

"No Yuri, I just want to live my life to the fullest until the day I die." Victor smiled to him.

"B-But......" Victor stopped him with a kiss on the forehead.

"Just let me be okay? And let's just have a good time until the end...."

"I'll always love you Victor."

"And Yuri remember that I always love you too wherever I will be."

~After One Month~

Yuri's POV

I am sitting now to the ground, smilling up to Victor.

"Hello Victor..... How are you up there..?" As Yuri asked with a forced smile but also with tears falling down.

"I-If you ask me, I'm fine...... really..... No I'm not Victor.... Without you I can't cheer up, I can't smile Victor 'cause only you makes me so happy.... But I'm trying because I know that you don't me seeing like this right?" Yuri looked down and just bursted into tears.

"Hey baka..... Stop crying idiot...Victor doesn't want that..." Yuri looked at his side seeing Yurio smilling.

"Hello there Victor... I wish you scold this little pig for crying like the old times...." Yuri smiled at the flashback.

~Flashback~

I was crying because Victor was going to be away for one week. We are now in the airport sending Victor to his airplane. Then before he left, he scolded me.

"Yuri I said stop crying okay? I will be back as if I won't be back for years. Now stop crying okay." Victor left with a smile but Yuri can't still stop crying as Victor left.

"Yuri baka! Victor said stop crying, then why are you still crying?!"

"Because..... I will miss him so much....."

"Aish too cheesy..."

~End of Flashback~

"But Victor this time you are not going back.... I wish you are here to scold me again..... Please come back...." Yuri cried more. Yurio now bemt down to comfort Yuri.

"Yuri.... We all know Victor's now in heaven, he's in good hands ya know.... Yuri I know if Victor was here he would be saying, 'Yuri cheer up okay? Even I'm not here you'll be okay and happy with the others so please be happy, I'm just right beside you always and you know that I always love you even when I'm not with you anymore." For me that would be what Victor wants to say to you." Yuri now build up a smile with what Yurio said.

"Okay Victor I'll try to be happy as much as possible and.... I love you too and always be..... I won't look at any other man because you are the only one I love." As Yuri just gave him a flying kiss in the air hoping he would catch it if he was there.

'Even when you are not here I would always still love you, like I always do.'

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So that was it! Hehe did you like it? I hope so. That's all my lovely readers and again I hope you like this^~^