I'M SO SORRY FOR NOT UPLOADING!!!!!

'And you're sure you don'twant to come?' you asked once again just in case. The boy you weretalking to shook his head with a smile. 'Oi Shibayama!' Inuoka calledout from the door. 'Coming!' he packed the rest of his belongings andstood up. 'See you Y/N!' he said while passing you. You watched as hewalked away with his teammate. All the while giving Inuoka a deathglare. You didn't like him. It wasn't anything personal. Just that hewas on the Volleyball team and got to spent way more time with Yukithan you. You weren't a couple. No! He was just your childhood friendand the two of you were pretty close. You even decided to go to thesame school! And how happy both of you were when you found out youwere in the same class. Just for Yuki to become obsessed withVolleyball. Now you almost only saw him in class. He preferred tospend his breaks with his teammates and before and after school hepracticed. No matter if there was actual club practice or not. Whenyou invited him to do something he declined just to tell you he wouldpractice. You couldn't even remember the last time you had a goodlong conversation with each other. 'Let's go' one of your friends puta hand on your shoulder. A small nod was your answer. You and yourgroup of friends wanted to go to a mall. However it was one of yourweak days and you found yourself fussing over the fact that Yukididn't came along. Slowly you lost all hope for your friendship.'Hey. If you aren't in the mood you can go home. We wouldn't mind.'your friends gave you smiles of sympathy. You decided it would bebetter to leave. After all your mood wasn't going to change soon. The walk home your head was filled with dark clouds. It didn't helpone bit that your aunt was visiting and that she asked where yourbetter half was. Yuki and you had been inseparable so you happened toknow each others family. Your aunts last visit was a year ago so howshould she know that Yuki choose Volleyball over you. In your roomyou laid on your bed and hoped for the next day to be better. Thenext morning you sat earlier in class than usual. As always Yuki hadmorning practice. He didn't come late but in accompanied by Inuoka.He sat down without noticing the many eyes on him. The lessons andhours passed. Break time came around. Yuki left. As always. Youmentioned for your friends to leave you alone. The next few lessonswent by. In your last lesson of the day your teacher send you tobring some copies to the teachers room. Your heart was beating fastonce you walked back. The bell was ringing a few minutes before youreached your homeroom. The door stood open. You walked in. Yukis deskwas empty. He was gone. 'We were about to tell him but you told usnot to and we' you cut of your friend. 'It's fine' you smiled, packedyour things and walked home. There you pretended nothing happened.Until you were alone in your room in the evening. Then you pressedyour face in your pillow and cried. You cried and cried until youfell asleep. To your own surprise it didn't hurt so bad the next day.You didn't feel much pain. No. You felt empty. You went to school asalways. Your friends asked if you were ok and you reassured them youwere fine. Then, unexpected for anybody, Yuki came early. He walkedin, looked around and made a straight walk towards you. 'Y/N I'm sosorry! I'm such an idiot! I didn't check the date!' he startedrambling. You just looked at him with a plain expression. 'It'sfine.' you said. The tension was noticeable. Your friends lookedbetween you and him and back. 'No. It's not! I'm so sorry!' youexpected to feel some kind of pride. To feel good. But you didn't.You felt empty. 'It was just my birthday Shibayama. It's fine.' youturned and walked to your seat. That had put him to silence. He stoodthere. Frozen. Neither you nor him could remember the last time youcalled him Shibayama. 'What did you call me?' his voice soundedcracked and dry. 'Shibayama. That's your name.' you stated. He wasabout to say something but got interrupted by the bell and theteacher entering. The next few hours went by as if you just saweverything through fog. When the break rolled around you noticed himstanding up and walking over to you. You didn't felt like talking soyou just got up and walked out the room. 'Y/N.' why did he followyou? 'What?' you turned around. 'Why?' he looked at you. 'Why what?'you asked. 'Why did you call me Shibayama?' he sounded hurt. It madeyou mad. 'Well, we're obviously not friends anymore so why should Icall you anything else?' now it hurt. Now standing in front of himhurt. 'But why? Is it because I forgot your birthday?' he looked sosad. And you just wanted to punch him for that. 'No.' you closed youreyes feeling that familiar sting in them. 'No it's not just becauseyou forgot my birthday! It's because you don't care anymore! Younever got time for me! When was the last time we talked with eachother! When did I last see you out of school! You don't care! All youcare for is Volleyball! And your teammates! You don't care about me!'you began to shout. You didn't care for the others looking at you.'You forgot about me! I tried! You know how hard I tried Yuki! Iasked you a million times if we could spent time together! I evencame to your practice sometimes but you ignored me! You know how muchI missed you? How hard it was that you just forgot about me? Eventhough I was sitting in the same room with you almost every day! Doyou know how that made me feel? Do you know how much it hurt? Howmuch it hurt that the one I loved the most left me alone?' now youwere a sobbing mess. 'Y/N...' he began. It was at that moment thatyou became aware again of the presence of the onlookers. 'No.' wasall you said then you turned and stormed off. It didn't matter thatyou still had class. You just wanted to get the hell out of there.But Yuki Shibayama was not going to let that happen. 'Wait!' withthat he caught your arm and put you to a halt. He had ran after you.Now you stood outside of the building. 'Just listen.' he said beforetaking a deep breath. 'I'm sorry that I ignored you! I made a promiseat the beginning of the year that I would confess to you, but then Istarted playing Volleyball and I saw how good all of the otherteammates were and then I felt as if I wasn't worthy to confess toyou. So I told myself that once I got better I would do it. Ipracticed and practiced but I still wasn't good enough. Then I got achance to play in our last game and I told myself I would ask you outafter that. But I chickened out. I was to embarrassed to talk to you.I'm...I don't know what to say. It was stupid and I'm an idiot.Especially for forgetting your birthday. I'll do anything to make itup to you.' he finally let go of your arm. You both stood there insilence for a few seconds. 'Even stop playing volleyball?' you askedafter a while. 'Huh?' Yuki didn't seem to expect you to talk socalmly again. 'You said you would do anything to make it up. Youwould even stop playing volleyball?' you turned around halfway tolook at him. 'Yes. If it's what you want me to do.' he soundedsincere. 'No.' you shook your head turning around fully. 'I don'twant that.' you made a step forward. 'I want you to spent time withme again. Every day! And I want you to sleep over again on weekends.I want you to be close to me and don't ignore me.' you wrapped yourarms around him and buried your face in his shoulder. He hugged youback. 'I'm sure I can do that.' he mumbled. After standing a bit likethat you walked back and waited for the lesson to be over to sneakback into the classroom. Once you did you saw your friends grinningat you. 'What?' you asked. 'So. Are you two dating now?' they askedsmugly. You got red as a tomato. Basically both of you sort ofconfessed to each other. Well maybe you were...

!!!!EXTRA!!!!

After school was over Yukiwalked over to your desk. 'Almost forgot it again. Happy birthday!'he held out a box to you. You were surprised. 'I bought it a monthago. I just forgot to take it with me yesterday...' he awkwardlysaid. You opened the box and your mouth opened in shook. It was (yourmost favorite present to receive)! 'OH! MY! GOD! It's perfect!' youscreamed and fell him around the neck. He chuckled and hugged youback. 'Glad you like it.' he said squeezing you a little tighter.  

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I did it! I came back out of the hole I disappered into!!! 

Hope you like it :)

Sorry if there are some mistake with the spaces but that just happens and I can't do anything about it :/ (aka I'm to lazy to...)