Beth's POV 

The walk from Calum's house to mine is pretty long so I decided to stop by Starbucks and get myself a Vanilla Latte. I sat down while waiting for my order.

"Beth?" Ask the Barista.

"You don't remember me? We were in the same kindergarden school. Your mum and I are close. I am John."

I was clueless about this, I can't remember anything. I have terrible memory. 

"It's okay if you don't remember me. It kinda off my mistake to let you go while we were young."

Oh god, I just remember. He was that guy, that guy who got me into depression and horrible nightmares.All night I kept thinking what he done to me and I told myself that I won't remember any incident from that day and it happen when I met Calum. But Calum is another problem and luckily Calum was a much better person when he tried to apologise to me. I grabbed my Vanilla Latte and walked away without saying any word to John.  He moved away from Sydney after the incident and we didn't contact each other.

Soon, I reached my place. I let out a sigh and I remember how noisy it used to be with my mum,Shawn and my dad. Paul didn't stay with us because mum and him wanted their marriage to be a secret between me and dad. Shawn knew that because Paul has a crush on mum since high school and Mum trust Shawn and that moment. A few days later, I found out about it and got really mad. I was mad at Mum, Shawn and Dad because I know Mum and Dad divorced and Mum got remarried. I was in my bathroom with a razor in my hand, it was fresh new cuts. Nobody know that I self-harm til now, not even Calum and his friends. Tears was rolling down and I couldnt stop, I was so mad at them.  Afterall, it was memories in the bighouse. 

I went upstairs and into my room , I missed my room and my posters. The smell of vanilla was still exist, it was lighted since I left to Calum's house. I was thinking of selling the house or should I not. I was thinking of asking for Calum's opinion, hopefully he wont give any rubbish decision. Calum should be there any minute since he left school early. There was a knock on the door.

"Speaking of the devil. You finally arrived" I hugged him tight because i feel like hugging him.

"The boys want to come along because they want to cheer you up. So can they come?"

"Sure, they are--"

"We are already here because we know you will let us in" Ashton rushed in to the living room followed by Luke and Michael. 

I let out a small giggle and switched on the X-Box. It was Shawn, we used to play when we were little. But now, Michael and Luke can play them. 

"I didn't know you play video games. It quite attrative." Luke said impressively.

" I will get something for you guys."

I walked my way to the kitchen and Calum followed me. 

"Beth, can I ask you something?"

"Sure, what is it about?'

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