Hello there my lovely readers~ Sorry for the super late update. This was based on true story so I was inspired to do it ^.^ I hope you really like it~ Enjoy~!
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Your POV
It's such a good morning today. It's also friday today, uwaaa..... I went down to the living room and my mom greeted me.
"Good morning sweetie, have your breakfast now so you can get going to your school." I nodded and sat down at the chair. Dad's not here anymore means that he had already gone to his work. Meanwhile I was done eating breakfast and wearing my shoes now.
"Mom I'll get going!" I said before leaving the house.
"Okay, be careful on your way to school sweetie!" As I left, I heard mom shouted back. I just walk to get to school. Someone tapped my back and saw F/N.
"Hello good morning Y/N~" She greeted to me.
"Good morning to you too F/N~" I greeted back. We talked about what we did in the weekends until we reached the campus and as always there is Victor out Bestfriend who is waiting in the gate.
"Good Morning Y/N~~ You too F/N~." He seems so much energetic today, haha I think he is always
"If I may excuse myself, I need to go meet my groupmates in the library for our project which you know that project in math, we are not yet done with that." After F/N said that she sighed. Victor gave a sad expression because F/N was now going.
"Oh is that so, we are finished with that already, you should get going now so you'll get it done now." F/N have left and now Victor and I are alone together. Even though we have been alone together for many years I'm still self-concious around him, maybe it's the fact that I have a crush on him.... Even though I know he likes my bestfriend I still like him. How foolish of me liking him even when he likes my bestfriend, I just set that thought aside. The bell has rang which means we need to go to our classroom. Apparently F/N is not our classmate but even so we get together in our break time.
~English Time~
It was english now and the lesson is pretty boring. Victor have gone in front because the teacher's writing is small. I also went in front beside him to see the lecture. We are in the front but we are in the corner. Victor is getting sleepy and he put his head at my left shoulder, secretly taking my left hand. So we are now holding hands without no one seeing us. I was keeping my self concentrated to the lesson and just let this be but actually in my inside I'm so freaking out. It felt like my body was paralyzed that I can't even move. I don't know but I think I am currently blushing right now. His hands feels warm. Being self-concious, my hands were sweaty and whispered to Victor.
"Victor my hands are sweaty I'll just wipe them off." I said that trying to get my hands unattached to Victor but instead his grip just got stonger, not wanting my hands to let go. I felt my cheeks burn up. Wait, How could he do this when he likes my bestfriend?
'Oh no Y/N don't you dare give meaning to this or else if you, you'll just get hurt. You know he likes F/N.' Here I am not giving meaning to this damn occurence but to be honest I am really happy with what is happening right now. But I really don't know I just feel like the time stopped and everything was so romantic. His head resting on my shoulder, his hands tangled mine, how could this be any better?
"Class you can take your lunch now." And with that the teacher left and hands had been loosed because we needed to greet ma'am a goodbye.
"Goodbye and thank you Ma'am (any teacher's name)."
"V-Victor wake up, let's eat lunch already." He stood up, he got his lunchbox in his other hand and with his other hand he took my hand. We ran to a table wherein there is no one sitting, and also there were few students in here.
"Could F/N find us here?" I asked because F/N might be wondering where we could be right now.
"Y/N didn't you know that F/N will still be with her groupmates because for sure they wouldn't finish it just for a morning." Victor said. I realized that F/N did say that, I forgot it my mind was occupied with what just happened awhile ago. We ate our lunch quietly as my mind drift of to many thoughts. What could be the meaning of that? Is there really something behind that? Why did he do that? Or am I really the one who is confused if it has a meaning or none? Maybe It was just my daydreaming? I sighed. Victor asked if I was fine and I just nodded.
~Dismissal~
Ah finally it's dismissal, aish but I'm a cleaner today so I have to stay. I cleaned and cleaned and cleaned the room until I was left alone in the room with Victor who said he will be waiting for me. These thoughts came into my mind again. Aish I really want to know the answer and with that I went close to Victor and faced him directly.
"Y/N is there something wrong?" Victor said worriedly.
"Victor..... What was the meaning of that awhile ago?" Victor gave me a questioning look. That look that gives no feelings back to me. That clueless look that keeps hurting me in the inside knowing that he doesn't like me.....
"That holding hands! I don't know why but it keeps asking me the questions, does it have a meaning? I know you like F/N so why did you do that? Am I only the one who is giving a meaning about it? Am I the only fucking one who us being happy with what you did....? Why do you keep making me feel so special, why do you make me all flustered with the things you do, why do make me happy with even one little thing..... Why am I so fucking inlove with you even you like my bestfriend.....?" I just looked down and tears fell down to eyes and i dont know why. It fucking hurts knowing that he likes F/N but he still did that. He held me my face with his both hands.
"Was that your confession of liking me? And I like F/N no I don't, I actually.... like you that's why I did that." Victor smiled at me. I blushed because of the thought that I just actually confesses to him. He doesn't like F/N.....? He actually likes me? Wha- My thoughts have been cut by Victor's sweet kiss telling me that he likes me wholeheartedly.
"Stop thinking and I had gave you my answer with your questions. I did that because I like you. I don't like F/N, I just made it look like that I like F/N to you but I actually not because actually like you. I like you Y/N." We hugged each other and being assured that this was not some stupid dream I have, Victor kissed me passionately in the lips.