"Oh my god, why didn't you tell me you're in a damn fucking band? And my stepdad is your manager? Wait, let me guess, Luke,Ashton and Michael are in your band, I mean you guys are in a band?"

"Pretty much"

I know that she loves bands, I can tell by her rooms, posters hang up like Green Day, Artic Monkeys, One Direction, All Time Low, MayDay Parade and a small photo collage together with Denise and her family members. Then it strikes me, how came she from sad to happy? Bands makes her happy? We were walking back to my place since her mum died which I just knew a few days ago and she needs someone to comfort her.

She changed into one of my band tee and boxers. I must said that she rocking out with my clothes while I have my boxer on. We both lay down.

"Goodnight" I slighty kissed her foreheads.

I couldn't sleep that night. I having those sleepless night. I got up and walked down to the kitchen and grabbed some water. I sipped on it and headed upstairs. I sat down beside Beth and just admiring her, makes me happy. I realised that there are cuts on her wrist? She self-harm herself?  I got me thinking that night. Soon it was 6am and I have to get ready for school. I didn't bother waking up Beth because she look sick and she had her bad night yesterday. I got dressed and straight to the kitchen.

"Where Beth?" Ashton asked while taking a bite of his sandwich.

"She is sick and she have a pretty bad day yesterday so I want her to rest."

"What happened to her yesterday? She seem fine but after she left ... " Luke asked.

"Her brother, Shawn and his wife got into car accident and remember when I told you guys that I have emergency? Beth's mum called me and she asked me to meet her . And you know Paul is her stepdad. "

We get into the car to school.

"You didn't said anything else?" Ashton asked in a monotone voice.

"No, but that night I couldnt sleep so I saw her scars on her wrists and I think she self-harm herself. I got me thinking the whole night"

BETH'S POV

I woke up with nobody beside me. The house was empty left only me. I rubbed my eyes as they were swore from last night crying. There was a note on the kitchen table.

I'm off to school with the boys. You look sick and tired so I didn't wake you up and I want you to rest. I prepared some breakfast for you. You can watch tv while waiting for us to be back home. Give me a text once you read this.

Cal xx

I immediately text Calum

To : Calum Hood

I just woke up. Can I tidy up your place? It kinda of messy and I don't like place that are messy xx

I unlock my phone and headed into the shower. The shower was so calm and cold. I rinse my body and get changed into calum's tshirt and his boxer. They are comfortable. I slide my phone and saw a message from Calum.

From: Calum :*

Sure. Thank you so much for cleaning up for us. Class going to end soon. See ya xx

To: Calum Hood :*

I might be going back to my apartment because I need to clean my house too and since I have nobody right now. I meet you at my house, can you overnight at my house since tomorrow is start of summer? xx

From: Calum Hood :*

Sure. I will let the boys know. See you soon xx

I unlock my phone and play some One Direction songs. I was cleaning their rooms and I must said that Michael's room is the messiest. Once everything is clean, I get changed in my clothes and walked back home.

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