Yuri Plisestsky x Self Harm Reader [Fluff]

This is requested by @Leti611 . This is fluff as requested. I hope you like it! Enjoy!


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Third Person POV


You were this type of girl who cut herself when you get sad, depressed or mad. In school/even outside of the school, you were always bullied and because of that sometimes it comes to the point, when you get extremely mad or depressed, you really wanted to suicide. But when Yuri or Yurio(that's what you call him) came into your life, everything has changed. You stopped that bad habit of yours because of him. Your heatbeat beats faster when you're around him, you blush when he does things for you and you feel special when you're around him. He was your very best friend or you could call your only friend. He is always there for you, to save you from those bullies. Sometimes, he was punched by those bullies because he was trying to save you but he end up being the one who is hurt. Actually you liked him because of that, you were having a secret crush on him and it's getting stronger. It's monday today, so it means you need to go early to school because there is a flag ceremony. You were so busy thinking these thoughts that you forgot you're going to be late if you don't hurry up. You quickly took a bath and wore your school uniform. You get your jacket and wore it. You always wear clothes that have long sleeves for them not to notice the cuts you're making. You ran fast as you can to get to school without being late. You didn't notice you that you went to an empty alley and you suddenly bumped into someone.
"Ouch that hurts....." you murmured and looked to the person you bump into. You saw a group of gangsters and it look like that you bumped into their leader. You also noticed you took the wrong way which where you were in an empty alley.
"What are you doing at our territory, You stupid bitch?!" He shouted to you.
" I just took the wrong way, I didn't mean it.........." you stand up while mumbled it a bit but they didn't heard it. He came closer to you and he grabed your uniform's collar. You were raised up a bit because he was holding you up.
"L-Let m-me go......" you stuttered because you were so scared. You were just one scaredy cat who always bump into bad guys, you knew where this was going but you couldn't do anything.
"You did it on purpose, didn't you? To fight us ha?!" He chuckled a bit.
"I was just saying the truth, that I we-" He cut you with a punched in the stomach. You couldn't say anything now because pain was all you were feeling.
"You talk tough but you're so weak just by the looking at you." He laughed and the others laughed along too. He dropped you and the others came closer to you. They started kicking and punching you. After they were done, they looked at you and pretended they were pitying you and left you with a lot of bruises. You were lying there in an empty alley, alone, feeling all the pain, with no one seeing you. You gave your all to stand up, you were not walking properly but you tried your best to go home. You were acting numb to the pain you were feeling, it's always what you are doing, acting like it's nothing. After awhile, you finally reached your house. The people you pass by tried to help you but you just didn't noticed them . You went to your room and get your pocket knife in your drawer. You were staring at it.
'Should I cut myself again........' You were having double thoughts of cutting yourself or not. You haven't done this for awhile but you just decided to cut yourself again. You moved your jacket's sleeves up to your elbow and cut yourself five times and thinking to do more. You stopped and just watch the blood flow out of your body. You don't care how much pain you were feeling. You just cried at this moment. You suddenly heard the door bell to your house. That person keep ringing your door bell so you quickly stand up but your body ached. You still tried to stand up and reached for the tissues and wiped off the blood. You moved your jacket's sleeves down and went downstairs. You just opened the door and you felt you just closed you eyes and shouted at the person infront of you.
"Please go away and just leave me alone!!! I don't need anyone right now! I just want to be alone!" You shouted with a loud voice. When you opened your eyes you couldn't believe who you just shouted at. It was Yurio. He glared at you because he knew what You got into again. With these bruises who couldn't notice them.
"Y/N! Are you okay?! Who did these to you?! Tell me!" He is so angry right now, well as always.
"They were a group of gangsters but I'm fine....... Come inside......." You smiled at him to assure him that you're fine but he gave you an angry look.
"A group of gangsters?!" He was so furious. Then he calmed down himself a bit. You was going to lead him to the living room but he pulled you back and hugged you so tight. You were suprised at what he did.
"It hurts me when I see you getting hurt..." he murmured and pulled away. He just went to the living room and sat on the sofa, while you were left there blushing because of what he just did and what he just said. You just went to the kitchen and made coffee for him. When you were done making coffee for him, you gave the coffee to Yurio and he just said thanks. You sat at the sofa with a bit distance from him. Then he put down his coffee and look straight at me.
"I'm just wondering, why are you wearing long sleeves everyday?" Out of nowhere he asked you that question. You couldn't look at his eyes but that glare was telling you to look at him in eyes, so you looked at his eyes. You could see there's worry and anger in his eyes.
"I-It's nothing......" you stuttered and just looked away again. He put his right hand to your left cheek and made you look at him.
"Y/N, Don't make me look like an idiot! I am seriously worried at you." You were speechless.
"Y/N! Answer me....." Now, he was begging me to answer him.
"I........" You stopped and think about if you were really going to tell him. You knew he was going to be really worried at you.
"I-I'm.........c-cutting m-myself.......w-when I get depressed or mad......." You couldn't say it properly. But you think he understood it because of what look he is giving to you. He looked at you, feeling disappointed and at the same time curious and very worried.
"Why are you cutting yourself?!" He raised his voice just a bit because he was disappointed to himself that he didn't notice and he couldn't even stop you from doing it. He is so worried, he moved your jacket's sleeves up and saw that you were really cutting yourself and saw the new one you just did earlier. From just seeing it, it hurt Yurio a lot. He looked back at your eyes.
"Promise me that you will not cut yourself again......." Yurio cried because he couldn't take it to see you with all of those bruises plus the cuts your made to yourself.
"I promise..." You promised for Yurio.
"W-Why are you crying?" You curiously asked him because you never saw him cry before.
"Because it hurts me so much to see the one that I loved, being hurt!" He shouted a bit loudly. He blushed because he just noticed what he just said. All of what he said sinked in your head.
"Y-You love me?" You asked because all along the one you love, loves you back.
"Yes, that's why please don't hurt yourself again....." You just kissed him passionately in the lips and he kissed you back. Then you pulled away, he was smilling. You just blushed because you didn't know why you did that.
"A-Actually, from the start I knew that I liked you, I instantly fall in love with you at first sight. I even thought you were my knight in shining armor...I stopped cutting myself for awhile because of you." You looked away because you felt your cheeks were heating up while confessing to him but he put his both hands at your both cheeks, making you face him again. You were both looking at each other's eyes.
"Will you be my girlfriend Y/N?"
"Yes!" You just suddenly said Yes not even thinking about it. You were just so happy at this moment because the one that you love, loves you back. He kissed you in the lips again again and you kissed him back. You felt all the pain was gone. You felt so secured being in his arms.


I love you my knight in shining armor.


I love you my beautiful princess.




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Did you like it? (Even tho Yurio was a bit OOC) I hope so~~~~

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