Try to numb myself
Dont let anything show
I'm a closed book
Full of things you wont know
You hurt me
But I lock it inside
And then when I escape
I can break down and cry
You'll never see
The damage you've done
I smile
So you wont think you've won
But I carry the scars
And the nightmares
Hide it all
With a blank stare
One day
I'll leave you behind
Along with my past
You wont keep me confined