i'm so sorry if i havent update for ages. Been really busy with schools and projects. Now i am able to update more often and I will be getting my laptop soon and I am able to update more.

Calum's POV

I stayed all night, drinking and caught myself drunk. I told the boys that I went for a walk but I lied. I was drinking. I had a pretty bad day. I was happy for a moment but at the same time I am feeling cranky as fuck. I went for 5 glasses.

"Heyy, do you want to dance with me? Come let's go dance" I pulled a random girl hand but she doesn't give a fuck about it.

I was dancing on the dance floor. I was all so tipsy and acting like a jerk.

I woke up the next morning not in my normal bedroom. I scan the room. This is not my bedroom. WHERE THE FUCK AM I ? I was half naked. Did I have sex last night? I couldn't remember anything. All I could remember was I went for a walk and then i got drunk. I quickly get dressed and rush home.

When I reached, the house was in an absolute silence. No noise nothing, silent as fuck. Am I dreaming? Calum WAKE UP!! Holy fuck , I quickly get dressed and straight home.I need to know what happen last night.

"Fuck"I muttered to myself.

Once I reached , it was quiet. I walked up towards the game room an saw Michael lying down sleeping with his controller. Luke and Ashton probably in their room or back to their parents' house. I slide out my phone from my pocket and dialed Beth number. It was straight to voicemail.

"Hello Luke, do you know where Beth?"

"Hey there mate, i am not sure where she is right now.Trying calling her cell?"

"I did, but it went straight to voicemail. I'm did something I shouldn't do but I was drunk last night. Can you come here around afternoon? I will tell you what happen but promise me, Beth mustn't know anything yet"

"alright mate, I will see you later"

With that I hanged up the phone and get myself washed up.

Beth's POV

Calum hasn't called me like since yesterday night and I realized that Calum wasn't beside me. Michael was playing his game while Luke and Ashton is nowhere to be seen. It was 12 noon and Calum is still not home yet. Where could this boy be at? He didn't tell me where he went too. I am so worried about him.

"Michael, do you know where Calum is?"

"I think he went out"

"since last night?"i questioned him

"Ithinkhewentforadrink"

"wow slow down michael. Say again"

"I.Think.He.Went.For.A.Drink"

"WHAT?!I thought he promised me, he won't drink again.Okay now where is he?"

"i'm not sure"

I walked towards my room and grabbed my phone dialing Calum's number. it rang but there is no answer.I called again

"Hello Calum, where are you?"

"Hello" A girl speaked

"Who are you?"

"Hmm,Calum is drunk and he is still sleeping. I could wake him up if you want too but we have sex last night. It was fun"

I could feel my eyes become watery, I quickly end the call and start sobbing. Why I trust him so much? I know he going to hurt me one way or another. How dumb could be? I packed my stuff and left a note on the kitchen table, Michael was sleeping didn't want to wake him up.

I'm off to my aunt's at Singapore. If you need anything, you can skype me or facetime me. I don't have Singapore number but I will have one soon and let all of you boys know. Please take care of each other and I will see you when I am coming back to Aus.

Beth

"Aunt Mere, I will be coming over in about 7 hours, are you at home?"

"Yes Beth, I am. Why suddenly?"

"I just need your accompany, I feel lonely here."

"Where's Calum?" I feel tears started filling up my eyes.

"he is busy with work and I miss you aunt mere"

"Tell me everything when you got here. I know something wrong there love. You're a strong girl"

"I love you aunt mere."

"Love you too Beth"

I arrived at the airport and booked the flight to Singapore.It was a 5 hours flight so I won't feel jetlag. It was 2.20pm and my flight is at 5.30. Memories start to picture in my mind.Everything I did with Calum was playing in my head. How can I fall in love with the one who bulllied me in middle school and high school? Will everything be the same? Am I able to forgive myself ? Can I forgive Calum? Should I give him second chance?All the possibility has become impossibilities. I let out a sigh and start to scroll through twitter.

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